The last letter to my lover-dear,
Good evening. Do I have something to say? This is the last time you hear my voice. If you receive this message, maybe I have lost your mobile phone number and started my destiny?
Thank God, thank God for bringing you to school. My first love and my last love.
Your smile always reminds me of my time in that school, which was the best time in my life? I've never felt so warm, even now? Because of kind teachers, friendly classmates and special you? Although you didn't? You said something to me, but it doesn't matter. Is your smile what I want most?
I know a beautiful girl like you must have many boyfriends? I don't know. I want nothing. I don't know. Nothing can make you happy, even if I use all my strength, can you? I can't get a smile from you? What I said was a waste of your time?
There will never be a melody of love in my life, and I know it very well. My life is just a battle without sadness. But I don't know. This is my destiny, I just want to get rid of the endless cycle of fate?
I called you yesterday. You hardly remember me? Four years have passed, and I have changed. What about you? No matter what you change, you win. My heart hasn't changed? I have tasted too many sad tears and too many failures in these four years. I lost everything. I have nothing but my life. Can I? T can I really? Won't lose you? I thought so yesterday. But now, I changed my mind. I have life. What about it? That's enough. What else doesn't suit me?
I don't know. I have no friends, not even boys? Maybe fate is joking with me, maybe I really did something wrong in my last life? I won? I won't have any friends in the future. I only have one friend-myself. I am very sad, no one can hear me, I have to get it myself ... My tears have never been seen by others, how sad my heart is. There is no point in crying. No one can hear me, not even myself? When I am happy, no one knows why I am happy, and no one can see me. At this time, how much I want to have a friend to share, but no, no, no? Quiet, the whole world is quiet, I can hear my breath? Sometimes, I dream that my friend at that time was you? Stupid dream? I don't know. I don't know what life is, what friends are and what love is. I don't know. I don't need to know, I just need to know what is sadness, what is tears and what is failure.
I must go my own way now, without you in my soul. I have to fight, fight for my destiny ... when, me? I'm tired. When, me? I am injured, I will remember you. At that time, will you know that a poor boy always loves you somewhere in the dark?
I'm done. You may think I'm crazy. In fact, am I really a stupid madman? Don't you know? You don't have to answer me? No answer is the best answer. I will disappear, you will disappear in my dream ... Disappearing will never happen! ! !
One day, I was killed by fate. I hope I can have another life? When will I become a new boy with money, face, language and knowledge to make you happy?
Goodbye, forever? . May you always be well?
Oarga. male
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The first letter to my lover,
Happy birthday, I remember it, and it's so clear. Maybe you will have an exam soon. Should you? Jian ba die? . How have you been recently? I think you must be busy.
I'm trying to get the English certificate for tour guides. Although I don't think it's useful for me, if I have a certificate, tickets in many places are free, which I think is good. If I have a chance to go somewhere with you, a ticket for two is worth it.
I've got my driver's license. I remember you learning to drive with me. I suddenly shouted, and then an aunt scolded me. After I learn to drive, you won't? I didn't find your cell phone, and you didn't? I don't know what to do. You go home. I 've been looking for you everywhere. Finally, we found the phone in the car, and you immediately cheered up.
Once I came to Zhanjiang, I bought you a carpet, and then we found the book & the coldest winter in San Francisco is summer & lt& lt, I am happy when I see you happy.
It's been more than half a year now, and I remember everything you and I have experienced. It's not much, but it's very important to me. During this time, I didn't want to love in the past, or even meet every girl. May I? T always forget you. I tried to forget you, but I failed. You don't need to feel guilty. I never hated you. I forgot everything bad.
This bag is my birthday present to you. I hope you like it. There are eight small stitches inside, which mark the eight months of separation from you, the first day of each month.
Finally, I wish you happiness every time. The bigger the better.
XXX
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The last letter to my lover, my dear wife:
Long time no see, I miss you very much. Time flies, I have been separated from you for almost two months. Now I wish I could have a pair of wings to fly to your side.
I have adapted to the working environment in Saudi Arabia. Every time you tell me to take good care of myself, please don't worry about me. I know you have a hard time at home. You seem to take care of our son, support our parents and go to work at the same time. I am far away from home and can't share the housework for you. I told you, you must care about your health. You are very understanding and capable. I'm afraid our son can't keep up with his studies. You must let your children study hard and make progress every day, which is a very important task.
When a person experiences the hardships of life, he will have more understanding of life. Life is precious, but love is more valuable. I hope our flower of love will never wither. Thank you for appearing in my life.
Break a leg!
Sincere you.
Your husband: Zhan Jun.
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