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I am not a hooligan for many years. Chapter 10
I quickly adapted to the rainy season and humidity in the south, and soon found a job that suited me.
After settling down, I began to work hard for survival and future in this southern city.
On the surface, I have nothing to do with Zhongguancun, and my life has gradually settled down in my busy life.
I thought that with the distance, everything could start again. I soon knew that I was wrong. The distance between cities is only a symbol of distance, and it doesn't change anything.
I miss Lin Kefei, no different from before.
How is Lin Kefei doing now? There are reports of Lin Kefei in newspapers of all sizes. In addition to his speeches at various news conferences and the frequent appearance of his image, newspapers began to publicize Lin Kefei's good heart, and articles with deep feelings for his wife abound, all of which seem to have such ulterior motives.
At the end of this year's selection, Lin Kefei became the chief star of the city's "Top Ten Fortune Rankings", and Lin Kefei's enterprises also became one of the best well-known enterprises in China, shouldering the heavy responsibility of the country and the nation.
And Lin Kefei's meticulous care for his disabled wife who came back from England has almost become his iconic image. I tried to find something from the images in the TV newspaper, but I failed.
His smile is very well-trained, entrepreneurial, calm and trustworthy. Only occasionally watching from a distance, I can feel his loneliness. ...
I don't read newspapers anymore. I saw the news with his name on the Internet. I want to keep my thoughts and let the reality float outside my heart.
But the lies circulating in reality, after repeated many times, become true. I believe that Lin Kefei's happiness in reality is a person who has nothing to do with me.
I have to admit that I am a very adaptable person, and I soon opened up my own world in the south, and my work was appreciated by my new boss, so it is only natural to be promoted.
However, the new round of life is static and selfless. No love, no surging desire. Sometimes, this selflessness can even be said to be happiness.
I told you, I haven't been a gangster for years. Actually, I just don't know what a hooligan is. When men come into my life separately, I choose not to be a gangster in this gangster life that I know like the back of my hand.
The relative stillness between the body and the body, endless years, can always make people calmly forget a lot of things.
So, most of the time, I feel free, I am still a normal person, and I even begin to expect another love, or another person's intrusion. Although it only exists vaguely, this idea exists, and I have no doubt about it.
For China people, the Mid-Autumn Festival is full of beautiful flowers. In this modern and fashionable southern city, this happy reunion is a tradition of China people, and it is also so rich and affectionate. The words "Happy Mid-Autumn Festival" are hung all over the streets of Huang Ju.
We are a group of people from all directions and are called outsiders by the locals. In order to celebrate this special day, we don't work overtime today, so we go to the bar to celebrate the Mid-Autumn Festival. When I stood in the middle of the office and announced the news, the whole company was in jubilation. These young men and women who are chased by the market are so tired!
The bar here is a feature of southern China.
Open-air balcony, scattered cups and lamps, and a very intense and beautiful congratulatory song, singing endlessly.
I can't drink too much in the bar, because there are all my subordinates sitting around, men and women. And I, after all, have a place on my head, and I have to pretend to be human, so that I doubt that I am old.
The men and women who drank the wine soon showed their true colors, and everyone began to make fun of each other, and the words gradually became yellow. Colored jokes are becoming more and more exposed, and so am I. I've been surfing the Internet for so many years, and I've really done everything.
Everyone stared at me with interest,
"What else? What else? "
"No, I should go back, girls and boys, go on!"
"Oh, oh, oh, no husband, will be busier than the world. Oh, is it a date? Where is it? Let him come! " Everyone began to boo.
I drank too much wine tonight.
It was a boy born in the 1980s who sent me back, a few years younger than me.
The boy is tall and handsome.
He has been holding me, and I feel the hot temperature, which makes me move. I think I remembered something.
"Sister Xin, you are drunk, please be quiet first!" Boys' voices are very magnetic.
In those bright and young eyes, I am quiet.
Boys are very careful.
He made me a glass of milk from the kitchen and sat by my bed. Seeing that I am disgusting, he handed me the trash can and was ready at any time.
The wine is drunk, but the heart is surprisingly sober.
I clearly know that the love I once had has passed away from my life, and I can't look back, so I smiled gently at this young man on this still night.
The boy is too young to bear my smile.
"Sister Xin, you are so beautiful!"
Women can't be praised at night.
