? From April, 20265438 to now, I have read the lives of three intellectual women, Fan Jinshi, Qi Bangyuan and Ye Jiaying. They are all women born in the 1920s and 1930s. In the torrent of the great era, there are too many people who can't help themselves, but they always pursue the lofty ideas they believe in, and they have never changed after suffering, and they have achieved fruitful lives.
"My Heart Belongs to Dunhuang-Fan Jinshi's Self-Report" Fan Jinshi, a famous woman born in Shanghai in 1937, graduated from Peking University in/963 and came to Dunhuang, which is desolate and barren. From the beginning, she was loyal to her duties and worked hard. In the end, she loved it deeply and was willing to devote her life. From youth to old age, what kind of power supported her and guarded the Mogao Grottoes in the desert for most of her life? Relying on the powerful artistic appeal of Mogao Grottoes and her childlike innocence of "simply believing in stupidity and persistence". As the book says, "I suddenly understand why Fan Jinshi wants to stay in Dunhuang all his life. People all over the world are trying to find peace of mind, so there is no need to find it here. As long as the bell on the ninth floor rings, the world will be quiet, time will stop, and eternity will be at this moment. "
? Qi Bangyuan's Liu Ju River is a writer's witness to history. Mr. Qi Bangyuan, a famous scholar in Taiwan Province Province, has made outstanding academic achievements and made outstanding contributions to cultural exchanges between the East and the West. She was born in the northeast of 1924, and her father is a senior official of the Kuomintang. However, in that big era, she was still drifting from place to place. She left her hometown at the age of six, and for the next seventeen years, she has been in war and fleeing. On the way to escape, her 18-month-old sister died beside her. During the difficult years in the home front, she studied tirelessly, and was lucky enough to meet Zhang Boling, Zhu Guangqian and other masters, which laid her ideal and belief in pursuing literature and learning all her life, supported her spiritual world with knowledge and literature, and kept her "clean" heart in troubled times. 1947 works as a teaching assistant in the Department of Foreign Languages at National Taiwan University. In that era of "short happiness and heavy worries", she made unremitting efforts and continued her pursuit of knowledge. "She has been climbing up the stone stairs from book to book, word for word", until she was forty-five years old, she went to the United States for further study and opened a new chapter.
? The years are long, the feelings of home and country are long, and memories of youth is haunted by dreams. "The British father is very ambitious, the mother crying on the grass, the selfless gentleman; Children in exile in Northeast China who sang "On Songhua River", Nankai girl who tasted literature for the first time, Zhu Guangqian who recited Shelley and Keats with tears; Zhang Dafei, a teenager, looks back at the pass in the twilight mountain wind, with the hometown of peony flowers in full bloom, the rolling river and the deep and boundless dumb sea. . . . . "At the age of 80, Qi Bangyuan reviewed his tortuous life. Her personal growth is inseparable from the history of her motherland. She told her own story, from magnificent to uneventful, reflecting on history, life, death, love and missing, "so sad, so happy and so unique".
Ye Jiaying's Poems and Memories of Time Past Ye Jiaying is an outstanding inheritor and disseminator of China's classical poetry. "Looking back on the road I have traveled in my life, it was China's classical poems that accompanied me all my life. The study of poetry is not my goal, but the power to support me through my troubles. " Ye Jiaying, who brought people into the beautiful and noble world of China's classical poetry, was not a fairy I thought was at peace with the world when I first met her, but a weather-beaten wise and benevolent person. 65438-0924 was born in a scholarly family in Beijing. She received a traditional education from childhood and read a lot of poetry books. During her study in Fu Jen Catholic University, she was deeply taught and appreciated by Mr. Gu Sui, whose knowledge and spirit made her admire for life. She/Kloc-lost her mother when she was 0/7 years old, and her father was never heard from during the war. 1948, I got married in a hurry and was entrusted by an inhuman person. For decades, from Taiwan Province Province to Canada, I supported the whole family by myself, but when I was middle-aged, I suffered the loss of my daughter. Most of her life is full of hardships. Excellent teaching and research of classical poetry supported her life, and profound classical cultivation shaped her spiritual world, which finally achieved her promotion and inheritance of Chinese and western classical culture. "A truly great poet writes his own poems with his own life. In their poems, all the hearts, wisdom, character, mind and self-cultivation of ancient great poets are accumulated, and what we poets have to do is to make the souls of these poets alive and get another chance to be born again through their works. Moreover, in this regenerative activity, a powerful sensory effect will be produced, so that we, whether speakers or listeners, or writers and readers, will gain an infinite power. "Ye Jiaying used her life to study and comprehend the spiritual world of classical poetry, and in the snowstorm of life, she stubbornly bloomed fragrance, just as she said in her poem," I remember, when I spent it well, I fought with ice and snow. Honesty boasts itself, and cutting it will hurt. On the rainy night breeze morning, the stone steps beside the moss. Before you are exhausted, there is another flower. "
? In a year's time, the lives of these three women I experienced were ups and downs, as plain as water, rich and profound. The ups and downs are all trudging forward in difficult years. As plain as water, it means that in the long years, they are far from being rich and flashy, willing to be lonely and not going with the flow. In the changing times, they stick to their own ethics and pursuit, they are quiet and far-reaching, and finally achieve a rich life.
? In them, I saw the power of individual will sublimation under the interweaving of fate. "I fought that beautiful battle, I ran all the way, and I kept my faith."
? Pay tribute to the three goddesses in my mind!