I want to die, too. I feel that living is meaningless, that I have nothing left, and that I am still alive. ...

Do you really hate this world? Even so, you have to face it. I often think about this world, but it always makes me more worried. What are people busy with every day? It seems meaningless to me, but maybe it doesn't need any meaning. Everyone has something that he thinks is important. They are busy for this. Humans are stupid. Humans themselves are dying. Maybe in the near future. There will be another catastrophe until civilization disappears completely, so don't think too much, because it's all in vain. What will it be like after death? Your consciousness will disappear and your body will become a part of the world. Everything depends on your own choice. In fact, people's existence is meaningless, but people still live in this world. Nobody wants to die. At least find what you think is important and have a good day.