1983, with a loud cry and the joy of the whole family, a chubby baby boy came into this world. He is Li. However, when Zong Zheng Jr. was more than six months old, the happiness ended. The idea of purple recurred to him. After verification, it turned out to be a rare disease-eighth coagulation factor deficiency, also known as hemophilia. Typical manifestations are bleeding after minor injuries or repeated joint bleeding or bleeding in skin, muscle mucosa, organs and other parts. There is no cure at present, and it is a lifelong disease. Looking at Zong Zheng's stunned parents, the doctor solemnly warned: At ordinary times, we should strengthen the care and prevention of children, avoid trauma, do not exercise vigorously, and reduce and avoid bleeding.
Childhood is wonderful, but bad luck will not stop. Xiaozong usually feels pain, and his parents ask him for sick leave every three days.
"At that time, my dream was the same as many children of the same age, hoping that I could grow up quickly. The reason is different from others, because whenever I can't control myself because of pain, adults always say' endure it until you grow up', which is the best comfort for growing up in my heart. "
In the third grade of primary school, due to the repeated attacks of diseases, a pair of knees could not bear it, which made him unable to walk normally. In addition, he often went to the hospital to see a doctor, and his parents finished the formalities for him with tears.
That year, Zong Zheng Jr. was less than 1 1 years old.
The reality is cruel. At the age when he should be studying happily in class, galloping on the playground and playing with friends, he has to sit in a wheelchair every day and rely on people to breathe outdoors. Little Zong Zheng often dreamed that in a world full of bondage and thorns, he was wearing a combat shirt and fighting with an unknown person. All his eyes stared at him with hatred. He was helpless and scared. "I don't want to die, I can't die!" He let out a cry and woke up with sweat all over his head.
He wrote in his diary, "I feel so hard. The free soul is imprisoned in an unfree body, struggling and twisted." I yearn for the blue sky, which is my garden, and I can't go there anymore; I yearn for the ocean, which is my swimming pool, and I can't swim in it; I long for air, this is my body, but I can't feel him ... "
Everyone has the right to ask for happiness, but he sadly feels that he is an exception. He wants to cheer up, but he doesn't know where the point is. He often secretly cries and stares alone. It was not until he saw his parents secretly crying that he suddenly understood that he could not give up the right to a healthy life and had to start from scratch.
Self-taught strong teenager
In fact, God is fair and can't give you a healthy body, so it will definitely give you superhuman wisdom and perseverance.
"Zhang Haidi in the case of high paraplegia still insist on learning. I am much luckier than her and can teach myself. "
So he began to teach himself. This is a difficult process. Others have a teacher's impression, and he has to ponder and study it three or five times, or even ten or twenty times, before he can understand and master it. The papyrus has accumulated a thick pile, and the books are getting older and older. However, he is not bored at all. He has been carrying with him the book How Steel was Tempered. He feels that he is the protagonist in the book, confident, optimistic and persistent. He can recite long paragraphs from books and often recite them to himself.
He knows that since he has chosen, there is no retreat, and he has to pay great endurance, perseverance and hard work. In this way, he completed all the courses from primary school to high school by himself, and also learned to master the application of Word, Photoshop, Dreamweaver, Frontpage, Flash and other software.
"Grilled fish fillet" is his common screen name, and his declaration to himself on the Internet is: Even if the last drop of water is blown out, it must be delicious.
In recent years, I have published White Ceiling, Funeral of Gold, Fantasy of World Championships, Our Rivers and Lakes, Outlook of Asian Games for 365 days this year 19. I gave it to my friends and liked it, leaning against the window and dreaming online. His paintings, beautiful hair, waiting for the final version, me, the girl, etc. It is also very popular.
In 2002, he was employed by Changchun Qianlong Company to edit online literature periodicals. In May 2003, he started his own forum, which was welcomed by netizens. In 65438+February of the same year, shuangliao city New Thinking Network Co., Ltd. hired him as the stationmaster and network artist. Because of repeated bleeding, his elbow was deformed and his arm could not be straightened, but he still insisted on doing a good job in networking and writing.
Hikers in born to love
"I am a trekker, I live for love, I live for the people I love and the people who love me. This is the whole meaning of my life. "
In 2004, he was attracted by the news that shuangliao city Youth League Committee would hold a new youth image contest. It is his dream to show a good image, show the spirit of being young and upward, and walk among young people.
"I am not afraid of discrimination and ridicule from others, and I don't care about the result of the game. I want to tell you that people with disabilities are also healthy and confident. "
From the preliminaries to the semi-finals, his witty and humorous talk, profound and meaningful singing, profound cultural heritage, unique affinity and appeal interpreted youth as a different kind of beauty and perfectly displayed the incomplete and unique beauty.
He was recognized, and he won the big season army with excellent results.
Regarding the future, he said with a smile: "My dream is not as illusory as when I was a child, but it can be realized every day, that is, to take life seriously and live a happy life. There are many inconveniences in life, but with everyone's help, it is full of sunshine. I will repay my parents and society in my unique way. "