The world is too noisy and all kinds of voices are mixed. Everyone is trying to tell you what you should be and how to please the world. Even family members will make these demands. And even after the family's "for your own good", it is not completely selfless. Therefore, it is better to believe in books than to have no books, and it is better to be silent than to believe in others' words.
In today's growing up, compared with the perfection of a good man in the secular sense, the most precious thing should be a truly proud and independent soul. So, in the dead of night, I quietly wrote something to prove that I was not completely suppressed and my youth was still there.
(a) there is heat, send light.
What are the requirements of secular significance? There are fashionable clothes this year and fashionable hair colors next year. You are obsessed with money, and I admire power. Everyone pursues profit, and the world is beautiful. I look on coldly, but I feel empty inside. If everyone is born to please the world and become a person in the mold of this world, what is the significance of Nu Wa's thinking? It is better to be as easy to manage as the clay figurine left at the beginning.
However, this is not the case. In this world, there are people who fight for their own interests, and there are also fearless gentlemen who stand against the waves. This year, the epidemic has come quickly, and it has also produced real money. After a wave of 90 s and 00 s, I went to the front line to get justice for others. Without the bloodshed of the ancient battlefield, this year's anti-epidemic battlefield is not easy. However, compared with the heroic struggle of individuals, this year's anti-epidemic is a group image of a small person. There is struggle, hesitation and despair. Human nature is always complicated, but the light of human nature lies in that even if the pros and cons are weighed, there are always people who fight for others regardless of personal gains and losses.
What is the meaning of life?
Bi Shumin once said in a speech that life is meaningless, and we have been looking for the meaning of life all our lives.
Milan Kundera once wrote in Immortality that man and immortality are unequal. We must distinguish between small immortality and great immortality. Small immortality means that a person has left a memory in the hearts of people who know him; Great immortality means that a person has left a memory in the hearts of people he doesn't know.
I read the articles in recent 10 years the other day. 13 years ago, I wrote: "I have no ambition, but I hope the world will not fall because of my existence!" Now that I think about it, I'd better be narrow-minded If everyone cares about the snow in front of the door, everyone will not make the world worse, but it is rare for the world to become better. There are always times when some people need to stand up regardless of personal life and death, regardless of personal gains and losses. When a person does something for this world, we can truly connect with this world and truly leave a mark on this world. Perhaps, what we have done for this world can't leave memories in the hearts of people we don't know, but when we look back, we don't need to be ashamed that I didn't contribute to this world. This kind of life is really meaningful.
Mr. Lu Xun said: I hope all the young people in China can get rid of the cold air and just go up, instead of listening to those who give up on themselves. If you can do something, you can make a sound. If you have a little heat and light, you will be like a firefly. You can also light a little light in the dark without waiting for the torch.
202 1, I hope I can be the one who stands out from the crowd, have a heat and a light, and even the light of fireflies can do something for this society, so we can say that we are still young and energetic at this young age, so that our souls will not age faster than our bodies.
(2) the road to Jane is also one heart.
There is no signal at the beginning of anything.
But when a person stops growing, he must stop thinking about himself.
After reading the articles in recent 10 years, I am glad that I have never stopped the pace of internal introspection. I am eager to be a professional, to devote myself to my career and to die like a martyr.
In the summary of 20 14, I mentioned that I hope to have a career that will last forever.
20 15 I wrote in the space: Earthworms don't have the advantages of their minions, and their bones and muscles are strong. They eat the earth and drink the yellow land with their hearts.
At the end of 20 15, I began to look for the balance between ideal and reality.
20 17, I will stick to what I love, I will keep going, and I will drop a hundred skills with one hand.
At the beginning of 2020, I said that I would take root, grow and bathe in sunshine and rain like a tree.
It's really interesting to look back. When I was young, 45-degree sadness, stubbornness and pride, blood and ideals were all on the paper. A person's road when he came has made him who he is today, and a person's self today is already a mapping. I am so glad that I saw the shadow of the past along the way, and I still remember my initial heart, edges and corners.
Maybe I put up with it too much. I love my slightly sharp appearance, wearing fresh clothes and riding an angry horse in Chang 'an. People around me are getting married and having children. When I enter middle age, I still want to embrace the infinite possibilities of this world with a little stupidity, a little cold blood and endless dreams.
