In the 1930s, few female writers received Lu Xun's attention. Bai Wei is one of them. After meeting Lu Xun, Bai Wei quickly became popular in the literary world. With the support of Lu Xun, her play "The Ghost Tower" was published in the first issue of "Fast" edited by Lu Xun, and her one-act play "The Suffering of the Revolutionary God" was also published in the magazine "Yu Si" edited by Lu Xun.
But this beautiful writer, known as the "fairy", was looked down upon by several powerful female writers back then. Especially Zhang Ailing, who was very popular at the time, resented being compared to Bai Wei. There are not many photos handed down by Bai Wei. She may not be really beautiful, but she is beautiful nonetheless. However, looking at Bai Wei's life, we have to say that she had a bad life.
She escaped from an arranged marriage, was bitten by her mother-in-law, and wandered alone in Japan, where she worked as a servant. The financial pressure left her feeling sick and depressed. At the age of 30, she met her beloved man, the poet Yang Sao.
Sister-in-law Yang is from Zhangzhou, Fujian. He loved poetry and had the air of a celebrity. After graduating from high school, he went to Japan to study. Yang Sao is six years younger than Bai Wei. She called her brother. Bai Wei fell in love with Yang Sao, so transparent, sincere, and unreserved. The relationship between the two quickly heated up and was in full swing.
Before this, Yang Sao fell in love with Ling Qinru, a girl from Hunan, and later the two fell in love. Bai Wei is also the brother of Ling Biru who has unrequited love. At this time, the broken hearts of Bai and Yang collided in a foreign country, which is understandable. However, for a long time, maybe it was because Yang Sao had not completely gotten over the shadow of broken love and was not ready for a new love. Under Bai Wei's emotional pressure, he began to escape. So Yang Sao fled to Hangzhou, but Bai Wei followed him; Yang Sao fled back to his hometown in Zhangzhou, with Bai Wei's letter behind him; later Yang Sao fled to Singapore to work as a poor teacher, and Bai Wei's letter came. Bai Wei's love was upright and she talked endlessly about her lovesickness, but Yang Sao was hurt by Bai Wei's deep affection.
In 1927, they finally got together in Shanghai. They live a platonic emotional life in order to live and write. With the help of Lu Xun, Yang Sao and Bai Wei frequently appeared in their works and became literary stars in Shanghai. But Qin Ru was also in Shanghai at this time, and Yang Sao kept in touch with her secretly. Bai Wei was very jealous when she found out. On the one hand, she smashed the door and attacked Qin Ru; on the other hand, she launched a fierce crusade against Yang Sao. Bai Wei wrote in her love letter, "Eddie, I must love you and be with you." You must respect my innocence and don't kill my innocent and lovely soul! "
The flame of love has finally gone out. The collection of love letters last night is a reflection of their feelings.
After Yang Sao and Bai Wei broke up, he joined the Chongqing Literary Association in the winter of 1938 In 1940, Bai Wei also came to the wartime capital of Chongqing and stayed with famous scholars Cao Ming, Ouyang Shan, Xiao Jun, Yang Sao, Zhang Henshui and others in Nanquan Hot Spring, the seat of the Federation of Literary and Art Circles. , the frail and sick Bai Wei suddenly had a high fever, and she was talking nonsense. Mrs. Yang tried her best to take care of Bai Wei for seven days and seven nights.
At this time, Mrs. Yang tried her best to take care of Bai Wei. After reuniting with structure.baiwei, seeing the woman he once loved become seriously ill due to his own fault, he had a "resurrection" mentality of repentance. He repeatedly asked Bai Wei to start over and let him love her. Friends also hope that they can make peace and become partners. Bai Wei's grief is greater than the death in her heart. This is unacceptable. Looking back on the ten years she and Yang Sao have not only destroyed her body, but also destroyed herself. She almost ruined her youth, career and future, and finally came back from the dead. Therefore, Bai Wei had doubts and fears about the feelings of both sexes. She knew in her heart that Yang Sao's "resurrected" love was merciful and against her. So, seven days later, when she could get up, she dragged her sick leg back to her cabin.
Nevertheless, facing the past. The unforgettable lover's sincere confession still stirred up huge waves in Bai Wei's heart, because she learned a lesson from the past, that is, love still exists, but she is afraid. Her friends cannot understand that she still loves Sister Yang, but. She flatly refused to reconcile with her. In fact, Bai Wei did not want a gentle lover and a warm home. A year later, she wrote to Yang Sao: You have become a perfect good person. Under this change, from now on, the roots of hatred you planted in my heart have been completely uprooted, and the infinite pain you planted in me has also disappeared. I am happy, and I will be healthy every day. This makes me profound! I am deeply grateful for your transformation!"
Although they did not become husband and wife, the love generated by their love will not end in each other's hearts. After the Wannan Incident, Yang Sao followed Zhou Enlai's instructions and evacuated to Singapore. In Nanyang, he sent money from 50 yuan to Bai Wei, and his monthly salary was less than 70 yuan. Love is important, but one must live. In June 1944, Yang Sao married Chen Renniang, a local overseas Chinese student, because she knew that she would never have the chance to practice Baiwei again in her life.
However, Bai Wei never fell in love or got married. Poverty, illness, and failed love made her feel very sad and had a bad temper. In her later years, Bai Wei lived in a community in Hepingli, Beijing, with only one unit. The house is simple, old and messy.
On August 27, 1987, Bai Wei finally ended her rough and painful life.
The emotional entanglement between Bai Wei and Yang Sao for more than 20 years ended in silence. The beautiful writer described by Lu Xun failed to become the second Xiao Hong. The man who loves Bai Wei is not without her, but because she spends her life in her love for labor.