Loving you is like loving life, Wang Xiaobo wrote to Li Yinhe.
I don’t know much about Wang Xiaobo and Li Yinhe. The only impression I have of them is probably two sentences I saw somewhere in high school.
Wang Xiaobo said that people are like books, you have to pick a good one to read.
Li Yinhe said, I think the biggest gain and luck in my life is that I picked the book Wavelet to read.
At that time, I just thought Wang Xiaobo’s words were very meaningful. Li Yinhe’s words showed her luck and happiness, and I didn’t think otherwise. I have never even imagined what kind of face the person who could write such a moral would have, and what kind of discerning eyes the person who could pick out Wang Xiaobo's book would have.
So, many years later, when I accidentally saw this book compiled from Wang Xiaobo’s letters to Li Yinhe, I instantly recalled those two sentences I had read. Suddenly, my heart surged, and I thought it was fate, so I couldn't help but read through it.
To be honest, when I looked through Wang Xiaobo's photos, I was a little unbelievable. Although I have never imagined what he looks like, I vaguely feel that someone who can write such meaningful sentences should not look like that! As he later wrote in a letter to Li Yinhe, he also felt that he was not good-looking and looked like a camel.
Halfway through the letter, I suddenly had an illusion. Maybe Wang Xiaobo is not as good as I thought. This illusion does not come from his appearance, but from the letter he wrote to Li Yinhe.
Every letter written by Wang Xiaobo starts with Hello Li Yinhe and ends with wishing you a happy day. Most of the content in the middle uses a narrative tone to tell the trivial things that happened to me today, as well as some of my own views and thoughts on actual things. Some of them are even a bit extreme in my opinion. In current terms, I think he is a veritable angry youth.
But it was such an angry young man that made me see his deep love for Li Yinhe in the following letter. His love is so cautious, so worried about gains and losses, so hot and intense. All these were written between the lines by him. These sentimental love words are not outdated even in today's society.
Some book friends even commented below that they have learned Wang Xiaobo’s love words and can seduce girls in minutes without any problem.
I picked out some of my favorite sentences, such as:
1. He said that if you remove the bad guys, you become a fool with a little kindness; if you remove the fool, you become a cynic. , a bad guy with hurtful words. To you, I'll act like a fool.
He said that everyone has two qualities: bad guys and fools, but he would rather be a fool in front of her.
2. There are many places in my soul that are cynical and arrogant towards others, but it has a core. This core is afraid of the dark and is as soft as a sheep. Only the most equal friendship can make it possible. Comfort, you belong to this core to me.
He said that he was cynical, arrogant and rude to others, but she was the only exception.
3. I love you, I fell in love with you the moment I saw you. I love you to the point of not being selfish, just like a dove flies away in a person's hand, and he wishes the dove's flight from the bottom of his heart. You can fly too. I will be sad or happy. I don't know what will happen. Know.
He said that he fell in love with it when he saw it. Love her enough to be unselfish and let her go. No matter what happens to me, it doesn't matter.
4. I really don’t know how to get close to you. You seem to be an elusive goal. I can’t figure it out and can’t catch up, so I sat down and cried.
He said he would cry. This seems to be something that everyone with a crush can relate to. The one you love can be seen but cannot be touched.
5. I give you my whole soul, along with his quirks, little tempers, flickering, and 1,800 bad habits. He is really annoying. He only has one good thing, love. you.
He said that he hated everything, but loving her was the only good thing.
6. Do you know what I value most in this world? That is my own character, that is, the freedom of my own thoughts. On this issue, I have put down my sword and gun—that is, I will let you change and influence me.
He said that he was willing to let go of everything, even what he cherished most. Just because in his heart, she is more important than what he cherishes most.
7. Also, I am not easily influenced by others, at least not as easy as you think. We are relatively unscrupulous people. Of course it will be different if you influence me. Love is a penetrating agent. .
He said that she is a special case, she is different.
8. I will never be indifferent to you.
He said that he would never be indifferent to her. What a beautiful promise.
9. If my love can’t accommodate the whole of you, what kind of love is it?
He said that he would tolerate everything about her. If not, I would be sorry for the word love.
10. Give me whatever you want. Did you know? If you want it, it means giving it to me. What you want is what I will give you.
He said that he would give her whatever she wanted.
Isn't it very similar to the love words that were once very popular, "As long as you want it, as long as I have it, I'll give it all to you."
11. If you are willing, I will love you forever; if you are not willing, I will always miss you.
He said that he would always love her as long as she was willing. If she doesn't want to, he will always miss her. No matter what, he will always love her.
Of course, there are many, many more similar love stories...
Wang Xiaobo, a love story boy who is not outstanding in appearance and is a bit cynical. He used his short life to prove his lifelong love for Li Yinhe.