The golden soldiers marched south, and the horses' hooves were obtained. In the late spring of the fourth year of his stay in Shaoxing (1134), Li Qingzhao took refuge in Jinhua. She defected to Li Zhuo, the sister-in-law of Zhao Mingcheng, who was the prefect of Wuzhou at that time, and lived in the Chen family's residence in Jinhua called Jiufang Lane, which was right next to the Bayong Tower.
One day, because she had heard about the reputation of the Ba Yong Tower for a long time, she went to the Ba Yong Tower alone out of boredom. She wanted to try to relieve her sorrow and resentment, because she knew that this building was built by Shen Yue of the Southern Qi Dynasty. If not, then it can be regarded as a tribute to the ancestor who created the music theory of "Four Tones and Eight Diseases". She was thinking like this as she climbed up the stairs and arrived quickly without realizing it.
The Ba Yong Tower is built high on a stone platform, with double eaves and raised corners. It is majestic and seems to be vaguely connected to the sky. She was in it, wandering in it, leaning on the railing and looking into the distance. The two streams were meandering, and the water was mighty. It was such a magnificent river and mountain! It's a pity that the state affairs are in turmoil and peace is at a corner. But now, all these melancholy are lingering on the body of a divorced person. She finally gritted her teeth, turned into a voice of sorrow and indignation, and poured out her emotions into her pen, and wrote this poem "Ti Ba Yong Lou" that can be called an eternal masterpiece:
The Eight-Yong Tower has been popular through the ages, leaving its legacy to future generations.
The water leads to the southern country for three thousand miles, and the air pressure reaches the fourteen states of Jiangcheng.
Is it to relieve sorrow or relieve hatred? There is no way to relieve sorrow, and no place to relieve hatred. We have just arrived at Ba Yong Tower, why do we still feel so worried? ! She frowned and sighed softly: Alas... Ba Yong Tower is so sad and sad; those twin streams, those streams, are you going to go? But I wonder how much more sorrow can be shed? When I was struggling, I suddenly raised my eyes and saw clouds gathering and dispersing in Shuangxi River, water mist transpiring, and I was confused.
Right now, I have just arrived, and the wind was strong last night. Fortunately, today the wind is blowing and the dust is fragrant, but there are countless reds falling, and people seem extremely lazy. Otherwise, you see, although the sun is high, your hair is still not combed. In the current situation, the Jin soldiers went south again. As a last resort, she had no choice but to wander with most of the dead people. I remember that before her trip to Lin'an, her brother told her that she would be taking refuge in Jinhua, a small town in Wuzhou. Jinhua? Even when Li Qingzhao heard this name, he had an instinctive reaction: "Zhang Ruzhou! You bastard... the devil!" The curse burst out from between Li Qingzhao's teeth.
Yes, Zhang Ruzhou, the bastard devil, once told her that Jinhua, a small town in the south of the Yangtze River, is very beautiful, with Bayong Tower and Shuangxi, Shuanglong Cave, Wong Tai Sin, etc. Now, when she stood in the Bayong Tower and looked at Shuangxi, thousands of sails were racing by, and she could see everything at a glance... When she took in such a beautiful scenery, but for some reason, all kinds of helpless worries came to her heart again, and she just felt mixed emotions.
I still remember that when I was driving by boat, when I thought of taking refuge in Jinhua, it was strange that all Li Qingzhao could think about was Zhang Ruzhou, the bastard devil. How many times he thought of it, his heart always trembled! Could this be an old grudge? Is there a plan somewhere? Otherwise, where would it be difficult to go? Do you want to live in Jinhua? Want to live in the hometown of this bastard devil? "Zhang Ruzhou! You bastard... the devil!" Li Qingzhao burst out from her teeth again with hatred, but when she scolded the general like this, it was strange that Li Qingzhao's whole body twitched, and she sighed quietly: "Zhang Ruzhou... Zhang - Ru - Zhou - Ru Zhou!" She shuddered: This bastard devil was the one who directed a story about a hero saving a beauty when she took her maid to visit, and was finally deceived. On the first night of remarriage, she suddenly realized the consequences of remarriage, but it was too late. The consequences of this hasty remarriage were "a done deal" for Zhang Ruzhou, and "a done deal" for her. After analyzing this, Li Qingzhao wondered if the name was Tianshu? !
Li Qingzhao came to Jinhua in a daze. If in the past, with such beautiful scenery of Shuangxi, he would of course have wanted to visit it in a hurry. However, now "things are different and people are not the same", and after the sadness comes, "the tears will flow first".
Yes, ever since she learned about her evacuation to Jinhua, she had planned to go boating in Shuangxi many times, but the sailboats in Shuangxi could not carry her many sorrows, right? Li Yu's sorrow is "just like a river of spring water flowing eastward", and Li Bai's sorrow is like "cutting off the water with a knife and making it flow again". As for Li Qingzhao's sorrow, if she puts so much sorrow into the Shuangxi River, the sorrow may drift away with the water of the Shuangxi River, but the boat carrying her sorrow may not be able to carry it no matter what. . Sigh... I originally planned to go boating on the two rivers, but I decided not to go. It would be better to go back to my apartment first.
On this day, Li Qingzhao came out of "Rigao" and soon came back to light the lamp. I had a hasty meal and wanted to go to bed early, but I found it difficult to fall asleep. Don't want to sleep? Then just don't sleep. So, we sat together in our clothes, thinking about so many past events, and worries came to our minds——
One worry: the golden soldiers were suppressing the country, and there was no way to serve the country. At this time, the mountains and rivers are broken, but in the era when "a woman's lack of talent is a virtue", she can neither gallop on the battlefield like Yue Fei, nor go to court to discuss affairs like Lu You and Xin Qiji. What's the use of having a full belly of talent and learning? He can only put his passion for serving the country into his poems. So, she stated her views on the situation, her hatred for the foreign invaders and her longing for her homeland in the Central Plains.
