What do you mean, you have the ambition to serve your country, but you have no choice but to jing ke?

It seems to be a poem by Lu You.

To express their enthusiasm, although there are staff who serve the motherland, they can't be reused and can only wander in a foreign land.

It shows that Lu You feels lost in his situation.

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