Do you know how much I want to listen to you? Just say one word, what's wrong with you? I can't hear from you. How sad! Do you know how I live? I woke up suddenly in the middle of the night last night, and I couldn't sleep from then on, staring until dawn. I seem to be preoccupied, and everything is no longer my own! I don't want to eat anything, just miss you and worry about you. I don't know about you, why, can you let go? Can you give up? Have you misunderstood me? How did you really lose contact with me? You are my star! Where are you? What are you doing? It's raining. Is God crying for us? These days, my heart hurts. I really want to sleep and never wake up, but I can't sleep if I really lie down, sometimes just for a few minutes. I don't know how to get out of this period of time, and I really want to get rid of it, but I can't get out. I always sink in the sea of pain, but I can't find my way when I come!
I expected to live a quiet life, but you broke the peace of my life. I expect no more waiting, no more disappointment, and I expect that we will completely lose contact! But the heart is always ups and downs in contradictions. What's your mood? Missing will be stronger when it rains. I don't know if you came out or drowned in the sea of suffering. If you can get rid of it, I'd rather bear all the pain. But are you happy? I'm worried about you. I'm afraid you'll feel as bad as me. I want to bring you happiness, but I still accidentally lost you! After I lost contact with you, I was very sad and painful. I really want to listen to your language again, but nothing can change it. Maybe what I said was so rude that you broke your heart! But now all apologies can only be buried deep in my heart!
After seven long centuries, my heart is really broken. I have been in a trance for several days, but I still have to pretend to smile in front of others. I can't complain about the pain in my heart, I can only let tears flow down my cheeks! I don't want to say who is right or wrong. That experience is unforgettable, perhaps possessed, hurt, painful and happy! The story seems to have ended before it started! This holiday seems to belong to you. I don't know what else I can do except miss you every day. Listening to songs every day, I feel that every song is sung for you! I just numb myself. Maybe my nerves have reached a certain level of madness. I will suddenly cry or laugh. After a long time, I think I will go crazy!
I'm crazy about you. Life is too hard. I always feel relieved, but how can such feelings be easily relieved? I didn't expect to be so deep, so tired and so bitter! I really want to lose my memory, forget you and forget everything, just like the protagonist in the TV series. But God won't forgive me easily. When can I go out and get rid of it? Did you make that strange phone call a few days ago? I answered, and the other party was silent. Why don't you talk to me? I knew it must be you, but then you called twice and hung up. You wanted to hear my voice, but didn't you say a word to me? What's the matter with you? Is this your way of saying goodbye to me? Suddenly losing contact, is this too cruel for us who have been communicating? I've been waiting for your news. Every time the bell rings, my heart beats faster, but I am disappointed every time! Star, when will you contact me again? I will wait for you and call you. Star, can you hear my voice?
Are you okay? I woke up suddenly after a sleep, and then my mind was full of you. When you are alone, tears will always flow uncontrollably. I missed you and thought about it. How sorry I am not to hear from you. I wanted to know about you, but I gave up. Did you see the message I sent you? Why didn't you reply? I don't care if this relationship is right or wrong, I just want to have it again!
Along the way with you, I have been experiencing storms. Even my dreams are so funny. I accidentally got hurt, accidentally lost you, and accidentally lost everything. . . . For you, you hurt yourself before enjoying what you have. . . .