People in this life, no matter how they live, don't put the blame on others, all the joys and sorrows are caused by themselves.
When people are old, they should step on all unhappy things and cultivate what they want to do quietly and wholeheartedly. No matter how good yesterday is, I can't go back; No matter how difficult tomorrow is, we should keep our feet up and move on. No one can control you and disturb you unless you control yourself and disturb yourself with other people's words and deeds.
Sometimes, real social life is even more absurd than some fantasy novels, because novels are created by writers under certain thinking logic, and real social life is sometimes illogical.
When we were young, we all thought that persistence meant never wavering. When you reach a certain age, you will understand that the so-called persistence means that you are constantly hesitating, constantly retreating, constantly mentally stopping for three steps, but still moving forward.
Now, I have personally experienced and understood that emptiness, loneliness and loneliness are chronic poisons that shorten the life span of an elderly person. If an old man has something to do every day, his spiritual life will be more substantial, full of vitality and his daily life will be happier.
In recent years, I have always thought that there is nothing in life that I can't let go of unless you don't want to let go. Day, is the mood; Life is quality. A person's life in the world is not the length of life, but the quality of mood and life. When a person is alive, he must live a high mood. Live a high-quality life, and only in this way can we come to this world in vain.
Throughout the ages, all young people, they will never understand the mentality of the elderly, because they have no personal experience and can't imagine some mental states and psychological needs of the elderly only by their own brain imagination. Besides, in real social life, young people are generally self-centered. They have to work hard, they have to support their families wholeheartedly, and they have little leisure time and extra energy to think about their parents. Therefore, every old man should understand the truth of self-respect, self-love and self-improvement, and understand that living his daily life is the greatest love for his children. Too much love is not good for yourself and your children.
Over the past few months, I have been sitting quietly in my study almost every day, seriously revising and revising the novel "Doing Business for the Past". The task I set for myself is to revise and polish a chapter every day. When revising and polishing each chapter every day, do not hesitate to delete some unnecessary words, sentences and paragraphs. As the saying goes, novels are never tired of changing, and the more they change, the more exciting they become. Every day when I modify and revise each chapter, I will subjectively fill in some imagination and improvise some words. There are twenty-seven chapters in the original book, but now there are seventeen chapters in this book, and forty-four chapters in the whole book except the preface and preface. The words are short, but they are long.
Unfortunately, there are too many trivial original life records and too few ethereal and interesting imaginations in this novel. No matter how hard I tried to revise it, I didn't revise a chapter that would make me feel very satisfied from the heart. Otherwise, how could I call this novel a casual book? Idle books are idle books. Who makes their knowledge level limited, who makes their imagination so monotonous, who makes them have no literary talent. Besides, it's better to modify your idle books than to just sit there staring blankly. Every old man has his own thoughts and ways of living, not to mention his ambitions. hahaha ......
At that time, the great Soviet writer Tolstoy once asserted. He said: "When human economy and culture develop to a certain extent, writers and poets will lose their jobs. At that time, anyone who writes down interesting things he sees or thinks will become a writer and poet. "
Sure enough. Now that technology is so advanced, there are many writers and poets on the Internet. Unfortunately, few of them are valuable, almost all of them are cabbage prices. There are not many writers and poets who make a living by writing, which can be said to be rare. A dime a dozen writers and poets are almost always playing with their emotions.
Mr. Bai Yi said more thoroughly, "The soul outside the book shoulders the responsibility. The poets in the book pay tribute to their lost youth. "
In just four sentences, it vividly depicts the true portrayal of contemporary poets. After all, poetry is not a profession. Feelings are feelings after all, suitable for cultivating sentiment and cultivating one's own soul. But not suitable for livelihood work. Writing poetry still needs to be treated with a normal heart, and poets also need to look down on the world in order to write more poems with deep thinking and life perception. Writing poetry is a long road, and some people are unknown after writing poetry all their lives. Mr. Bai Yi, who has been engaged in poetry creation for nearly 30 years, can be said to have seen through poetry. He regards writing poetry as an inner spiritual practice.
