I am willful, I indulge myself, I am decadent, because I am used to torturing my body and mind! Are you tired? How many times have I asked myself! Love, should we continue? Or should it be over? Maybe it should be over long ago, and it is completely over! Tears can be silent, and the disappearance of love can be so free and easy
The wind stopped and the clouds stopped. Will the heart that loves you stop at this moment? I tried very hard to ask you, but you turned your head away ... silently accompanied you for such a long way. I had too much sadness and tears along the way. Do you know that?/You know what? Do you know that?/You know what? I have been afraid, I don't know how long I can walk with you, and how far I have to walk with you. Where is the end of the road? I don't know. All I know is to follow you quietly and go straight ahead!
I don't know whether the road ahead is tortuous or smooth. I don't know whether you need my care or my company. In your silence, I seem to see the ending.
You know I'm afraid of parting, always! Once, I couldn't find myself in your eyes. At this moment, I find that you will disappear silently in my years! I found that I no longer have the courage to accept so many mistakes. It doesn't matter whether it's your fault or mine. At this moment, I think we still need to be quiet If we go quietly together, now we go quietly.
Don't blame anyone for their ruthlessness, let alone hate you and me, ok? All along, my love is an extravagant hope, a love that will never have a good home! In your eyes, love can be imperfect. Because you gave me a beautiful dream, gave me countless impulses and countless expectations. When I found out that I had given myself for this dream, you almost ran away from yourself again. Then, I saw your evasive eyes, and I saw your frustration and pain!
I hate that we met too early. I hate that you gave me a hope, a broken hope! I become soft in front of you because you don't have me in your eyes. If my love gives you happiness, please always remember this happiness; If my love gives you pain, please remember that there is such a person in life who gives you this pain; If my love gives you endless scars, please remember this endless scar, ok?
If I can choose, I would rather not know you than let myself fall in love with you, and I don't want to give you scars! You struggle in pain, and you indulge yourself in pain. I know this is your punishment for me. At this moment, I can no longer feel my position in your heart, and I can no longer feel your deep eyes and persistent love. I don't know what you can bring me like this. Is it also an unspeakable pain?
On a lonely night, I knocked on my heart again and asked myself, "Does she really love you?" "Do you really love her?" No one can answer me. Quiet night, added a loneliness to me, a loneliness! Then, I just want to enjoy this loneliness, this loneliness and this tranquility alone. When I want to find your figure in the dark, I find you are air. I can't catch you, just like you can't catch my beating but wobbly heart!
You can't see the pain in my heart, nor can you see the scars in my heart. No one will light the heart lamp for me, and no one can really understand my inner sadness. Only by sorting out your feelings, sorting out your wounds, and facing all the scars with a quiet.
Dreams are really beautiful, but I always accompany you in dreams. I know that I have come out of your dream, and the person in your dream may never be me, so a kind of sadness and pain arises spontaneously.
Love, can't say pain, I have to endure not to say; Can tears stop it from falling? No, because I was already in tears. I don't know how long it will take to tidy up my mood, and I don't know if I have the courage to miss you. But I know that my love and heartache will accompany me for a long time. What will happen tomorrow? I only know that in my heart, I will secretly collect you and let myself relive the loneliness of missing you in the dark. ...