It is also possible that I have been away from my parents since I was a child, and boarding since junior high school has led to my self-awareness of not wanting to be at home.
I remember when I was in junior high school, everyone left home for boarding for the first time. There were no cell phones at that time. If I miss it, I will call my parents. When the dormitory lights out at night, I can always hear some students sobbing softly. Other students got up to comfort her and asked why. She said she was homesick.
At that time, I couldn't understand it, thinking, "It's no big deal, why are you homesick and crying?" So I, a handsome girl who thinks she is very strong and doesn't care about leaving home, was slapped by herself.
In the first year of college, I was still very chic. When students secretly poke their homesickness,
I'm still indifferent I spent every holiday at school and never thought about going home. Now that I think about it, I still don't cherish the day when I can go home.
Home is such a existence for us. No matter how much you ignore it and don't care about it, as long as you need it, it will always be your safe haven and your backing. It allows you to show your truest appearance.
My first strong homesickness was at the end of my freshman year, which was my hardest time. Because I was experiencing the first time in my life that the dormitory relationship was not harmonious, I resisted the tacit silence after returning to the dormitory every day. At that time, I liked the evening very much, because at night, I could go back to my bed and close the curtains. At that moment, I felt it was my own world.
At that time, for me, the biggest salvation was the coming winter vacation.
I still clearly remember that when I finished my last exam, I was walking alone on my way back to my dormitory. Those ten minutes were my happiest time, because I could go home the next day and escape from this embarrassing relationship for a while.
It is also the first time that I have such great expectations for going home, and it is also the first time that I feel that I can go home. It's really great.
So on a theme I haven't seen before, there is another one, going home.
But in fact, that bad relationship was not alleviated by going home, but during that time at home, I made an important decision, that is, to stay away. After all, a person's life is so short that he must be with someone who makes him comfortable.
After coming out for internship, I want to go home more, not to say how hard the work is, but to feel good at home.
Even staying at home, doing nothing, staying at home for a day, that feeling is completely different from staying alone in the dormitory on weekends.
Because at home, you will occasionally hear your parents' small talk and your brother's dislike, and you will also sit together and watch the same TV series, while abandoning the cliché of the plot and watching it with relish.
On a quiet day like this, you won't feel bored, because there is a home atmosphere.