After six years of idleness, he was sent back to North Korea to be an official again and live in Beijing. These two poems are full of profound ideological contradictions: on the one hand, they are eager to serve the motherland faithfully, on the other hand, they are really tired of officialdom.
This sentence comes from Lin 'an Spring Rain written by Lu You, a famous patriotic poet in the Southern Song Dynasty.
The extended material The Beginning of Spring Rain in Lin 'an reflects the author's inner world on the other hand. In addition to singing to serve the country on the battlefield, in tents and under the night sky, the author occasionally wanders with melancholy. In the book of indignation, which was written almost at the same time, the author showed his consistent lofty sentiments in a completely different way. In a sense, Anger is the author's summary of his tragic life.
"I knew when I was young that things were difficult", but I finally got up the courage to say "Who is like a thousand years ago" and left my life to history to judge. The comparison between The Beginning of Spring Rain in Lin 'an and Anger can reveal a short-term repetition of the poet's feelings and thoughts. After all, Lu You is a Lu You, and he will not stay in "leisure" and "drama" forever.
Shortly after he took office in Yanzhou, he still insisted on resisting gold and put it into action, expressing it in poetry. Finally, he was dismissed on charges of "mocking romantics". His continuous "apricot blossom spring rain" developed into a storm in The Storm on November 4th.
A poet's personality is complex, and a martyr who is always strong and unyielding will inevitably feel melancholy from time to time. This kind of depression and melancholy is not in contradiction with its grandeur and tragic. Only when he is depressed and miserable will there be a stronger emotional explosion. At the beginning of the poem, it is said that "the taste of the world is as thin as yarn", which is the author's denial of reality and also reflects the author's integrity.
The departure at the end of the poem is also the poet's disdain for the flashy imperial city. Therefore, through the surface of the original poem, we can still vaguely see a mighty and unyielding image, which is the author's true and consistent self.
Baidu Encyclopedia-Lin 'an Chunyu