life
Undeveloped-budding;
Will open-open;
What has opened-withered;
This flower spent her life peacefully.
lonely
A plum blossom that had been pierced died in the basin.
Her life is so lonely!
Sail in the dark
It's getting dark
In this endless river,
Where on earth is our ship going?
Far red light,
Please come closer!
one day
In pursuit of light and heat, moths jump under the lamp and finally die under the lamp or soak in oil, which is commendable. At the last moment, it got light and heat.
I miss ancient Kuafu. He chased the shadow of the sun and died of thirst in the valley.
In pursuit of light and heat, people would rather give up their lives. Life is lovely. But a cold and lonely life is not as good as a vigorous death.
Without light and heat, wouldn't this world be dark and cold?
If I had a pair of wings, I would be a moth on the earth. I want to fly to the hot sun ball, let me shine in front of my eyes, lose consciousness when my body is hot, and turn into a puff of smoke and a pinch of ash.
moon
Every time I look at the bright moon in the sky, I think: is anyone watching the moon by the fence at this time?
The full moon is like a mirror, hanging in the blue sky. We should all stay in the mirror. There must be someone in this mirror.
Looking at the mirror on a cold night, I only feel cold light. Facing the cool moon, I feel the same way.
On the sea, on the mountain, in the garden, in the street, sometimes standing alone on the Gao Lu platform of the city in the quiet night, looking at the bright moon, I always feel that there are cold light and cold air invading my body. Late at night in winter, standing in a small yard, I saw the moonlight on the frosty ground and felt a thick layer of frost on my clothes.
Indeed, the moonlight is very cold. I know that dead planets don't release heat. The light of the moon is the light of death.
But why is there a legend that Heng E ran to the moon? Can that beautiful woman who took the elixir of life revive this lifeless planet? Or she saw someone's face in the mirror.
Ba Jin (1904.11.25—2005.10.17), formerly known as Li Yaotang, has other pseudonyms such as Aljaz Pegan, Blissful, Heilang and Feng Chun. Han nationality, a native of Chengdu, Sichuan, is originally from Jiaxing, Zhejiang. China writer, translator, social activist, patriotic democrat without party affiliation. Ba Jin 1904 1 1 was born in a feudal bureaucratic family in Chengdu, Sichuan. After the May 4th Movement, Ba Jin was deeply influenced by the new wave thought, and under the influence of this thought, he started his personal anti-feudal struggle. From 65438 to 0923, Ba Jin left home to study in Shanghai, Nanjing and other places, and began his literary creation career for half a century.
Random thoughts written by Ba Jin after the Cultural Revolution is simple and sincere, full of the author's remorse and introspection, so Ba Jin is known as "the conscience of China literature in the 20th century".