On the boundless sea, dots of seagulls soared in the sky, flying back and forth, and finally disappeared.
I met you when I was most confused and at my lowest point.
I don’t know your name, I don’t know where you come from, and I don’t know where you are going. All I know is that I met you that year.
I remember that year, I was working as an intern in a small city by the sea. More than ten years of student life will come to an end, and I am not ready for a new life path. I am worried about graduation, confused about the future, and I don’t know how to adapt.
So Chang and his intern friend Xiaowen drank to drown their sorrows and played cards to brag. Xiaowen, whose surname is Wenye, is actually not quiet at all, nor does he have the aura of a scholar. He is active, good at drinking, and fun-loving. He prides himself on watching the wind and clouds with a smile and playing with the world.
Xiaowen’s poker skills are very good because of my cooperation. With a look in his eyes and a small movement, I could hear the sound of the string and know its elegant meaning, and play the cards to his heart. But every time I hear his proud smile after playing cards, I still want to punch him.
I remember that day, I went to see the sea with Xiaowen. According to Xiaowen, I went to see the beautiful women in the sea. The beautiful woman is watching the scenery at the beach, and we are watching the beautiful woman next to the scenery.
The seaside that day was full of greenery and cool breeze. On the beach that day, the clouds were like beauties, and the beauties were like clouds.
Between the white clouds, the beauties never tire of looking at each other.
On that day, at that time, I saw you for the first time. You were wearing a white dress and walking along the railing on the seaside.
The soft eyes contain infinite depth of meaning; the slight corners of the mouth are worth thousands of amorous feelings.
The breeze blows, and the black hair flutters; the steps are light, and the white clothes sway.
I think of Dai Wangshu's "Rain Lane" and the Lilac girl in "Rain Lane".
There is no oil-paper umbrella, but there are all kinds of charm.
The difference is that Lilac girl is indifferent, desolate, and melancholy, while you are youthful, energetic, and sunny.
At that time, I suddenly felt that the whole world lit up, and for the first time I discovered that life is so beautiful.
Xiao Wen, who was chattering endlessly, suddenly became quiet. From his expression, I could read what it means to be dumbfounded and what it means to be infatuated. I couldn't see my expression at that time, but I believed that I was not much better than Xiaowen.
Close, close, and far away. You looked at the sea, I looked at you, and we just passed each other.
Like a seagull gliding in the sky, coming and going quickly.
It feels like time is as fast as lightning, and it feels like a long time has passed. Suddenly, I subconsciously want to follow the flowing white clothes, but I suddenly find that you are gone.
The rest of that day was boring, Xiaowen was speechless, and I was silent as well. Soon we left, leaving only the seagulls hovering low over the sea, as if they were nostalgic and aftertaste.
In the following period, Xiaowen and I often went to the beach to walk, not to look at the sea or the clouds, but to look forward to a beautiful encounter. The expected heroine has disappeared for a long time...
During that time when we were playing cards, Xiaowen and I no longer had a tacit understanding of each other, and we always lost more than we won. He blamed me and I blamed him. During one of the drunken card games, Xiaowen and I actually got into a fight and vowed not to interact with each other again. But when we got up the next day, we reconciled as before.
It feels like a long time has passed. In fact, it was one month and five days after I first met you. I was lonely and wandering by the sea alone, looking at the white clouds in the sky, but feeling sad in my heart. Thinking of you shaking in white clothes.
The familiar seagulls in the sky fly back and forth. I have been looking forward to meeting you again.
Maybe it’s God’s will in the dark, or maybe it’s my sincerity that moved God, no, it moved you. At the moment when I was most looking forward to but also the most disappointed, that beautiful figure with youthful vitality and flowing black hair finally, finally appeared again.
The moment you appeared, the sky was still the same sky and the sea was still the same sea. But suddenly, everything around me seemed different. The sky became bluer, so blue that it merged with the sea. piece. The sea became the sky, and the sky became the sea.
You appear on the front foot, and the sea reaches the sky on the back foot.
