separate
Wandering in the long, long
Lonely rain lane
I hope to see
Like cloves.
A girl with a grudge.
This is Dai Wangshu's masterpiece Rain Lane, which is called "Rain Lane Poet".
1May 935
Dai Wangshu really met the girl in his poem who was as sad as lilac.
I married her soon. The girl's name is Mu Li Juan.
19 17 was born in Cixi, Zhejiang.
She is the only girl in the Mu family.
Her brother Mu Shiying is a representative figure of China's modern neo-sensory novels. 1935
/kloc-Mu, 0/8 years old, just graduated from Shanghai Nanyang Girls' Middle School.
Influenced by my brother Mu Shiying.
She likes reading some novels of Mandarin Duck and Butterfly School.
And I am familiar with many of my brother's literary friends.
Dai Wangshu is one of them. This may.
In your own home
Mu first met Dai Wangshu.
At this time, Dai Wangshu was in a low emotional mood for a woman named Shi Jiangnian.
Shi Jiangnian is a good friend of Dai Wangshu and the sister of Shi Zhecun, one of the founders of China's modernist novels.
Before going abroad
They are engaged.
Because this relationship is Dai Wangshu's first love.
Therefore, the emotional fission with Shi Jiangnian made Dai Wangshu lose his mind for a while. At this moment
Mu Lijuan's brother Mu Shiying is very sympathetic to his experience.
So he intends to fix his marriage with his sister.
When Dai Wangshu first saw Mu,
I seem to see the girl who is as sad as lilac in the rain lane. Mu Lijuan's tranquility and classical beauty.
In an instant, he touched Dai Wangshu's injured heartstrings.
She deeply attracted the poet who always pursued perfection. therefore
Dai Wangshu began to get out of the shadow of lovelorn.
Take the initiative to approach this woman 12 years younger than him, Mu.
When Dai Wangshu came back from France,
Brought a French bridge.
He began to teach Mu Lijuan to play bridge.
Take her to the dance.
Two people know each other. The house that Dai Wangshu rented at that time.
After meeting Mu Lijuan,
Ask her to copy the manuscript.
such
The affection between the two gradually developed.
Their communication is very smooth.
Because Mu Lijuan also likes literature.
She actually worships Dai Wangshu.
She felt it a great honor to be with Dai Wangshu.
1935 winter
After meeting Mu Lijuan for half a year,
Dai Wangshu entrusts a friend.
Propose to Mu Lijuan's mother. Mu Lijuan's mother is amiable.
Coupled with the support of Mu Lijuan's eldest brother Mu Shiying.
The proposal was successfully accepted. A few days later, I got engaged.
The two did not hold an engagement ceremony.
Dai Wangshu just bought a diamond ring for Mu.
Commemorate with a memorial
And announced the news of their engagement.
At the same time, it was decided to hold a wedding in June of the following year.
1936 Early summer
Dai Wangshu, who is preparing to get married, received the news of his father's death.
According to traditional customs
Dai Wangshu will honor his father for one year.
The wedding will naturally be postponed.
But because of the previous relationship failure.
Dai Wangshu is worried that something will happen after delaying the wedding date.
Decided to ignore etiquette.
Get married as scheduled.
One day in June 1936
Xinya Hotel on Sichuan Road in Shanghai is very lively.
Poets Dai Wangshu and Mu are holding a grand western-style wedding. Dai Wangshu, a tall and burly man, is wearing a suit and tie.
Mu Lijuan is wearing a white wedding dress.
Appear gentle and beautiful
They became the most enviable couple in the literary and art circles at that time.
after marriage
Dai Wangshu and Mu moved to No.30, Henry Road Village, Shanghai.
Stable life
Dai Wangshu has made great progress in his creation. This period
Dai Wangshu was hired by Hu Shi.
Started translating Cervantes' famous Don? Don Quixote. this year
The magazine "New Poetry" organized by him was officially launched. A group of modern poets who entered the field of poetry in 1930s.
They all published their works in new poems.
The first few days of marriage.
Every weekend
Dai Wangshu will take Mu to Xinya Tea Room to have tea with his literary friends.
Sometimes we go out to dance together. At the end of the year
They gave birth to a daughter.
Named Dai
Nicknamed blossoming. At this moment
Dai Wangshu, intoxicated with happiness, wrote the poem Eye.
To express yourself as if you were bathed in the eyes of your lover.
