I haven't read much about Mr. Liushahe's works, which may be related to the age when I grew up. People born in the 1970s may have read some famous books under the control of their parents when they were young, but in the process of growing up in the 1980s and 1990s, our consciousness was quite different from what we were willing to accept, and that in the 1960s or earlier. To tell the truth, when I was in middle school, the beauty and gracefulness of Qiong Yao, Xi Murong and Lin Qingxuan were our girls' dreams, and the rivers and lakes of Jin Yong and Gu Long were boys' dreams. We are a little rebellious. In the modern literature of Chinese mainland from 1950s to early 1980s, Mr. Liu Shahe rose and fell in the cultural circle and became a cultural symbol, which we subconsciously rejected.
When I was in college, although I was not a Chinese major, I was a literary youth. I write poems and publish them in the school magazine, and occasionally in newspapers and magazines. Teacher Liu Shahe came to the school to give a lecture, and I listened in the distance. What I heard was not the poem itself, but the yearning for the poem in the intercom and the yearning for the poet to come down from the temple of poetry.
However, at that time, I still didn't like Mr. Liushahe's poems very much. In his poems, there are times and feelings that we have never experienced before. I didn't sing, so I didn't like it.
Therefore, in my memory, the word Liushahe is only the name of a poet of that era. This name is far less clear in my memory than Yu Guangzhong. I can recite a lot of Yu Guangzhong's poems and essays, but I can't recite a word of Mr. Liu Shahe. Although I later learned that Mr. Yu Guangzhong said in his thanks to Mr. Liu Shahe that without Mr. Liu Shahe's recommendation in Chinese mainland, there would be no readers and influence of Mr. Yu Guangzhong in the mainland.
This is also one of the reasons why I moved Mr. Liushahe.
I have also met Mr. Liushahe several times, mostly through watching and listening. I don't think we are people or consciousness of the same era. Maybe we will talk like lovers, so let's not talk about it. My friend's elders and Mr. Liushahe's family are family friends. Friends often mention Mr. Liushahe and his family affairs, which is quite disrespectful. I don't think so. For some personal reasons, I have always disliked slanderous remarks. In order to illustrate my point of view, my friend specially sent me an article by Liu entitled "Cold and Hot Paths of Two Rivers-Poet Shi Tianhe-Liusha River". It said that Mr. Liu Shahe had never experienced such a serious political struggle in the movement of subverting human nature and culture, and he could not support it mentally, so he gave an account to many people who sympathized with and supported him. This is a betrayal, in our words, no spirit. In this betrayal, Liushahe saved himself, but he was sent back to his hometown. The betrayed people, especially Mr. Shi Tianhe, spent 22 years in prison. After reading this article, I gave up that friend. I can't accept the right or wrong of a scholar.
I can't tell whether this history is true or not, and I don't want to find out, because that era has become a thing of the past for us. Even if it is true, I think I can understand it. When the belief in capitalism occupies the heart of a scholar as never before, I believe that the belief of this scholar must be true and noble. However, when the belief is ruthlessly subverted or even trampled after it is established, it is conceivable that the loss of scholars who do not understand politics. We have to admit that the dream of scholars is to make their own contributions to the motherland, so most scholars have more enthusiasm for their motherland and people than ordinary people. If the times tell a scholar that you have done this, you will be worthy of the motherland and the people, and the scholar will have done it. We can't expect anyone to thoroughly analyze politics, which is cloaked in national interests above all else.
I don't know politics, but what I see is that a scholar never gives up reading, reading and passing on what he has learned under any circumstances. This is a scholar's contribution to society and human history. Mr. Liushahe did it. I remember Mr. Ran said that Mr. Liu Shahe was a good teacher all his life because he read more books, wrote diligently, had an open-minded attitude and a peaceful mind.
People's experience has many sequelae, such as world-weariness, groaning, sentimentality and so on. But what I read later about Mr. Liushahe, I don't see any sequelae. Although I still don't like his writing, I understand what it means to be humiliated by Mr. Liushahe.
This is the second reason why I moved Mr. Liushahe.
As early as the 1980s, Mr. Liushahe was already a great poet renowned at home and abroad, but the Bashu culture at that time was not as brilliant as it is today. Some people say that Mr. Liu Shahe became more and more famous later because his "I am from Sichuan" and those essays with Sichuan-style mala Tang were popular for a while; There is also a documentary literature "Sawtooth Bite Record", which focuses on the plain narration of real life and has a novel form, which can resonate with many readers. Then, let's think about it calmly. Bashu culture has attracted much attention in today's world, especially the sudden emergence of Chengdu culture in the past decade, which is not unrelated to Mr. Liu Shahe. Of course, this is not anyone's efforts and contributions, but we must admit that Mr. Liu Shahe's words spread and carried forward Chengdu's local culture after being deeply rooted in people's hearts.
No matter whether Mr. Liushahe wants to promote Bashu local culture when he writes down real life, what we feel from his words is a leisurely and beautiful life that belongs to our land. Speaking of writing, as a person, a person who doesn't love life can understand it so well. Is the true meaning of life the joy of living in details?
This is the third reason why I moved Mr. Liushahe.
Youyou Com is called the army, and the blog is called China Literature Gallery. In Jun Ge's blog, Mr. Liu Shahe is often invited to explain the records of Chinese characters in Chengdu Daci Temple. Among them, it is not difficult to see Mr. Liu Shahe's erudition and peace. I have heard many people say that if you ask Mr. Liushahe for a word casually, he will tell you the origin and evolution of the word casually, and immediately write down how the word developed from pictograph to today. On August 22nd, 2006, I witnessed it with my own eyes.
I sincerely respect such a scholar. So, I am very touched.
Mr. Zhu Zhu from Beijing, we had a brief contact. About a week. I personally witnessed Mr. Zhu Zhu's appraisal of porcelain. I don't know anything about porcelain, but I can see the authenticity of Zhu Zhu's explanation from my shallow historical knowledge and understanding of painting, and I can also feel his professional skills from the eyes of other experts and enthusiasts. I respect such a person, so his respect can also make me respect.
In Daci Temple, Mr. Zhu Zhu and Mr. Liushahe met for a long time. I talked with Mr. Ran Yun Fei about other topics, but I didn't hear their conversation. I just took some photos for them at the suggestion of Teacher Zhu. At dinner, Teacher Zhu told me that Mr. Liushahe is a real scholar and a truly respectable person.
I sent Sight magazine to Mr. Liushahe, who smiled at me and said it was a good magazine. I can see sincerity in Mr. Wang's smile. Mr. Liushahe smiles like an angel.
Every time we meet Mr. Liushahe, we seldom communicate, either we don't know what to talk to him, or we are used to chatting casually, fearing disrespect for our husbands. I know very well that my listening is the best respect.
Mr. Liushahe had a bad cold that day. He apologized to us while talking to us, saying that his voice was too low to talk for long. All present here are the younger generation. Mr. Liushahe is 75 years old.
Because of this, in addition to respect, I am moved.