The turbulent sea water shows my mood. I really want to sing a song and let the whole city hear my joy.
You look ahead and walk briskly. I look at you in front of me and walk excitedly.
The distance between us is so long, yet so short. I really want to get close to you as soon as possible, but I am afraid that after getting close to you, I will move away again.
There seemed to be telepathy between us. The moment we got closer, you looked at me who had been looking at you and smiled softly. Your big clear eyes seem to be greeting me who has been looking at you stupidly.
You smiled, my heart was intoxicated.
The blue sky looks forward to the white clouds, and a smile warms my heart.
I am intoxicated, but I still lack the courage. I really want to follow you, but I am worried that it will be too sudden and startle you. I am worried about gain and loss, and you are gone. Like a seagull flying into the distance, never looking back.
The next two weeks were the happiest period since I started working as an intern. Looking at Xiaowen, who looked gloomy and seemed to be abandoned by the whole world, I patiently enlightened him.
Of course, meeting you again is the happiest secret deep in my heart.
Time is long when you are sad, but time flies when you are happy.
There was a gap of one month and five days between the first time I saw you and the second time I saw you. I'm looking forward to seeing you again soon, but I'm prepared for more than a month.
Unexpectedly, sixteen days after seeing you for the second time, I saw you again.
On that day, we walked to the beach again without knowing it. Perhaps subconsciously, we were still looking forward to a beautiful encounter.
The seagulls are teasing the waves, the waves are lapping at the coast, and the coast is sobbing, just like Xiaowen's depressed mood.
Suddenly, Xiaowen's eyes lit up, his face was radiant, and he was full of energy. It was as if he had transformed from an eighty-year-old man into an eighteen-year-old boy in an instant. His waist was straight, he was full of energy, and he was energetic. It's booming.
Suddenly, Xiaowen's eyes dimmed, his face turned pale, and his expression was sad, as if he had suddenly transformed from an eighteen-year-old boy back to an eighty-year-old man, bent at the waist, deflated, and confused. Declined.
I have never seen a person's expression be so rich and changeable in a short period of time. I was shocked.
Turning around and looking around, I suddenly found that the longing figure was floating lightly towards me, with black hair like a waterfall and white clothes like snow. With every step of your steps, my heart also trembles.
Suddenly I felt a palpitating feeling, and it felt like two figures were shaking. Rubbing his eyes, that’s right, not one figure, but two! There is a sunny and handsome boy beside you, gently holding your hand, talking and laughing with you.
There is no smoke without fire, everything happens for a reason. No wonder Xiaowen's mood fluctuated so instantly.
A sound of breaking glass sounded in my ears, that was the sound of my heart breaking.
Flowers bloom in dreams, flowers fall in dreams.
The lone seagulls whine in the sky, as if calling for a lover who is far away. The turbulent waves rolled up and down, as if the road was boundless desolation.
It is said that the moon on the fifteenth day is sixteen full, but when I see you again after sixteen days, the moon in my heart is gone.
I don’t know when you will go far away, just like I don’t know when you will pass by.
The colorful erotic dream is like a bolt of lightning, it has ended without beginning.
When I came, I comforted Xiao Wen who was downcast. When we returned, we were both downcast.
Then, life became ordinary again, except that Xiaowen and I no longer played cards. With fantasy in my heart, I wandered to that beach many times, but since that time, I have never met you again.
Soon, the work internship ended and I left that seaside town. It was silent when I left, just like I was lonely and speechless when I came.
Unknowingly, many years have passed. The sadness at that time has gone with the wind, but your smile will remain in my heart.
Meeting you in the most beautiful youth made me feel the beauty of life.
The beauty of youth lies in meeting beautiful people or beautiful things in the beautiful years, and they are worth fighting for.
I remember that year, I walked beside you, you smiled in my heart, and seagulls flew beside us.
You have your own way to go, and I have my own thing to do.
Meeting is a kind of fate, heartbeat is a kind of fate, and disappearance is also a kind of fate.
If you are well, it will be sunny.