The happy experience of blending with your lover's body and mind: under the dim light of your eyes
The tide has risen in the distance.
Emerald pearl shell
Bronze seaweed ...
The third year after Dai Wangshu and Mu got married.
Because of the full-scale outbreak in War of Resistance against Japanese Aggression
Shanghai has become an island.
Dai Wangshu is ready to leave Shanghai.
Take refuge in your family.
Dai Wangshu intends to settle in Hong Kong first.
Then go to the rear.
Participate in the anti-enemy work in the literary and art circles
But an accidental opportunity.
Made him change his plan. This period
Hu Wenhu, who became a tycoon by inventing "tiger balm", is preparing "* * *".
His son Aw Hoe.
I hope Dai Wangshu will be the editor-in-chief of the Supplement.
And support Dai Wangshu to establish his own ideal supplement.
So Dai Wangshu stayed in Hong Kong.
While editing the supplement of * * *.
Dai Wangshu is also one of the anti-enemy leaders of the Hong Kong branch of the All-China Federation of Literary and Art Circles. Because of the efforts of Dai Wangshu and others
The Hong Kong branch of the All-China Federation of Literary and Art Circles Against the Enemy is uniting the vast number of literary and art workers in Hong Kong.
In the activities of propaganda against Japan and national salvation
Played a positive role.
done
Dai Wangshu and Mu have temporarily settled in Hong Kong. At that time, a large number of intellectuals who came to Hong Kong from the mainland could only live in simple houses.
Dai Wangshu tried his best to find a small building on the hill near Pokfulam Road.
Let the family have a good place to live. He and Mu Lijuan opened a small garden in the open space downstairs.
I grow some fruits and vegetables.
There is also a poem called "Linquanju". At that time, most friends thought that Dai Wangshu and Mu were in harmony.
Dai Wangshu's home in Hong Kong has also become a gathering place for many literati. however
In war and displacement
This seemingly peaceful family
But it is already undercurrent.
When Professor of Chinese Department of Anhui University wrote Dai Wangshu and Mu,
Fission into two people's emotions.
I have interviewed Mu Lijuan many times. Mu Lijuan wrote a special letter to Wang Wenbin.
The letter said: After all, the difference is 12 years old.
Besides, their upbringing is different.
One is graduating from high school.
One is a famous poet who has studied abroad.
There is still a gap between the two.
Due to differences in age and experience
Plus Dai Wangshu busy * * * supplement.
While indulging in books.
Mu felt that Dai Wangshu was getting farther and farther away from himself. The disagreement of temperament laid a hidden danger for the emotional tragedy of Dai Wangshu and Mu.
But what makes Mu Lijuan unbearable is that
She believes that Dai Wangshu's heart will always love his first lover, Shi Jiangnian.
There is a movie called First Love.
The theme song was written by Dai Wangshu and composed by Chen Gexin. to the effect that
You dragged me into a dream.
I forgot you in other dreams.
Now I water the roses every day.
But let the orchid wither, which means that the orchid is the year of masons.
Is what he thinks; Mu Lijuan is a rose.
There are thorns. After the film First Love was released in April 1938,
Dai Wangshu's theme song "First Love Girl" was all the rage.
Every time Mu Li Juan hears this song,
Always feel sad.
When Mu Lijuan and Dai Wangshu quarreled,
Said Dai Wangshu gave all his feelings to Shi Jiangnian. Dai Wangshu and Shi Jiangnian talked for 8 years.
After he married Mu Li Juan,
I still have Shi Jiangnian's complex in my heart.
I can't forget Shi Jiangnian.
Therefore, the relationship between Mu Lijuan and him is not very harmonious.
Never reach the realm of communication.
65438+July 0939
After experiencing emotional crisis, Dai Wangshu, Feng, Xu Chi and others founded the English publication China Writer.
Translate and publish literary works during the Anti-Japanese War into English.
This is the first progressive literary publication in China during the Anti-Japanese War. Later, he co-edited Tillage with Ryan and Ye Lingfeng.
Works published simultaneously by mainland and Hong Kong writers.
It brings more new literary information to readers. In the literary world of Hong Kong during this period
Dai Wangshu became a central role.
Dai Wangshu, who has developed his career, goes out early and returns late.
Let Mu Lijuan feel more bored and empty.
At this moment,
Two accidents deepened their emotional rift.
65438+June 0940
Mu Lijuan's brother Mu Shiying was assassinated by a * * * spy in Shanghai Si Ma Lu.
