Accompany your prose and poetry with my good night.

Dear, you don't know, up to now, this is the tenth year that I love you. I love you with all my youth and strength. When I was a child, a little misunderstanding, you came into my life, and my eyes brightened. Seeing you is like seeing the sunshine. Free people have wind in their bones. I also like to watch you run in the wind and see you casually. From then on, I loved you. It's no secret. You have always known my heart, so little by little care has spread in the lush years. Wake up with a smile and go to sleep with your good night. You said, you know I like you, and you just like me. I said, let's go outside the city when the cherry blossoms bloom. You said you would go anywhere you wanted with me. The sky is faint with a sweet and fresh taste. However, youth is always accompanied by wind and rain, isn't it? Our vague feelings were known by our parents and teachers, and then, ah, we had to part. You like me so much, you make me miss you, and you protect me from all punishment. How can I leave you? I have to bury all my love in my heart. You said it would be nice if you could hold my hand and go to college together. I looked at the note you left me and smiled with tears in my eyes. You are the warmth I have been looking for all my life, so I combed my mood, dried my tears, and left you for another place with your expectations when I was divided into classes in arts and sciences. You chase me out, hold my sleeve, look me in the eye, don't go, I promise you, I promise, I will study hard. I look up at you, still so beautiful, but my eyes are more anxious. I smile at you, don't be sad. I am next door, so I have to choose. Wherever I am, I like you. Later, I left with nostalgia for you. Later, intense study made people have no time to care about others. In the past, every time I took a big exam, I would find two transcripts and watch us get closer and closer to the upcoming happiness. Remember the first big exam after placement. You won the first place in the exam, which really made me proud. I know, I'm not wrong about anyone.

Intense study makes time pass quickly. You said you wanted to get a big W, which is your ideal. But I can't pass the exam. Your grades are much better than mine. So I thought of another way and joined the huge team of art students. Just to get closer to you. Before the college entrance examination, the result was disappointing. I came back to stand in front of you. Say, have you tried? I was silent and then walked away.

I couldn't find the college entrance examination results the day they came out. You are more anxious than me. Dear little boy, actually, I already have the answer in my heart. You did well in the exam. Although you didn't get a high score of W, it's great that the school can admit you. Once again, I quietly packed my books, left your sight and re-read. From now on, you and the wind, you and freedom, you who never bother me, we are so far away. I tell you gently, dear, you are free, forever. From now on, loving you is only my own business. Later, when I filled in my volunteer, I chose the university in front of my home. I can miss you silently at home and like you slowly. When I am lonely, I will not be far away from home alone. At that time, the simple and lively little girl also converged and sank into her own world. You said you wanted me to be happy, so I slowly searched for my hobbies, watched movies, wrote and painted, and found my comfort in other people's stories. Because from now on, you are no longer mine. Time is always so ruthless. It's hard to wait until early spring, and it's the first frost in a blink of an eye. I was surprised that you came to see me, but I just followed you all the way without words. For so many years, I can only bury it in my heart. Before you go, ask me if I want a hug. I hide in your arms, with my fantasies and regrets when I was young. It was not long before. I let go before I could write down your taste. I didn't watch you leave, because I ran first and hid in a corner and sobbed. You told me not to like you anymore, saying that you have the person you like and the person you want to protect, so that I can find my own happiness. Later refused to contact you again. I'm angry, angry with myself. Someone just confessed, and I agreed before I could see each other clearly. It's another long and chaotic time. I still pay attention to you silently, and the feelings around me are heartless. How can you call them feelings?

I look at you from a distance, and your concern always flows into my heart inadvertently, and all the veins are continuous. You are a knot in my heart. If you can't get out, no one else can get in. I keep those memories and keep silent day after day. I watched a lot of movies with you, and then I thought what I saw was the real movie. I like being with you best. You said you felt most comfortable with me, without any constraints, only freedom. I will be complacent and amuse myself by your side. I expect you to come back to see me every holiday. Every youth will be willful once, right? I willfully asked you to give me back what you used to look like. You are mine. One day, it will be fine.

After that, I was painful and happy in this waywardness. Let me ask you, do you regret it? You said you didn't regret it. I said, that's enough. I don't regret it However, I can't love you like this now. I want to stay with you, but your choice is not mine. I have loved you for a long time, and I know I will never love someone so seriously again. Because I love you, I have exhausted all my strength. Maybe we are destined, or we are destined. So falling in love with you spent all my good luck, and now I can't be together. Love you is too tired. I don't know how long I will love you, but you will always be with me. I love you, it has nothing to do with you.