Don't think of God as stubborn as you. Bottom line: You should know God. He will make you understand, but the time is a day, a month, or a year, even if it takes 20 years like a theologian seeking the true meaning of biblical verses. I tell you again, my father just thinks he is a missionary. I have experienced your worry, but what my father told me at that time was that there are many places in the Bible that you can't absolutely understand. As a preacher, he has preached for the Lord for more than 20 years, but there are many things he doesn't understand. My father made me think it was admirable. He prayed to God, but he really didn't know. In this verse, he entrusted this question to God. It doesn't matter. Take your time. All kinds of situations and doubts are necessary.
I'm scared, too. I am full of doubts. I'm also afraid of the environment and can't stand the pain of trial. However, the Bible clearly tells us that Jesus Christ, as the son of God. He has experienced everything that people have experienced. Born in a manger at the age of 30, he began to preach complete salvation at the age of 33, was crucified, ascended to heaven, and later came back. After listening to pastor Tang's words, I remembered a passage to the effect that Jesus, as the son of God, still suffers the ups and downs of life. He can complete the redemption in one sentence. He has the ability to become human directly. He has the ability to experience unnecessary human suffering, but he chose obedience and commitment. Now I want to ask you. Who are you, God's only beloved son, who went through everything to be saved? What kind of person are you? You want to escape from the suffering environment and only want the value of suffering. In this way, God will be unhappy. Finally, I want you to let it all go. Don't think too much, you must see the power of the Holy Spirit. Amen. This is all my skill. I won't tell you much. If you talk too much, you don't know how to cherish, absorb or internalize. Why should I waste my time throwing God's precious truth to those who have no waiting attitude before God? God bless! Pray for your victory in the name of the Lord Jesus.