Due to different political views
Dai Wangshu forbade Mu to go back to Shanghai to attend the funeral. Half a year later
It is the winter solstice of 1940.
Mu Lijuan's mother also died in Shanghai.
Dai Wangshu, on the other hand, withheld the power loss in Shanghai. Mu Lijuan, who doesn't know the situation, is still wearing red clothes.
Ye Lingfeng's wife, Zhao Kezhen, laughed at her and said, "Your mother is dead, and you still wear red clothes?" Only then did Mu Lijuan know that her mother had passed away. therefore
Mu Li Juan pawned her jewels.
Her daughter is growing up.
Left by boat.
After Mu returned to Shanghai,
Deeply saddened by not seeing my mother for the last time.
From this, she began to seriously consider her own destiny. At this point, Mu has not realized Dai Wangshu's love.
This year,
She is only 23 years old.
At this time, a college student began to pursue Mu Lijuan crazily.
This is a romantic emotion that she has never felt before; From Dai Wangshu
She has never felt this way. Mu, who is disappointed with his feelings, is full of hope for his future life.
Even longing. Then she wrote to Dai Wangshu.
Ask for a divorce.
After Mu Li Juan filed for divorce,
Dai Wangshu felt the seriousness of the situation. He returned to Shanghai immediately.
Trying to save a dying marriage
But no matter what Dai Wangshu advised,
Can't save Mu Lijuan's heart.
At this moment
Hu Lancheng, deputy director of Shanghai Wangpuppet Propaganda Department, learned that Dai Wangshu had returned.
Send a message to sb.
Ask him to stay in Shanghai and run a newspaper.
Go ahead, as long as you promise.
We can ensure that Mu Lijuan returns to Dai Wangshu.
But Dai Wangshu refused the exchange. He only lived in Shanghai for three days.
I quietly returned to Hong Kong.
Dai Wangshu later wrote in the poem "Showing the eldest daughter"
Sadly, this country is in a dangerous autumn.
Fission of your own family: but
daughter
This kind of happiness is short-lived.
Suddenly, they were buried by Yunsuo smoke. ...
1940 65438+ a late night in February.
Dai Wangshu wants to write the last sentence of his life.
That's his wife's suicide note.
Dai Wangshu wrote in his suicide note: Now the illusion is shattered.
I chose death.
I refused the request for divorce.
Because blossoming is five years old.
We can't make the children unhappy.
So I use death to solve our problems.
This is the same as divorce.
Give you freedom.
What everyone didn't expect was that
Sensitive and fragile Dai Wangshu really committed suicide by taking poison in pain.
And the situation is very serious.
But in the end, I was saved by my friend. However, Dai Wangshu's suicide behavior
It also failed to make Mu Lijuan change her mind.
Her attitude remains firm: "I will stick to my opinion today.
I must get a divorce. "
194 1 year
Just after the new year
Mu, who is in Shanghai, received Dai Wangshu's suicide note. Although this suicide note is really sad.
but
Mu Lijuan still insists on divorce. so far
Their relationship has completely broken down.
After consultation, the two sides handled the separation agreement for half a year through lawyers.
See what happens in the future.
194 1 autumn.
Lonely Dai Wangshu made a final remedy for this broken marriage. He sent two diaries to Mu Li Juan.
Diary reflects Dai Wangshu's yearning for Mu everywhere. He also took photos of their wedding.
More than 30 affectionate photos have been selected.
Make an exquisite photo album and send it to Shanghai. On the title page of the album
He wrote: "Li Juan.
When I saw these,
Please think that blossoming and I are waiting for you.
When you come back to us
Don't forget us. "But Dai Wangshu this voice.
There was no news of Mu Lijuan from beginning to end. 1943 65438+1October 23rd
Dai Wangshu officially sent the divorce papers.
No.33, Lane 47 1 Nanjing West Road, Shanghai
In this quiet alley downtown.
Mu Lijuan, who is nearly a hundred years old.
Still living in peace. Although youth is no longer
But from the handsome face of the old man, we can still see the classical handsome charm of that year. When we asked about her relationship with Dai Wangshu,
The old man just laughed.
Finally, I just sighed: I have reached this age.
I don't want to recall the past.
1942
Mu officially married Ann, editor-in-chief of Cosmic Wind.
1May 30, 943
Dai Wangshu and Yang Jing got married in Hongkong.
1February 28, 950
Dai Wangshu died of asthma.
At the age of 45.
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