I am a wet person who has three meals a day. I sit at home and now I have nothing to do all day. I just join in the fun on the Internet and play with these writers and poets. It feels quite good. Fly the colorful wings of fantasy and fly freely in the ocean of real social life like seagulls. This is indeed a very happy thing.
Over the years, especially in recent days, I always feel inexplicably that everyone's life is a random book composed of words of various colors. Never mind what kind of leisure books they are. Since ancient times, there are true and false, good and bad. This is something that no big shot at any level can deny.
I clearly know that the novel "Doing Business for the Past" has neither profound social significance nor much literary and artistic value, and I am afraid there are not many readers. But this novel has consumed some of my hard work and brain cells these days, and it is also a real thing.
Now, I think this novel is simple in style, frank and fluent in language, sincere and profound in emotion and simple and spicy in style. The main characters in this novel have complicated thoughts, contradictory words and deeds, and pitiful, pathetic, deplorable, hateful and hateful behaviors. They are not only the true portrayal of some people in real social life, but also the typical figures in the typical environment in real life. They are also such a subconscious reflection of social life that naturally emerges in my mind when I write, and also such an intuitive reflection on my nature that I have treated life, life and being a man for most of my life.
Although this novel is a casual book, it is a casual book. E-books serialized on the Internet. No one should ask me in detail about the content of this leisure book, whether there are any big problems such as life taste and social value, literary level and artistry. Anyway, from the external point of view, this is an out-and-out e-book serialized online, and it is impossible to fake it. Anyway, now that I have finished reading the book "Doing Business for the Past", I feel that there is at least some positive energy in social life. With this, it is enough to temporarily stabilize my impetuous mind for several days.
At that time, a member of the Chinese Writers Association who was very enthusiastic about compiling series for us? Mr. Yan Lu took several books from us and gave everyone a financial receipt for the "Yan Lu Workshop". It was like a stone sinking into the sea and there was no news.
Ten years passed quickly. Mr. Hua Demin, a book friend and provincial writer who worked in Yankuang newspaper at that time, also retired. We get together occasionally to chat. In those years, when we talked about it, he was very angry and called Mr. Yan Lu an asshole. He cursed and cursed, but his book contact has not given us a satisfactory statement so far. What can he say, because he is a face-saving liar himself.
At the beginning, if I hadn't been eager to spend less money and published a series of books with Hua Demin and their so-called writers, how could I have let Yan Lu pass out in a few words? It seems that the old saying, greedy for petty gain is really good.
People have lived all their lives, and almost everyone has suffered. Especially in this monetarist market economy society, it is not surprising that acquaintances fool acquaintances, acquaintances fool acquaintances, friends fool friends, and friends fool friends. Especially among those celebrities who often appear in society, there are all kinds of hypocrites and big liars, many of whom have made people unable to believe what they say.
Over the years, why do many big shots and celebrities in society like to tell lies, empty words and big words to the people? Although it is clear to everyone that this common social phenomenon was not formed overnight, no one can say for a while what is going on.
Over the years, I have heard more with my ears, seen more with my eyes and experienced more things. Fortunately, my spirit is not decadent, and I still have a childlike innocence for the country, society, life and mankind. So I integrated my inner feelings with what I have seen and heard in these years, and revealed them naked in words on various literary websites, and talked with some editors and netizens.
In this materialistic and foggy real social life, there are all kinds of strange things. I won't say anything else. Take books for example. At present, books published all over the country have flooded, and all kinds of strange e-books on various websites are full of disgusting rubbish, which is simply a waste of readers' time and emotion, disturbing readers' thoughts and polluting readers' hearts. Here, I sincerely tell readers that even if you are bored reading or reading some e-books online to relieve boredom, you should have your own life ideas and don't follow others. ...