Let's just say that your teacher doesn't teach well. You go to find a book about appreciation, then look at your examination questions carefully and do what is in the book. Finally, I am looking for how to answer those questions according to the answers and translations in the book. Especially those who are emotional about things. What feelings can you express by memorizing things? Slowly, you will find it easier to start. Just try it. Well, maybe your teacher didn't teach badly. Only in the third year of high school will special training begin. Maybe someone will tell you the way then.