Through the text, there is always a gray feeling in front of you. Depression, depression, resentment, sadness, all kinds of feelings are intertwined. People want to escape and have to stay where they are.
Tang Jun recovered Chang 'an, and Su Zong finally settled in Beijing. Du Fu once again chose to follow the footsteps of travel-stained, and still kept his left hand.
The leisurely and quiet official life seems to have a shallow fate with him. He was imprisoned in such a narrow space of life and thought, trapped by cautious days, and temporarily escaped from reality.
However, Du Fu is not comfortable after all, and his life is doomed to be miserable. Du Fu's life is gray, heavy and heavy. Is God always so partial to him? Just give him a lot of bumps and changes?
Every time a ray of light shines in, time is always passing. It seems that those quiet and leisurely lives are not naturally prepared for him. Because of the close connection between his life and his poetry creation, his poetry has always been accompanied by the taste of suffering. In his eyes and heart, he still cares about the people of CoCo Lee.
With the economic depression, the change of officials and foreign invasion, the court was absurd, and he could not participate in it, let alone change it. All he can do is to record the real pains and joys in his poems.
He is too emotional. He misses his old friend Zheng Qian as much as he misses Li Bai. "Drunk people who are lazy to dance drag each other, and the poem can't be heard anymore." The beauty he once talked about and the footprints of traveling together will all go up in smoke and never return; He thanked his old friends and missed the day when he met Meng Yunqing. "Li Wu is my teacher, and Mencius' paper is even more doubtful. "The kind of happy people who know each other and love each other will not fade away in their later years.
He got lost when he left Chang 'an. "Useless and ancient, I bridle my horse and take one last look at the thousand gates." He left his beloved capital and the emperor he tried to follow like an abandoned child.
Leave Chang 'an. He couldn't let go of those people and wrote all the way. In his poems, he condensed all the tragedies of people he saw, heard and experienced. The six poems, Xin 'an Guan, Shi Haoguan, Tongguan Guan, Newly Married, Resignation and Homelessness, have written out the sufferings of the people and even his inner contradictions.
The anger of "why are officials angry and why do women cry?" This kind of anger is the mask of the ruler's debauchery and incompetence, and this kind of bitterness is the heavy yoke of the people living in that land at that time.
However, the great poets who recorded this kind of suffering are also experiencing this kind of suffering.