What was your first love letter to your first love?

Speaking out is not afraid of jokes. In high school, I wrote nearly 200 love letters to a girl back and forth. Of course, we didn't make it in the end, but she was with another boy. What are those love letters like? It is not so much a love letter as a letter. For a long time, I will write a letter every three to five days, sometimes long, sometimes short, sometimes thousands of words long, and the shortest is three or four hundred words. As for the content, it is probably some trivial things at ordinary times, saying that I miss her and so on. After writing, I will fold it into a rectangle and save it. When I have saved a dozen or twenty letters, I will go to her classroom and give them all to her. There will be more after the winter and summer vacations, thirty or forty letters. Since we were not in the same class, what happened later was that her best friend and I could say hello on campus, but she still didn't look at me. What are the characteristics of my love letter? In retrospect, I don't remember what I wrote. Although my classmates asked me if I had repeated it, I said that each letter was different, but in fact it should still be the same. Every time I fold a letter, I write down the date, day of the week and the weather on the cover. If it is a festival and 24 solar terms, I will also write the name of the lunar calendar and the solar terms of that day. By the way, I have bought almost all kinds of stationery in the boutique at the school gate. I like to use simple stationery, pure white is the best, but such stationery seems to be rare. As for the girl's reaction? No, not at all. She gave me the cold shoulder and didn't reply to my letter. I finally went out to send her a message on the Internet at the weekend, but she also responded coldly or didn't reply at all. To tell you the truth, I feel very bad. So I don't know whether to like her or write down those thousands of emotions, or whether it has become a consciousness.