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I looked up at the sky and suddenly realized that the sky was gray because there was a layer of dust in front of me. The eyes are gray because the heart is covered with dust. The heart is gray, because the memory has a layer of dust. You and I are both gray, because life is obviously extinct. Black, white, gray, clearly extinguished, between hope and disappointment and zero, between struggle and zero, behind the blue sky is a layer of gray. I used to be a lonely child, so lonely that I didn't even know what this place was like. I never cry because of sadness, only when I am moved will I cry. Many times, I smiled, during the day. Many times, I express loneliness at night. I began to find that many people have a pure and firm heart like moonlight. Even with painful wounds, they still believe that the light in their hearts can illuminate the first dark road. It's better to curse the darkness and let yourself shine! Flying without wings, the angel's posture is closer to God. ...