Ze Ze, a little devil born on Christmas Eve.
Children's childhood memories are gray. Fathers tortured by unemployment, mothers and sisters forced to go out to work, and every child in the family is underage but has to take care of his younger brother and sister. Ze Ze is only five years old and has to take care of his younger brother Louis.
He accepted the sweet orange tree in his new home, but he heard him talking to himself.
When he was naughty, he was rude to his Portuguese and threatened to kill him violently. But after the injury, I really felt the long-lost warmth in this man's arms.
"Everything about me is half of yours." Portuguese words have the loyalty of China people. Only he believes that Ze Ze is an elf sent by God.
My sister tore up the paper ball that Ze Ze made for the Portuguese, and his resistance brought the family a beating. A week later, he finally got out of bed and found the Portuguese boy at the first time. After confirming their friendship for the last time, I explained my purpose-"I've come to say goodbye and I'm going to lie on the track tonight."
It was not until many years later that Ze Ze realized that the Portuguese boy had been on the tracks that night until the last train left the county seat.
I really can't say that family has any positive influence on him. Perhaps it was the situation at that time, perhaps under the pressure of life, the warmth of family and the love that a five-year-old boy deserved became extravagant talk. Maybe there is such a time in life, and survival can suppress love.
Portuguese boy, will you tell my father to give me to you?
"How much I want to do that, but Zeze, life can't be reversed like that."
The Portuguese always protects his angel with the most considerate love. He taught the child the warmth of life. However, an accident ended everything and the Portuguese left forever in a traffic accident.
Ze Ze wants to die and is very ill, but life always likes to be against people. People who want to cherish life are gone, but Ze Ze who can't face these things can't die. The illness finally made his family pay attention to him, and a warm picture appeared at home for the first time. However, many things in the process of a child's growth will have a great impact on his life development, right? Just like the sentence written at the beginning of the volume: a person's heart is big and can hold everything he likes. But when people no longer like a person, he will die slowly in that person's heart.
His family is dead in his heart. Even though it never seems to happen to children. After the Portuguese left, he said, my father is dead.
He dreamed of the sweet orange tree. When he woke up, his sister brought flowers from the sweet orange tree. He knew that his sweet orange tree was saying goodbye to him. After that, he never listened to him again.
At the end of the book, Zeze's father finally found a new job, and the change of family circumstances made the family warm again, but Zeze just said it didn't matter.
After losing what you love, nothing else matters.
There will always be many people and things in life, but those who taught us to grow up eventually left for various reasons. Perhaps it is his own growth that makes him unable to keep up and fall far behind. Perhaps it is a reason beyond our control that has rigidly changed the trajectory of life.
what can I do? I can't persist, maybe I will cry, but I can accept it and continue my normal life. All I can do is ask for a song.
You gave me the most warmth and laughter along the way, and I appreciate and cherish everything.
What's important is that I once owned a sweet orange tree like this.
Is it okay? You can adopt it!