She believes that the wolf nature of the invaders will not change, and she must always be wary of them. "Barbarians are always tigers and wolves, so don't worry about getting hurt." She always pays attention to the situation in the occupied areas and the fate of the people. Planting mulberry and hemp, the remaining captives are like protecting the city walls"; in order to regain the lost land, she even sacrificed her own blood and life, "wanting to send her blood and tears to the mountains and rivers, and sprinkle a handful of soil on the east mountain." In a patriarchal society, this is all Li Qingzhao can do. How can she not worry about this?
Two sorrows: life is full of misfortunes and love has no support. Li Qingzhao went through two marriages, and married Zhao Mingcheng at the age of 18. People in the world often said that they were a couple of gods and immortals, but little did they know that although Zhao Mingcheng was a gentleman, he also had his faults. That was when Zhao Mingcheng was appointed as the prefect of Jiankang. Unexpectedly, something happened that was both a national humiliation and a shame for his family. Late one night, a rebellion broke out in the city. As the local governor, Zhao Mingcheng, instead of taking the lead in commanding the fight against the rebellion, secretly used a rope to lower the city and escaped. After the matter was settled, he was dismissed from his post by the court. Li Qingzhao, a weak woman, showed great integrity in this matter and was very ashamed that her husband ran away from the battle. After Zhao was dismissed, the couple traveled up the Yangtze River. It was inevitable that they would feel a little awkward on the way to exile, and they also lost a little of the harmony between fish and water in the past. When he arrived at Wujiang Town, Li Qingzhao learned that this was the place where Xiang Yu was defeated and committed suicide. He couldn't help but feel ups and downs. Facing the vast river, he couldn't help chanting: "You are a hero in life, and you are a hero in death. I still think about Xiang Yu, and I can't help but sing." Willing to cross the Yangtze River." The husband listened to the sound of these words behind him, with a look of shame on his face and deep self-blame in his heart. He died of a sudden illness shortly afterwards. Even so, if you think about it carefully, Zhao Mingcheng is still a human being! But Zhang Ruzhou is different. He is just like a dog, but he "has been in trouble, but he has a noble heart and never bows his head."
Now that she knows such a bastard and a devil, she must not "play the twilight scene of Sangyu with shame" , Be worthy of the poor man." Therefore, even if the fish is dead and the net is broken, Zhang Ruzhou must be reported in order to gain his own freedom as a human being. Yes, this marriage is a lose-lose situation for both parties, so where does love stand? Love has no support. But Li Qingzhao did not regret what she did. She made the world understand: There is such a kind of evil person who deliberately shows kindness to others. In fact, he has already set up a trap and led people into the abyss. After the purpose is achieved, he is exposed. A ferocious face. Faced with such kindness, especially women, they must learn to distinguish and never mistake such kindness for love! At the same time, even kindness is not the same as love! Therefore, women must be cautious! And this, like her, met someone unkind, and as a result, she was full of melancholy. How sad? After experiencing such a tragedy, the spark of love in Li Qingzhao's heart was extinguished forever. How could this not make her depressed and worry about it?
Three worries: full of talent and learning, but nothing to pass on. She is rich in knowledge, her words are famous in Beijing, and she is a member of Wanyue Ci School. She believes that the unique status of "different family" in Ci makes her stand out among the rest of the world. But is learning still useful to her? She knew that as a woman, she was at the bottom of feudal society; as an intellectual woman, she was at the commanding heights of social thought. She saw many things that others could not see and pursued a realm that was difficult for many people to pursue. For example, when she remarried and divorced quickly this time, she wanted to fight for women's freedom in a male-dominated society and control her own destiny. However, after the incident, she knew that she had become an alien and was scorned in society. Most of the bad words were mocking her: If a person has no moral integrity, he will not be safe in the future. And isn’t all this caused by knowledge? In this society, not only is learning useless, but since I have no heirs, I also have nothing to pass on. Later, she also wanted to teach others what she had learned in her life, but the ten-year-old girl surnamed Sun whom she found even said that "talent is not a girl's thing", and even later Lu You was thinking about this When the woman surnamed Sun wrote the epitaph, she also thought this was a good statement. Of course this is a later story. Therefore, to face such a society, what else can Li Qingzhao say? She was left alone to chew on her desolation, and there was only one word left for her: "sorrow".
This is a sleepless night. How sad is it? Li Qingzhao just thought about it over and over again... The late night watch sounded again, and she fell asleep in a daze. When she woke up the next day, the sun was already high and she was still extremely lazy. Shuangxi Naturally, I still didn’t want to go, but it was okay to write down my thoughts and memories, so I took up pen and wrote this song "Wuling Spring":
The wind abides in the dust, the fragrance and flowers are gone, and the sun is getting late. Tired of combing my hair. Things are different and people are not the same. Everything stops. If you want to speak, you will shed tears first.
I heard that the spring in Shuangxi is still good, so I plan to go boating. I'm afraid that the boat in Shuangxi cannot carry many sorrows.
After finishing writing, leaving the pen and ink behind, Li Qingzhao walked to the Bayong Tower again. While wandering, she leaned on the railing and looked into the distance. She had a panoramic view of the two streams. The streams were rolling, filled with sadness and tears... Looking at the mountains and rivers, sour and painful, it just looks like myself!
From then on, every time future generations read "Wulingchun", they will know that the Wujiang River in Jinhua is the twin streams that Li Qingzhao used to merge with his melancholy. It is on both sides of Yanweizhou, bit by bit...
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