self-portrait
Say goodbye to the most beautiful April Fang Fei in the world and enter the lush early summer. In the expectation, all the good things come slowly, affectionate and weak, and all the encounters are face to face with hope.
In early summer, a tree grows luxuriantly. The temperature is neither cold nor hot, and the slightly hot wind gently blows your face. No insect bites, sleep well. This is the most comfortable time of the year. Although the days are spinning like a top, I know how to warm myself and live my favorite life in the plain. Every bright and warm day, I record the warmth, kindness and satisfaction in my life with my heart!
In the morning, a teacher who knows her neighbor's sister very well came to perm her hair and prepare to send her daughter to get married. She will be fresh and refined by the wedding, and she will leave a good image in front of all relatives and friends at home all her life. When chatting with her, the couple are both high school chemistry teachers with good income. Knowing that my daughter was working in Beijing, I took out some money three years ago to prepare a new house for a couple in partnership with my in-laws. Because the wedding will be held in the man's hometown in the northeast, the engagement procedure has also been cancelled. The couple will fly to the man's hometown in Northeast China in advance. Poor bearing the wind, no matter how far away, will also cut off the line of affection. Where the children are, parents' hearts will fly! The selfless dedication of parents will always be the greatest love in the world. No matter where they are, this rich love has been nourishing the hearts of children!
Seeing off my elder sister, I just returned to the house when I suddenly heard the crisp and sweet birds singing. Looking up along the sound, I found two sparrows standing on two black steel cables in front of the door, singing happily in the air and coming to my door. My curiosity has returned. "Hi, bird, are you calling me?" I stepped out of the door gently and saw two sparrows flapping their wings. You are "twittering" and I am "twittering" face to face. Although I don't know bird language. But in my opinion, they are saying, "It's cloudy, and the sun is covered. Is it going to rain? After a silence, a sparrow flew to a higher cable and stared at the gray sky in the north, as if thinking about something. Another sparrow looked up at its partner, and the expectant scene merged into my eyes. In a short time, two sparrows jumped on the cable and chirped. I thought, "Maybe they are discussing something? "Sure enough, the sparrow standing on the short rope flew, pecked the feather of another sparrow with its mouth, turned and flew eastward, and the other sparrow flapped its wings and made a warbler sound and flew westward. My eyes had no time to follow, and disappeared without a trace in the blink of an eye. Maybe two sparrows are saying goodbye to each other and going home to protect their chicks!
The sparrow flew away, and the melodious melody that entered my heart has been circulating in my ear. I turned back to the house with joy, and my husband asked me, what are you doing? I said, "Listen to the birds!" Mr. Wang sighed: "I thought what made you so happy?" You are becoming more and more like a child! "I don't care about Mr. Wang's ridicule. It may be boring in his eyes, but a little thing that is very happy in my heart is also valuable. He doesn't know that the birds' short stay and close-up singing have spread an unspeakable joy in my heart. The sound of nature, like a pure and clean stream, sings the time of early summer, injects simple feelings, and once again feels that life is quietly enjoying poetic beauty because of its clear mind!
Every day in my life, if I pay careful attention, everyone I meet around me is infected with different energy. A trivial word, a thing as small as dust, burns a jumping heart, is inadvertently stirred, and falls lightly in ordinary life, and smells like water. I still remember an 80-year-old grandfather who liked to go to the shop for a haircut by bike every time. Because of the inconvenience of old legs and feet, I often worry about the journey back and forth. I always tell my uncle that you must pay attention to safety on the road. If not, let your children come with you. Grandpa said, "I don't want children to send me." I ride a bike to see the scenery and feel very comfortable. " Grandpa heard that I like writing, so he said, I'll bring you two useful pens next time I come! "A month has passed, and I have forgotten about it. When grandpa came for a haircut again, he handed me two new green ballpoint pens wrapped in convenient bags in his trembling hands. I suddenly remembered what my uncle said and took over the old man's warm and heavy heart. This heavy commitment is beyond words, only the feelings of gratitude are fragrant!
If there is love in the heart, all the encounters in life will become a kind of beauty. Even two cheap ballpoint pens, let me cherish this expensive gift, which is the love of an old man, like a beam of dawn to illuminate the road worth waiting for. Even the crows of two ordinary sparrows let me find a romantic glimmer in the dark sky. The beauty of that moment belongs to my own space, which makes me see my happy mood. In the exclusive peace, the happiness sprouting from my heart ripples between the vast world, and my heart is endless.
Zhang Ailing once said: "A truly happy person is one who never forgets to enjoy the scenery when taking detours."
? With the growth of age, I like nature more and more, like the pure aura of nature, like the warmth given by nature, and like the infinite tolerance of nature. Incorporate into the life of flowers, trees, birds and flowers, butterflies flying, abandon the complexity between dust, abandon inner troubles, and feel the breath and glory of life with tenacious life. Every flower, leaf and bird song in nature has its own unique temperament and emotion. Although I can't speak, I answered all the different answers with the charm of life blooming. Every heart and everyone in the world is different, unique, wonderful and beautiful. No matter what kind of environment you are in, why bother? Your own life tastes your own tunes, and your own life trajectory is your own product. As long as you know how to cherish, you can have a beautiful life. Only by working hard can you be yourself. This is the truest quality of life!
Writer Zhou said: "it is a kind of perfection that people can settle their hearts in this life." Yes, walking in the bustling world, it is inevitable to wander in the tangled and anxious life. Only when the mind is pure, quiet and simple can the mind be quiet and wise. People, only by capturing tranquility, can they feel the beauty and happiness of loving life. In the impermanence of life, meditation can stabilize your soul!
At the moment, I am holding the deep feeling of early summer and enjoying the carnival given to me by nature in a quiet time. Don't ask when birds will return, don't love when flowers will wither. In the world where beauty and natural things are linked, let the heart return to nature, simple and beautiful. Stay in shallow happiness for a long time and enjoy the best of youth of life! Isn't it the happiest growth in life?