What do you mean, you don't feel inferior in a remote village, but you still want to be a wheelchair for the country?

It expresses the author's feelings that although he is old and weak, he does not forget to go to the battlefield to contribute to his country.

1 1 April 4th is a stormy day.

Stiff lying ① Lonely village without self-pity, thinking of protecting the country ②.

Lying in the middle of the night, listening to the wind and rain, iron horses, glaciers and dreams.

[Notes]

① jiāng prone position: upright prone position. ② Guard the wheel platform: guard the edge (jiāng). Luntai, a place name of the Western Regions in Han Dynasty, is now located in luntai county, Xinjiang. Here generally refers to the frontier defense stronghold in the north. ③ midnight (lán): late at night. (4) Iron horse: A war horse in armor.

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I lay flat in the lonely and desolate country and didn't feel sad.

Still thinking about defending the country.

Late at night, I was lying in bed and heard the sound of wind and rain.

I dreamt in a daze that I rode an armored horse across the frozen river and went to the northern battlefield.