——Reflections after reading "Shan Yue Ji"
"I am deeply afraid that I am not a beautiful jade, so I dare not think about it hard. But I half believe that I am a beautiful jade, so I I don’t want to be mediocre and live among the rubble.”
When did you first meet Nakajima Atsushi? Maybe it was in the popular anime "Bungou Stray Dogs". I don't know about other people, but when I first saw the boy who could transform into a tiger, I was infinitely curious. The character skills in this anime are all related to their own works. What kind of work can make people turn into tigers? So I opened the book "Mountain and Moon" with full curiosity.
? The prototype of a man turning into a tiger is the story of Shan Yue Ji. He told the story of Li Zheng, a poet during the Tianbao period who had a high self-esteem and a good temperament, and was unwilling to be just a mere petty official. Soon, he resigned from his official position and returned to his hometown to live in seclusion, cutting off contact and immersing himself in poetry. However, he had to resign himself because he was too poor to ensure his livelihood and became a local official again. Just seeing that his former colleagues were now in high positions, while he was still a mere official, his self-esteem was greatly hurt and he was unhappy all day long. One night, when he was on a business trip and passed by the Ru River, he suddenly transformed into a tiger and hid in the mountains. The next year, his former colleague Yuan Nao passed by and accidentally met him who had transformed into a tiger. The two had a profound conversation. Their words were full of Li Zheng's regret for his former talent and arrogance and his feelings for him. Reflections on human nature. That night, the tiger looked up at the pale moon that had faded its light, roared and jumped into the grass, disappearing without a trace. Leave a piece of poetry blank: "This evening, the rivers and mountains face the bright moon. They do not grow into roars but howls."
This is a sad story. The poet who was proud of his talent finally turned into a tiger and hid in the mountains. There is no hope of realizing his great cause. There is no chance to face my own poetry again. He said, "My fur got wet, and it wasn't just the night dew." So, whose fault was it? Perhaps, it is oneself, perhaps, it is the world. If a person cannot work hard when he should work hard and study when he should study. No young person can bear the consequences of sweating when it is time to pave the way for his future. "I was afraid that I would not be a beautiful jade, so I deliberately did not work hard to polish it. I also had half a hope that I would become a beautiful jade, so I could not live among the rubble. I gradually stayed away from the world and alienated the world. As a result, I became angry. Shame and resentment gradually grew into my cowardly self-esteem. Everyone is a beast tamer, and their own temperament is the beast. "
? If you do nothing in life, it will be too long, but if you do something, it will be too long. Hate shortness. Rubbles and beautiful jade may be just in your thoughts.