2020 is a very tired year, so tired that as long as I have a little time, I will completely empty myself and remember nothing; Tired to countless nights, I was woken up by the work content, and got up at three o'clock in the middle of the night to read the email, afraid that there was something unfinished, and I didn't know when I made a mistake; I'm so tired, sometimes when the work is almost over, I just sit in the corner and cry for no reason. Adult life, who is easy? Therefore, we can only carefully collect all the fragility and cowardice when we wake up and move on. Fortunately, everything has paid off. Compared with physical fatigue, I am more afraid of losing my way and stopping growing.
Behind the busy work, in the dead of night, when a person sits patiently, when we are not disturbed by emotions and don't let emotions control our thinking, we must think, are we troubled by the tedious office, become puppets and stop speculating on ourselves? Work is sometimes complicated, and the standard for measuring one thing is also complicated. In this world, the only person who can judge himself is himself. When others praise you, it is not necessarily that you are excellent; when others attack you, it is not necessarily that you are poor. The sign of a person's maturity must be a clear understanding of himself. No matter how busy we are, we should know the direction of our growth and be sure that I am growing all the time. Are we using diligence in action to influence laziness in tactics? Are you influenced by others and lost your way forward?
I still have many possibilities to explore about the future. The future is uncertain, but the sword must be carried. Now that you have made up your mind to take the professional route, you can't be complacent because "I can do it". Being busy is no reason to stop studying. When you feel pain, it may be the beginning of transformation. Professional books have been put away, learning is never an easy task, 202 1, I hope you do what you say, don't slap yourself. Although you may not see any direct effect, what really matters is that it is worth paying time and energy. I know that when you really want to do something and put it into practice, the whole world will make concessions for you.
202 1 this year, I hope to find my own advantages while developing my major. Take professional ability as a shield to resist the noisy voice of this world. Compared with success in the secular sense, I think it is a greater honor to succeed in the way I like, and it is also the direction I will work hard for.
(3) Conclusion
28-year-old, accidentally wrinkles climbed up the corner of my eye. Instead of using the most expensive eye cream, I hope I can always have the warmest love for the world like 18 years old and find the courage to ignore my dreams.
In fact, there is no time limit in the world. At 40, you can still start from scratch, and at 80, you can still pursue your dreams. It's just that there are too many trade-offs and concerns in the adult world. Of course, I can't avoid customs, but I still hope that the ideal light will always be there. No matter when I set out, I still remember the way to start, and my eyes are still clear. Then no matter what age, I can call myself a teenager without hesitation.
About love, it is probably true Buddhism. Of course, I am willing to try my best to fight for it, just like fighting for a job I like. There is no shame in us doing our best. However, I never think that life can be defined by single and non-single, just as a girl can't simply be defined by professional women and housewives. The best thing about girls in modern society is that they give us possibilities. Besides the old definition, it gives us unlimited possibilities. Every lifestyle should not affect the independence of the soul.
I respect every possibility, don't criticize others' choices, and give my deep blessings to my friends around me. But I also cherish my present life, the freedom to go wherever I want and the freedom to pursue my dreams. The final outcome of life is happiness and happiness, not a certain life form. Who says there is no other way to be happier on the road I am taking now? I am looking forward to the unexpected surprises in my life with joy. If not, it doesn't matter. I am my preference. I also believe that no one in this world loves me more than myself. I completely accept myself, and all those good and bad emotions have been digested. I deeply love my imperfect self. Isn't this a beautiful state of life?
Nine times out of ten, life is not satisfactory. How can we expect everything to be as we wish? Accept all the gifts of this world, bow deeply and be grateful, do not insist on perfection, and still love this world deeply.
Throughout my life, I will keep my love for myself and make continuous progress on the road of self-improvement. This is my initial intention and an oath.
In the past 2020, I thanked all my relatives, friends, leaders and colleagues for their support. In those days when we met, I thanked those who helped me, encouraged those who comforted me when I cried, and encouraged those who listened to my nagging. Of course, I also thank Dundun. Without your recruitment in those days, there would be no 1000 days of peace, no such growth and joy.
202 1, there are still many aspects to be improved. I want to be healthy, I want to have self-awareness, I want to think about myself, I want to grow up, and I want to have a sense of exquisiteness in life. I will still achieve them.
202 1, everything recovers, the old disease is cured, and Chang 'an is safe. I wish our friends all the best, and I wish myself to continue to move forward in the new year!