The blue color of poetry and prose for the first year of high school
If time goes back one year.
I think I should study hard according to my original decision. Then I went to the same high school as Nian Xia and was with him every day. I could see his smile and eyes every day. His innocent smile is as pure as sunshine. His clear eyes are as far away as snow-capped mountains.
We will lie together on the dewy grass and watch the bright sun gradually rise.
We will ride bicycles together without any purpose.
We would sneak out of the classroom during lunch break and sit under the old plane tree on campus and eat vanilla ice cream.
We will laugh heartlessly together. Let's make trouble together without any care.
We can live peacefully in the same school in the same city.
The sky outside the window is gray and so dull that it can be suffocating.
While I am still recalling the years I spent with Nianxia, ??we have already gone in opposite directions.
It turns out that time really takes away more than we imagined.
And I am destined to always carry the little happiness you gave me alone and move forward toward a tomorrow that can never be predicted. It seemed like a fateful passing between us...
[2] Meeting a fairy tale was purely accidental.
After entering high school, I was alone for a long time.
I think my high school life will probably never come to an end.
What I want is just one person. He can gently pat my shoulder to comfort me when I am sad, and he can laugh wildly with me when I am happy.
If not, everything continues.
Because, my heart has already died at that most prosperous moment.
Until I met a fairy tale.
Encountering a fairy tale is purely accidental, but it is not fictional. Fiction is just a concept in my writing. So until now, I think that the encounter with fairy tales may be destined, let us find each other in the same misty forest, and then walk together.
[3] Anything can be replaced.
Do you believe in eternity? I asked fairy tales.
I used to be stupidly obsessed with it. Now I feel that everything is actually time-limited.
What about our friendship?
I just want to cherish every day we are together! As for the so-called "eternity", it is beyond our reach.
You have so little confidence in our friendship!
It’s not that you have no confidence, but that everything is too insignificant in the face of time! Everything in this world can be replaced of. Friendship, love, past events, memories, disappointments, time... can all be replaced. But we cannot help ourselves.
[4] Happiness is just a momentary fragment.
It turns out that the friendship that I have been carefully caring for is just a balloon. When it rises to a certain height, it bursts and disappears...
Meeting the 217th chapter of the fairy tale Today, it happens to be the summer solstice. But the fairy tale left me and went to another city.
My life began to turn into a downturn.
If you have ever been happy. Happiness is just a momentary fragment, a small section. Countable bits and pieces.
I remember. His smile is as innocent as a child's. But now it is impossible to go back to the first time we met. The dawn shines through the window bit by bit, and my heart begins to feel pain because of happiness.
I remember. We once walked on the street corners together, sang songs together, and made wishes together.
I remember.