This is what Tian Xiezi said in the conversation with Su Ming. Tian Xiezi wanted Su Ming to put down everything and live a good life, and become a happy fairy, while Su Ming wanted to resurrect those previous faces. Breaking the illusion, he said that he had been in front of the devil for three thousand years, and that he would not be an immortal when he looked back on the mortal world. This sentence expresses that Su Ming does not want to be carefree in the illusion but wants to keep what he cherishes, his familiar face, and follow his heart.
Extended information:
"Seeking Demons" is a book published by Hubei Children's Publishing House in 2013. The author is Ergen. The book mainly tells the story of the protagonist Su Ming who is unwilling to be controlled by his destiny and struggles with his destiny.
The original sentence is that one kowtow for three thousand years before the Tao, but looking back on the mortal world, I will not be an immortal. Ergen changed it when he wrote about asking for magic.
When the master met me, the first thing he said was, "You are destined to be a poor man." This ancient and clumsy opening sentence rolled into the ice and snow like waves of pine trees. I was eight years old that year. That year, my memory of my hometown was vague. That year, I didn’t know who I was.
The master took me into the sect. I can’t remember the name of the sect, but I remember the master’s plain words, “Cultivation of the mind for ten years, and I will help you find yourself.”
< p>The master said that I am a spiritual genius. He has never encountered a spiritual talent like mine before. The master's master said that if I succeed in practicing Taoism, I must be a sect of my own.My master’s master and master all told me that the purpose of practicing Taoism is to become an immortal. Everyone in the sect wants to be an immortal, and being an immortal is very good and comfortable. They said I would definitely become an immortal in the future.
I didn’t tell the master that I actually hated practicing Taoism.
I have had the same dream every night for ten years, in which a pair of big bright eyes flashed. That year, I was eighteen years old. I have no hometown, I don’t know who I am, and I don’t know what the eyes in the dream mean. That year, my master took me to find myself.
We have traveled all over the mountains and rivers, but in the end we don’t know who I am.
That day, the master passed away and left me a bag of tips to open when I died.
The master has not become an immortal after all. It is too difficult to become an immortal. I cried at my master's grave for three days and three nights. When I woke up, I met a woman with big, bright eyes. She spent countless long nights with me, and finally passed away on a lonely night. I held her old face and buried it deeply in my heart. I think I can guess who I am.
I feel more and more tired. The face in the mirror is just like that year in the ice and snow. That year, I was eight years old. The master said that becoming a fairy queen can also stay young forever. I opened the bag of tips left by the master, but it was empty.
I sat in front of her grave for a year and committed suicide. When I woke up again, sitting in the ice and snow, I knew my guess was correct.
I met an old man. The old man said that you are destined to be a poor man.
Songs of pine waves rolled into the ice and snow. During those many years, I saw many different women, all of whom had big, bright eyes.
The moment I looked up, I knew everything. The Taoist master said that after three thousand years of reincarnation, one needs to cut off all earthly thoughts to become an immortal. If you cut them off, you can become an immortal.
I kowtowed deeply in front of the Tao, and three thousand years passed in a blink of an eye. I looked back and replied, "I won't be an immortal." This year, I was thrown into the mortal world. This year, I know where my hometown is. This year, I learned who I am.
This year, I created my own sect, just to wait for your glance in this life. Countless years later, when I died, you gently held my old face in your heart, just like me in reincarnation.
I will not tell you that I have kowtowed in front of the Tao for three thousand years, but when I look back on the mortal world, I am not an immortal. In this life, I don’t want to be an immortal.
About the author
Pen name: Ergen
Original name: Liu Yong, a famous writer on Qidian.com, a native of Mudanjiang, Heilongjiang Province.
Write carefully, have good character, and keep updating.
The works produced: "The Immortal Rebellion" (completed), "The Rebellion of Heaven" (completed), "Seeking the Demon" (completed), "I Want to Sealed Heaven" (completed), "One Thought of Eternity" ( Serialized)
From unknown to famous, step by step,
It has won the support of many readers with its unique writing style and excellent RP!
In the book written by Er Gen, "Xian Ni" is unique in the fairy tale genre with its unique plot concept, especially the plot of transforming into a mortal first in the stage of transforming into a god, which is praised by people!
The author states, "I am not young, I am already married, I have a lovely daughter, I like to make friends, and I love drinking beer... As for my appearance, of course I am a typical Northeastern man, with thick eyebrows and tiger eyes, and extraordinary handsomeness. ... The character in the book Chihu (The Immortal Adversary) is my prototype! After four years of college, I read countless books, and after working for many years after graduation, I felt itchy in my spare time, so I came up with the idea of ??writing a book. Thinking of becoming a full-time writer and having many readers, this is Ergen's biggest gain after writing books.
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Reference materials:
Seeking magic - Baidu Encyclopedia