There is a sea in my eyes, but I refuse to be depressed.

"If you want to pass the exam, the job you get is not to shine shoes, or to herd cattle or pigs. Thank god, I don't want anything, fuck it. " I can't help laughing when I read this. At the age of 65,438+00, Arthur Rambo wrote this presumptuous declaration and declared himself an alien to the world. Sure enough, when he grew up, he didn't shine shoes, herd cattle or raise pigs. He became a homosexual, a poet and an adventurer. Become a dazzling star in French history.

First of all, let's talk about how he became gay, starting with his running away from home in 187 1, when Rambo came to Paris from charleville alone in order to participate in the Paris Commune movement. Here, Rambo of 17 met Wei Erlun, 26. A talented poet met another talented poet and went through a bright and decadent journey together.

This encounter was a disaster for Paris. These two people are a match made in heaven and a proud genius partner. They behave strangely, decadent and wild to the extreme. They go in and out of Paris freely, have long hair, smoke marijuana, drink too much, laugh at God, and everywhere they go is destruction. They may do anything you can imagine. Tell them more about their gay movie Total Solar Eclipse, in which Leonardo DiCaprio plays Rambo and david thewlis plays Wei Erlun. But the movie is too beautiful to be true. Lakes, blue sky, white clouds, sunset and haystacks are all so moving and beautiful. Apart from poetry and absinthe, Rambo and Wei Erlun in reality can't have them, and you can even smell their stench.

In Wei Erlun's words, this is to redefine art by rebelling against tradition. In Rambo's words, this is the only way to sublimate poetry creation. In my eyes, they are not simple Bohemians, but great punk poets. Although they stink, I still think they are great. It took only a few short years of wild entanglement to establish their respective heights and status. At this time, Rambo was less than twenty years old and Wei Erlun was less than thirty years old.

Because of that encounter, life became beautiful and dizzy, and life became a gorgeous feast. Like all lovers in this world, at first, they just thought everything was beautiful, but no one expected that they would burn their souls in a masochistic way on this bright and decadent road.

I can only say that Rambo and Wei Erlun in Total Eclipse directed by agnieszka holland are fake Rambo and fake Wei Erlun. DiCaprio was fresh at that time, and Hughes was full of amorous feelings at that time. This is a far cry from the real Rambo Wei Erlun.

In fact, Rambo is blonde, with childlike eyes and melancholy corners of the mouth, which is almost charming. If the word coquettish can be used to describe a man, I always feel that he is not a person, but an elf wandering freely on the earth.

Wei Erlun's portrait is contrary to Rambo's. His eyes squint, he looks wretched, and his limbs are covered with abscesses and disgusting rags.

I was suddenly surprised to find that the combination of these two people is a poem, Rambo stands for light and Wei Erlun stands for decadence. They are two sides of this poem.

After wandering around the world for several years, they broke their dreams by themselves. After a fierce quarrel, Wei Erlun shot Rambo angrily, injuring Rambo's arm. As a result, Wei Erlun went to prison and their relationship ended. From then on, Rambo stopped writing poems, but chose to wander, explore, join the army and do business in Africa. After many failures, he was eventually injured and sick, facing amputation. "My leg is swollen like a pumpkin" was the last metaphor Rambo made in his life, and then he died. He was 37 years old that year, and it was difficult for him to surpass his past age.

"My life is just gentle madness, and my eyes are full of the sea, but I refuse to be blue." This is Rambo's prediction of his life written in his teens.

"My eternal soul is watching your heart, even if the night is lonely and the day is burning." This is "Memories of Wei Erlun" written by Rambo in his twenties.

"I was sent to hell by the rainbow in the sky. Happiness is my disaster, my confession and my maggot. " This is a summary of Rambo's life written in his thirties.

"Everything or nothing." This is a one-word prophecy about their love with Wei Erlun.

Wei Erlun, the "King of Poets", finally returned to Paris, and his loved ones and injured people finally left. From then on, he spent the rest of his life in sorrow and became famous in the literary world. He couldn't stand up any more and was down and out until the end of his life. At the age of 5/kloc-0, he published a collection of poems, Death, and died at the age of 52. All Paris mourned for him. He has always cared about the person who accompanied him through his youth.

"Tears flow in my heart and rain drops on the city. Where is the sadness? I am so miserable. "

"When the bell rang, everything was suffocating. Recalling the distant years, I cried."

"The past is like smoke, reappearing at present, and tears are pouring down. When I'm gone, the evil wind is blowing around me, floating east and west, floating and floating, just like dead leaves. "

When Wei Erlun wrote these poems as beautiful as fallen leaves in autumn, Rambo was already walking in a place with sea, sunshine and desert, recalling the past during his trekking, and sad tears in the sunshine rolled over his clear face and his love for Wei Erlun.

"There is a sea in my eyes, but I refuse to be blue", but I will say to the sea that I must love far away.

In Total Solar Eclipse, Rambo asked Wei Erlun to put his hand on the table, and after touching the knife, he stabbed it into his palm, in order to leave an eternal mark to prove that I once loved you.