I felt deja vu when I put my arm around the boy's waist.
I want to start over. What's the matter?
Try to hold a warm hand.
When I touch a man's body, I feel a little strange. I tried to close my eyes. How much time did I escape? On such a night, all the love and tenderness left in my memory are all the moments left by elite man Lin Kefei. At this time, some feelings have to be triggered.
I love you! I am serious and confused. I thought it was Lin Kefei's hand and body, and my consciousness kept reminding me.
"I really love you!" I started touching him. ...
The strangeness of the night woke me up. The boy's naked body looks masculine in the dim light. I don't care if it's influenced by alcohol.
Looking for yourself with memory, trying to escape from that spell-like love.
"I've been watching you for a long time, woman!" The boys gasped one by one and untied me.
"Good figure!" The boy's eyes sparkled and he put his hand directly on my chest. I've always been fascinated by temperature. I pandered to him, sticking out my tongue and licking his palm. He was very excited at once.
"Ah, the palm is so sensitive! I love it! "
I can't count how long it's been since I was a gangster, but tonight will be different. If there is wine tonight, I will let myself go and let everything really start from scratch.
The boy began to increase his movements towards me. My physical reaction is not strong, but he is good at making love and has great skills.
Nowadays, young people don't need teaching at all, unlike at the beginning of my life, just like a blank sheet of paper. The harm that that blank sheet of paper caused me is still in my heart.
He hugged me tightly, and after the violent impact, I felt empty, but the wine was a good thing and closed my eyes. At this time, I can imagine my perfect sex, and I can imagine the person I missed, that person is Lin Kefei, clearly identifiable.
The boy is sweating all over and is busy with energy.
I also try my best to cooperate with him, but my feelings are illusory, but because of the wine, I can pretend that I don't care about anything.
I need to break something, everything is allowed, and then start over.
"Where's your girlfriend?"
"It's long gone, I like mature women!" The boy said, wrapped in a bath towel and lying next to me.
"I-ok?" The young man is eager to prove himself.
I'm tired and don't want to talk.
"You are very good at making love. Do you often do it? " I feel a little weak.
"Ha ha, is it? No ... I started for the first time when I was sixteen. There are so many pornographic films now, I wish I had watched more! " The boy smiled casually.
My wine is all awake, my mouth is dry, and the whole feeling is very dull.
It's already two o'clock in the morning.
The boy reluctantly left.
I'm awake.
There is moonlight outside the window.
What day is it today?
I raised my hand and took the calendar by the bed. Oh, August 15th, Mid-Autumn Festival.
I completely forgot.
Memory is being restored bit by bit.
On such a night, the sudden loneliness makes me feel sad.
Sex makes me reborn.
Suddenly I thought of Lin Kefei, and I couldn't help but attribute it to the boring sex just now.
Lin Kefei, the man who no longer belongs to me, makes me want to stop.
There is no doubt that the human brain is the best computer. It is effortless to remember a number. This number is Lin Kefei's mobile phone.
The phone is actually connected, and his mobile phone has not been changed. There are not many people who don't change their mobile phone numbers in this era.
It's so late, elite man Lin Kefei can still answer the phone!
"hello? Who is it? " A sleepy voice.
who is it?
Who am I? My tears are boiling and rolling down.
"It's me." I trill.
The other party suddenly fell silent.
My heart is beating so hard that I'm afraid he will hang up.
"Where have you been? Why are you? ! Where are you? " There was a violent turn-over sound and the sound of things falling to the ground on the phone. He raised his voice in a hurry.
"Are you still alive? Where are you? Where have you been? " Lin Kefei is obviously unexpected. He won't let me talk at all. His voice is crazy, I can feel it.
With a swish of my tears, DC came down again.
"Are you all right?" I asked for a long time.
"Don't worry about me. What about you? One year and nine months. You disappeared. How are you? " I can hear you. Lin Kefei was so excited that I even heard him choke. He is anxious to know my news. .
"Where's your wife?"
"She sleeps in the other room!"
On this moonlit night, on this day of national reunion, his wife didn't sleep with him. What is he implying? This hint makes my heart surge, I just finished an imperfect sex!
I said I flew out of Beijing, I said I was in the south, and I concealed what happened just three hours ago. I heard the sad silence on the other end of the phone, which made me deeply grieved.
The next chapter is to be continued. Bankruptcy reorganization protection