? I like to listen to it at night before going to sleep. I remember that on the night of February 28, I listened to the poetic poem "Goodbye February, Hello March" at ten o'clock in the evening, which numbed my depressed heart. I woke up, yes, the anchor's sweet voice was like the spring breeze blowing to wake up my sleeping heart, like the spring rain falling to nourish my long-frozen heart. In February, although the Spring Festival, Valentine's Day, and Lantern Festival are all gathered together, giving people many reasons to be happy, happy and excited, but for me, during the Spring Festival of 2019, my home, which has always been warm and harmonious, became bleak and deserted.
On October 20 last year, my father-in-law, who had always been healthy and kind, suddenly passed away. The big tree that protected the family from the wind and rain fell down. The whole family was immersed in great grief. My mother-in-law cried every day, especially during the Spring Festival. The weather changed faster than the summer weather. Just when I was singing for joy, I burst into tears in the blink of an eye. I even kept scolding and scolding the old man, complaining that the old man left without saying hello and did not give others a chance to take care of him.
My wife and I can understand my mother-in-law's sadness, and we are always on tenterhooks every day. Sometimes we don't even dare to express our feelings, and we are extremely depressed, for fear that those words will make her burst into tears.
? What’s even more unfortunate is that my wife and I both suffered from eye floaters when my father-in-law passed away. Mine was more severe. My eyes were dry and itchy. Every day when I opened my eyes, black flies started to attack me without asking. Hovering tirelessly before my eyes. I was unwilling to give up and went to see a doctor in a hurry. I went to Baoding Provincial Hospital to see the chief ophthalmologist. Two years ago, I went to Tianjin Eye Hospital. After that, I went to Beijing Xiyuan Hospital to find an acquaintance to see a traditional Chinese medicine doctor. Throughout the holiday, I was either in and out of big hospitals or on the way to the clinic pharmacy. I bought 10 bottles of eye drops and took a lot of medicines. However, after more than three months of taking medicines and injections, none of them helped. My eyes suddenly looked like this, which made me feel pessimistic. Whenever I felt uncomfortable, I would worry a lot. I was worried to death. I was afraid that it would affect my work, affect my normal life, and cause trouble to my family. However, I was living like a year without eating well or having fun. I want to study but my eyesight is weak, I have no intention to do anything, I don’t want to go anywhere, and I just want to sleep every day. “Happy New Year” and “Happy Lantern Festival” belong to others. I have never been so depressed, entangled, regretful, and self-blame. It's constantly gnawing at my anxious heart. My cousin, who is a doctor, said that I was too anxious. I felt worried about gains and losses, nervous, and sad that I would soon die, which made my elderly mother worried.
Life is just a passer-by, so why bother with thousands of knots? You should decisively make a break. "Everything must pass, and everything will get better." Eyes are in front, and people always have to move forward. Look, it's going forward. "Don't mention the past, cherish each other." Learn to empty the garbage in your heart regularly, let go of the past, and give yourself a reason to be happy every day. The future will come
? Learn to let go, today is March 2 On Saturday, there was no time to visit Liuling Park in the whole month of February, so the new Sanbei had only half a day to spare. When I got up in the morning, I decided to walk to Liuling Park for a walk. The temperature is gradually rising, March is here as expected, and more and more people like to do morning exercises. As soon as I arrived at the park, I was attracted by a group of middle-aged and elderly people practicing Tai Chi near my home. There is a degree of relaxation, a combination of strength and softness. It was so good that I couldn't help but stand behind me and start making blind gestures. I felt the wind was very gentle and it didn't feel cold at all when I stretched out my hands. After Yang Style Tai Chi 85, they started practicing sword practice. An older sister warmly invited me to practice with them when I had time, which was very comfortable. I jogged around the park twice and took off my warm clothes. My body felt as light as a swallow. After a while, I started sweating. I returned to the place where I had just practiced Tai Chi. They were practicing sword and sword practice. My eyes were bright with envy. It’s just that the park is a bit far from my home, and I usually have to take an hour’s drive to go to work. I can’t insist on it rain or shine. Seeing them leisurely and contented, elegant and calm, I feel that Tai Chi is really the quintessence of the country and a good way for the general public to maintain their health. Secret recipe.
I learned to let go, walked back from the park, bought fresh vegetables at the farmer’s market near my home, went home, made myself a breakfast, and started reading and studying. I took a nap at noon and listened to the chanting recording with my child in the afternoon. My wife went to work and the child was in high school. I began to enjoy my alone time again. Reading, exercising, and traveling are my favorites. I let myself slow down in time and relax while recharging.
? Today’s news is exciting: Starting today, China enters the “Two Sessions Time”. With the pace of the new era and shouldering the expectations of nearly 1.4 billion people, members of the two sessions gathered in the capital to discuss national affairs, discuss major plans, and talk about development. Spring returns to the earth, the warm breeze is gentle, and there is no other season as full of vitality as spring. Let’s look forward to it together! Good morning! I wish I could find my own time zone and be a person like spring, where spring flowers bloom in silence, and where I can grow quietly without being rushed. The busier I am, the more relaxed I become, with dreams as horses, and I can live anywhere. .
Learn to let go. May you and I have light in our eyes and sea in our hearts every day from now on. May we see the stars and the sea wherever we look, and may spring flowers bloom wherever we look in our hearts.