Close your eyes and let everything disappear, so you don't have to be full of speculation and pretend the afterlife. Once in life, there is no miracle.
What else can you understand if there is no sound in your ears? If your body doesn't feel warm or cold, what else can you feel? If your brain clears your memory, what can you miss? If the future is predictable, what do you expect?
You are always immersed in a cup of bitter tea, a cup of coffee and a cup of sake, so your emotions lose their clear primary colors as light as water; You are willing to be framed by years in a sad, anxious and sad period, then your eyes will stay in the bleak valley.