Confidante is a 24-year-old professional computer programmer.
On QQ, Qin told me that he had a boyfriend and asked me to bless her. Upon receiving this news, I have an indescribable taste. In the afternoon, a person took a guitar and played a song "Meeting" that we both liked very much. Melodious piano music still can't stop me from recalling the past.
Key sentences 1
"What kind of dialogue will the people I meet have, and the people I am waiting for will be in the distant future. I heard the wind blowing from the subway and the sea of people, and I stood in line in front of the number plate of love. " Chin seems to want to tell me something through this song, but we didn't speak, only a strange feeling entered our hearts.
Key sentence 2
Jean didn't cry or make trouble, but gently wiped the tears from the corner of her eyes with her fingertips and kissed me with her warm lips. My heart is shaking. Everyone can accuse me of being a heartbreaker, but no one can stop me from loving someone.
Fall in love with younger people
Qin is one grade lower than me, and she is my school sister. At that time, she rushed into the alumni records of our class and left her own QQ, saying that she wanted to know our brothers and sisters. I became friends with her without much thought.
I am a person who doesn't like chatting very much, but He Qin is an exception. Chatting seems to be a part of my life. The first thing to do when I go back to the dormitory every day is to turn on the computer and look for the familiar avatar. Although most of them talked about college life, they were very speculative. If they are not careful, they will put it off until after midnight. At that time, I already had a girlfriend, and I was very careful for fear that I would cross this line.
One day, Chin suddenly sent me a message asking if I was free to help her carry two boxes. I went without hesitation. At that time, in my eyes, she was just an easy-going junior. The first time I met Qin was downstairs in her dormitory. She is a poor girl with deep and thorough eyes. I fell in love with this girl at first sight, which is the kind of brotherhood.
I helped Chin move the box upstairs, and she kept thanking me all the way, which made me feel embarrassed.
I was accidentally caught by my girlfriend.
Just as we were talking and laughing downstairs, I accidentally bumped into my girlfriend at the door. She didn't say anything, but I felt the displeasure on her face and said goodbye to Chin in a hurry.
At that time, we were in our junior year last semester, and everyone was desperately trying to take various certificates to "overweight" our future employment. My girlfriend is no exception. She signed up for advanced interpretation. As the exam date approaches, her temper becomes more and more irritable, and she often finds fault with me for something. This time, she caught me by the braid, and a war was inevitable.
I quarreled with my girlfriend for a long time that day and arrived at the dormitory very late. In fact, my girlfriend always looks like an innocent girl in front of people. In the eyes of others, we are the happiest couple. However, whenever she is with me, my girlfriend always looks unreasonable. I have to deal with pressure from all sides, as well as my girlfriend who may break out at any time. I really feel very tired.
As usual, I turned on the computer wearily. Just on QQ, I saw the message Qin gave me, "Am I in trouble? Sorry. " Understanding is the loveliness of Qin, and at this moment, my affection for Qin has increased a little.
Three days later, my girlfriend and I got back together. Of course, the premise of reconciliation is my concession, my apology, my apology, except that I didn't pour tea to admit my mistake. This kind of separation and integration has become our daily life, and I have long been used to it. The only thing that hasn't changed is that I still love my girlfriend. Although I can't tolerate her willfulness and irrationality, loving her has become a habit in my life.
A song brings feelings closer.
Since my girlfriend knew about Qin's existence, in order to avoid unnecessary contradictions, I deliberately kept my distance from Qin. Although it has become my habit to turn on the computer as soon as I get back to my dormitory, I always log in invisibly. Qin's head was bright at first, and soon it became dark. I don't know, is she no longer on QQ, or is she invisible like me? Perhaps, she felt my deliberate avoidance.
My girlfriend and I quarreled over some trivial matters that day, and I was very depressed. I want to talk to a friend. I thought of Qin, and I opened QQ. Before long, Qin's "head" lit up. Qin didn't ask me why I haven't been on QQ for so long. She just said that she would play a song for me. "Who and I will have what kind of dialogue? How far is the person I am waiting for? I heard the wind coming from the subway and the sea of people, and I lined up the number plate of love. " Chin seems to want to tell me something through this song, but we didn't speak, only a strange feeling entered our hearts.
For the next few days, I kept playing this song "Hui" in my dormitory. Slowly, I think I like this song, especially its lyrics. I tried to write down the score. In the video chat of QQ, I played the guitar and gently hummed this song. The piano sound at the other end of the cable moved me to tears. Since then, our relationship has undergone subtle changes.
Misfortune tests the sincerity of friends.
Summer vacation is coming, and my girlfriend is going home. I sent her to the railway station, speechless all the way. I don't know what to say. Maybe my relationship has begun to derail slowly. On the platform, my girlfriend took a big bag of snacks I bought and asked me to call her every day to send messages, and help her collect some audio materials when she was free. Imperative tone, as always.
