However, after many years, my opinion began to change. I began to really understand Daiyu, and I began to really feel distressed and sad for her. That's because I began to really understand Daiyu's situation and gradually found her soul. It is true that she is like a fragile glass, which is not easy for others to get close to, and it is difficult to save herself. But I think her life is short, but it is the most beautiful. Just like epiphyllum, it will die after showing its most beautiful side to others. However, this wonderful moment is unforgettable for a lifetime.
Daiyu loves to cry, which is her childhood character and the result of all kinds of pains imposed on her. Sensitive and considerate, it will inevitably consume energy, and a deep melancholy will arise from this, so tears are like a broken pearl, which will always accompany you. "How many tears can you have in your eyes? How can you stop spring from flowing to winter and autumn from flowing to summer? " Therefore, there is such a myth: in order to repay "nectar", the fairy of crimson pearl returned it with tears. Myth is a myth after all, but it is really made up. Just like "the desert is lonely and the long river sets the yen", it was fake at first, but it came true after thinking about it. This is the result of an intuition, just need to "enlighten". This is a bit far-fetched Let's first analyze why Daiyu formed such a character and why she let her tears "flow from spring to winter and from autumn to summer".
Born in a good family and born weak, this is the "common disease" of people like them. Yuan Ying was pitying, so in April, the maids in the Grand View Garden joined the maids. That's understandable. It is inevitable that they have been taken care of in every possible way since childhood. Unfortunately for Daiyu, however, her mother died young (her father died soon), and her family was ruined, so she had to throw stones to ask for directions. "Three hundred and sixty days a year, wind knife frost sword. When will it be bright and fresh, once it is drifting, it will be difficult to find it. " People under the eaves have to bow their heads. A strong man still wants this, let alone a thousand ladies? Therefore, when enjoying the palace flowers, be angry with others. Theoretically, it seems that this should not be worth being angry about. It doesn't seem that important who comes first. However, on the one hand, Daiyu is a sensitive and serious person; On the other hand, Jia's slave is a typical slave, bullying the weak and fearing the hard. Besides, this incident itself can also prove the attitude of Jia's upper class. A slave's face is half that of his master. That's why people can't help but get angry. If a person is weak, it can be seen not once or twice, but gradually. The so-called "push your nose to your face" comes step by step. People give you a needle, you recognize it as a wooden stick, and you can't help fooling you. When Yuan Chun sent something, Baoyu and Baochai were the same, and so were the other girls. Now that it has been made clear to this point, it is not Daiyu's turn to think much. It can be seen that Daiyu's worry is not unreasonable.
What I appreciate most is the "telling my heart" paragraph, where Baoyu finally spoke his mind. Daiyu is more moved and real than anyone who has escaped from her heart. Yes, he expressed Daiyu's heart, "But as long as girls eat less snacks, their illness will not get worse every day!" It's really heartbreaking Daiyu thought, since you take me as your confidant, why don't I take you as my confidant? Since you and I are bosom friends, why come to Baochai! Yes, the world of love is selfish, and there can be no third person. Otherwise, it will face collapse. What's more, someone as serious as Daiyu? What she wants is a complete love, a love that belongs to her completely! And how cruel the creator is, "weak water is 3 thousand, only one scoop of water", even such a simple requirement has become a mirage.
I also like Dai Yu's poem "Ode to Bai Hai Tang":
Half-rolled curtains cover the door, and the ice is ground into earth jade as a basin. Steal a pear for three cents and borrow a plum blossom for a soul. The moon cave fairy sews robes, and the woman who always wipes crow marks in my heart in autumn. Who is shy and silent? I'm tired of leaning against the west wind at night.
This is clearly a symbol of his personality, knowing that "the wind and the sword are frosty", but he just wants to "steal the pear core and borrow a wisp of plum blossom soul" and refuses to agree. How much courage and sacrifice does it take? If you don't know, you still can't feel its pain, but if you feel its pain, you still don't change your mind. It can be said that "although I have not regretted my narrow escape, my heart is good!" If it were anyone else, they would have been tired of going with the flow.
Yes, Daiyu has many defects. She may not be as gentle, sensible and considerate as Baochai, or even as willing as Li Wan. Sometimes, I wonder what would have happened if Daiyu hadn't died. However, I have to shake my head at once. Maybe Daiyu can't exist. Even if it exists, there is only tragedy.
I like Daiyu, not because she "acts like a weak willow, and when she is quiet, she is like a beautiful flower." The heart is a little more than the stem, and the disease is like a beauty. "Theory of smart, treasure chai is much smarter than her. On virtue, Baochai is one in a million. Let's talk about beauty. Your fullness is not necessarily as thin as your charity. But because of her persistence and seriousness, she is willing to take out her heart and give it to one person completely, no matter how ravaged it will be. She has a fighting spirit, although she is only a helpless Miss Jiao. Of course, these are all spiritual. In the face of love, she is not passive to Nuo Nuo, but indomitable and fearless. With her flame-like love, she tightly surrounds you, making you feel kind and warm, but she is afraid of accidentally extinguishing the flame. Because it is full of passion and enthusiasm, like poppies, it is addictive. If you are not as "crazy" as her, then you have failed her sincerity. Can't live up to such a heart. This woman can do anything for love. She is more like a afterlife who died before the flood. Of course, more often, she is a beauty who looks at the moon in an empty house, and a flower soul under the light of Leng Yue.
"I already feel that the autumn window is boundless, so it is as bleak as the wind and rain!" "Whose autumn courtyard has no wind? Where is the autumn window without rain? " "Where the hell is Xiangshan?" "If you have no tricks, you will hide your love in a piece of pure land. It is better to be clean than to be trapped in a ditch. " "We see that the spring flowers are gradually falling, and it is the time when beauty is dying. Don't mourn for me, I don't know if the flowers fall and people die! "
Let's play a lament for the fall of love and beauty again! Daiyu will live in our hearts forever!