I'm very sad, you know?
when you are sad,
stand in the long river of years of sorrow
touch the crushed pain
cover your heart
swallow your tears into your stomach
soothe my heartbreaking pain
//
I stood at the window of the rain and rain
watching others laughing and smiling
in pairs
while my palms
only had tears falling
pain dripping on my heart
I stood in the wind
letting the wind blow away my messy broken hair
looking at the traces left on the fragments of time
fleeting water. ......
//
No one understands my loss
No one understands my confused thoughts
The words in my heart cover up in contradictions
Others can't understand
I am hiding in a lonely corner
Reading a person's loneliness
Peeping at happiness
The feeling that my heart is torn, Bursts of pain
open the fragments of memory
refresh and play back in my mind
/
Everything is at a loss
Being caught off guard
Losing is inevitable
I have to admit that
I am a persistent person
I have killed my own happiness
I keep asking myself again and again < /'s boiling water
scalded others and cooled yourself
//
It was in that wrong place
I met someone I shouldn't have met
I was hurt, hurt, and burned my heart
Finally, the song ended
and I left with tears. Erosion of the wound
Severe pain spread all over the body
In the silent night
The pain was deeply prolonged
//
I curled up in a person's bed
with my eyes closed, eager to dream
Into my infatuated world
There was no sadness
There was no endless quarrel
I. Looking for lost happiness
//
Close your eyes
Show every detail of happiness
Touch your face
Listen to every word you say
So, I smiled happily
peeped at happiness in my dream
cried happily
Tears flooded you
and myself
//
You disappeared in my tears
I couldn't see your handsome outline
I couldn't hear your familiar voice
I panicked and was afraid
Silly
peeping at the withered happiness
/
I woke up, and all the good things disappeared
I lost my head, became addicted, and was frustrated
I was intoxicated in a fictional dream
I was deluded by myself
I was disappointed in reality
I cried and chose to escape
I was in a dream.