I love you!
Looking coldly at this group of people who prayed at every turn, my heart was shouting: "Is it so difficult? I pray for another day, will it ever end?" I said nothing and just let it go. Anger quietly ignited. I don't believe that God will really listen, but I know that the "Martha" hat will be placed heavily on my head. I'm so tired, I want to take a breath.
The more I try to escape, the more the environment tries to entangle me. The dispute with his partner was inexplicably provoked and became darker and darker. I was so angry that I could only stab the teacher frequently. Even the teacher who came to mediate was stabbed into a hornet's nest by me. Although I feel guilty, I don't want to show weakness. What does it matter? She is a teacher who is "loving" without leakage. Doesn't my recklessness set off her "greatness"?
"My biggest difficulty for you is: I love you, but you don't know it." Inadvertently, the teacher's words seemed to come to mind again. I shook my head hard, trying to get rid of the faint crying.
Magical Love
Why did the teacher say that? Does she really love me? After being outrageous, I began to doubt. But who am I and why am I worthy of the teacher’s love? Can't find the answer in the confusion. Alas, let it go, only God knows whether it is true or false.
"It's so magical, I just dreamed of the teacher and you!" A friend who didn't know what was going on suddenly said to me. My heart skipped a beat, feeling like there was some divine will. "I dreamed that the teacher has been looking for you and calling your name!" the partner described excitedly. And I could only murmur: "Teacher really loves me, Heavenly Father knows..."
The Connection of Love
When I came to the Lord and took off all my weapons, I finally He spoke with difficulty:
"Heavenly Father, you said that God loves the world, including me, right?
I actually don’t know you, and I often doubt you, but you still love me. Really?
Because I am limited and ignorant, you understand that you will not blame me, right?
Heavenly Father, I believe today: You really love me, < /p>
Because, the teacher just loved me like this! "
I closed my eyes and felt Heavenly Father hugging me, and my tears burst down.
Baby's love
"You are a precious seed that can produce strange flowers and fruits." The teacher said again and again.
I am the most ordinary person among the crowd. For decades, whether at work or in life, I have been unknown and have never distinguished myself. Halfway through my life, what else can I do? No one told me I was precious, not even myself.
But the teacher said so, she regards me as precious. "You underestimate God's grace!" She said as she helped me remove the weeds in my life and taught me to look carefully. I was dazzled by the little bits of brilliance.
Sacrificial love
"I hope you can go to the writing camp while Teacher Mo Fei is still able to run"
"Teacher Mo Fei is still young, right? ? "
"It's time to retire"
"..."
I haven't even started yet, and the teachers are already frosty. Human life is so short and there is so little that can be done! Even teachers with extraordinary talents cannot escape the shackles of time. They have devoted most of their lives to us.
Recently, the teacher has not had a good rest for several days because of her autistic son. "If I could pay the price of physical strength and sleep, I would still be happy to accompany him."
Time ticked by, and the blood seeping out bit by bit was like the blood of Jesus. It stretches all the way to the place of salvation.
Choosing Love
When I first joined the team of co-workers, someone whispered to me: By coming here, I might be able to get more guidance from the teacher. I laughed in my heart. Serving means doing things, what does it have to do with others? I'm not a groupie behind celebrities.
It’s just that times have changed, but I still became the teacher’s student. This result is not something I could have expected before.
Although I have never chosen anything, God has chosen me and chosen the path of my life. When I was confused, a channel of love flowed from Heavenly Father to the teacher, and then poured into me, giving me freedom and life. I will also aim at the source of love and let love flow wider and further.