Maybe I was busy with exams and experiments some time ago. The day after my girlfriend left, I got sick. My brother in the dormitory has gone home, leaving me alone and stumbling to the school hospital. The doctor gave me some medicine and intravenous drip. When I am sick, I am particularly eager for the concern of my friends. I thought of Qin, and I sent her a message. Ten minutes later, the figure of Qin appeared in front of my eyes. At that moment, my ideological defense completely collapsed.
Qin is a careful and considerate girl. She bought me water and a pillow from my bedroom, which made me feel more comfortable on the pillow. When eating, I have no appetite and can't eat anything. She came out of school specially and bought preserved eggs and lean porridge. I was suspended for three days and she stayed with me for three whole days.
Under her care, I soon recovered from my illness and planned to pack my bags and go home. That day, Chin ran downstairs to find me. I was very nervous when she came downstairs. I can't say why. In order not to be caught by acquaintances and avoid unnecessary trouble, I pulled her to a quiet corner. Jean told me that she liked me, and I felt my heart suddenly fell to the ground. Although I kept saying no, I couldn't refuse her hug.
Choose to escape
In order to paralyze myself and give everyone more time to think clearly, I chose to escape. I left school with my schoolbag on my back. I told Qin that I had returned to my hometown in Anhui. Actually, I'm still in this city. I found an internship in an advertising company. Busy work leaves me no time to sort out the complicated things between me and Chin and my girlfriend.
Two months later, I went back to school with two thousand dollars in my pocket. My girlfriend is back, too. I just feel that we haven't seen each other for two months, and we seem to have become strangers. Spent 200 yuan to treat my girlfriend to a buffet. She seems uninterested and worried. The closer to the exam time, the more nervous she is. I comforted her that I would take the exam next year. I wonder if this sentence annoyed her. She cried and said that she was a senior in high school, and if she didn't take the exam, she wouldn't have a chance. She always blames me, only knows how to muddle along and not make progress.
I didn't defend anything because it was in vain. So I made an excuse to leave my seat for a drink. At this moment, my mobile phone rang unwillingly. I saw Qin's head, and I remembered that I took a photo of her with my mobile phone and set her photo as her SMS caller ID. I immediately grabbed my cell phone. My girlfriend didn't care about my mobile phone, but when she saw my unusual behavior, she became alert. She robbed my mobile phone, and Qin's photo was like a handful of hay, which completely angered her girlfriend. She stood up angrily and stared at me. "You did this to me." At some point, he threw his mobile phone on the ground. At that time, the restaurant was very quiet. All eyes are on me. I pushed her out of the restaurant without explaining anything.
Break up with your girlfriend
That night, I thought a lot. I read the short message Qin sent me again. She said that she would wait for me until one day I would choose her, and my tears were unconsciously left behind. Maybe, my girlfriend and I will never go back to the past. We can't find the sweetness when we are together except quarreling or quarreling.
I decided to break up with my girlfriend. Chin didn't care at first. The separation and combination between us has become a part of our love. But what Chin didn't expect was that I made up my mind this time. For seven days, we didn't meet or make a phone call. My girlfriend felt the seriousness of the situation, but she didn't look for me. Instead, she cried everywhere and said I was wrong. Then, all the responsibilities fell on me, and I became "the best heartbreaker in the world". I found my girlfriend and told her that the reason why we broke up was not Chin's intervention. My girlfriend didn't scold me or hit me, and kept begging me to give her another chance. My girlfriend has been bossing me around in front of me and has never been so weak. Seeing her tears, my heart softened.
That night, I found Qin. I told her that I regretted not knowing her earlier. We met the right person in the right place, but not at the right time. Qin didn't cry or make trouble. She just wiped the tears from the corner of her eyes with her fingertips and kissed me with warm lips. My heart is shaking. Everyone can accuse me of being a heartbreaker, but no one can stop me from loving someone.
Perhaps, in everyone's eyes, all stories should have a happy ending. Got back together with my girlfriend for various reasons. I also know that from the moment I got back together with my girlfriend, Chin's world completely collapsed. Since then, we have had little contact. Maybe everyone hopes that time can heal the wounds in their hearts.
But the story doesn't end here. Shortly before graduation, my girlfriend broke up. Because she found a new home, I accepted the reality frankly. Maybe all this is God's punishment for me. I once failed someone who loved me so much.
Knowing that Chin has a boyfriend, I really can't tell the taste in my heart. I want to say that maybe I am not qualified to call her back to me, so all I can do is silently wish her all the best. The only thing she left me was my ringtone, the song "Meeting" that we all liked very much.