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The biggest gain of dreaming lies not in the realization of dreams, but in the countless precious life insights brought to you by the pursuit process, which will be eternal. The first time I met Peking University was introduced by a senior in Senior One. At that time, mystery and simplicity were synonymous with Peking University in my heart. I look forward to one day, like my seniors, enjoying the "T.A." by the unnamed lake in the morning and walking under the dim and warm street lights at night. It was then that I came up with the idea that I would live in Yanyuan one day. So I fell in love with Yanyuan, and she became a dream of mine. The dream of Yanyuan is like dry red in France. I cherish her in my heart, and her fragrance is more and more rich and refreshing. I started my dream-seeking journey. The realization of any dream requires hard work: if the realization of this dream will bring you great happiness, then the road to finding your dream will be extremely rugged. If you ask a successful dreamer this question: Is it worthwhile for you to go through so many ups and downs in order to get the happiness of making your dream come true? They will say: dreams come true, of course, it will be gratifying, but it will also be short-lived. However, the taste you experience in the process of chasing dreams is unforgettable. The biggest gain of chasing dreams lies not in the realization of dreams, but in the countless valuable life insights that the pursuit process has brought you, which will be eternal. A year ago, I was not qualified to say that I had a deep understanding of these words. Now, I am an "experienced person" who has experienced the baptism of the college entrance examination, braved the wind and waves and successfully reached the other side. I can proudly say that I agree with this view-the happiness of dreams coming true comes from the pursuit of thousands of exercises in dreams. When I first entered senior three, I was with a nervous heart. I have heard the words describing my life in senior three countless times. "White terror" and "darkness before dawn" made me flinch, and I once doubted myself. Where is MengMeng in my Yan Garden? However, the words of a senior who just entered Tsinghua gave me an invisible motivation: beautiful castles always stand on rugged mountains, and the process of climbing to the top must be hard. The person who finally enters the beautiful castle is not necessarily the bravest person, but he must be the more frustrated and indomitable person in the climbing process. So I went on my way with my dreams and the warnings of my seniors. In my senior three life, learning is of course the main theme, and my daily life route is exactly the same, tense and orderly. If let me evaluate my life at that time, there is only one word: bitterness. However, at that time, I worked hard with my classmates for my ideals. Life has a clear goal, so full, but it has taught me to take pains. But these can only be achieved under the premise of maintaining a healthy and positive attitude. Otherwise, as others see, it is really living in hell. Therefore, I feel that maintaining a good attitude in the study and life of senior three largely determines the final success or failure. I have a deep personal experience in this respect: the key to maintaining a good attitude lies in self-confidence, and I can't lose my self-confidence at any time. For senior three students, the biggest blow is the abnormal examination. Usually, students give up on themselves because of lack of self-confidence. After being hit hard by "one model" and "two models" several times, they can't take care of their own mood. From then on, they languished in their own pessimism and let time pass by in frustration and sigh, so the ending is self-evident. I went through the stage of entering darkness and finally coming out of the haze in senior three. Being hit by depression is a cruel reality that every senior three student can't escape, and of course I can't escape it. And bad luck came two months before the college entrance examination. I lost 100 in both mock exams, and my dream of Peking University is about to be shattered. I can't accept this reality and I can't help it. Is this still me? I used to be the envy of my classmates and the darling of my teachers. In the face of such a bolt from the blue, my world is full of gloom, and I am trapped in a big black net woven by myself. The laughter of my classmates made me feel inferior, and what I read from the teacher's eyes was doubt. I am completely silent and always stay alone in the dark corner. I bowed my head and wrote some symbols that I didn't even know. I tied myself up, and the tighter I tied myself up. Just then, my head teacher, Mr. Wang, pulled me back from this big net bit by bit. Heart-to-heart conversations again and again gave me opportunities to reproduce myself again and again. I am on the platform of the school, and the oath of joining the party has my voice. He gave me full trust, and I gained his trust, thus winning my confidence. Self-confidence blew away the haze in my sky and brought sunshine. If everyone has a turning point from depression to confidence until success, then my turning point is the moment when teachers help me regain my confidence again and again until I build my confidence. With the encouragement of my teacher and my own belief, I continued to pursue my dream again and again. I handed in my first satisfactory life answer sheet. Looking back now, in this experience, I was able to get out of the haze because I didn't choose to give up myself in the face of temporary difficulties, but continued my journey. So I have such a warning to myself: don't stop, never give up! It is such a sentence that inspired me to win the college entrance examination. Then, I started my "Yanyuan Landing". The first time I met Peking University, it was a sunny day. I packed my bags and came to this strange campus with countless longings and hopes, but there were thousands of times in my dreams. I stopped outside the west gate, watching quietly and breathing quietly. The stone lion in front of the door conveys to me the sacredness of this highest institution of learning in China; Through the sunshine under the shade, I feel the impact of youth and firepower; Five children playing and crying on the green grass sent me a message of freedom and happiness, and the fragrance of licorice in the air made me smell romance. I like my Yan Garden. Only when you are in close contact with Peking University can you deeply appreciate the beautiful scenery of "the lake is bright, the tower shadows are swaying, and the clock tower is setting sun"; The beautiful environment of "elite gathering, loud books and gurgling education". In the morning, the grass on the unnamed lakeside smells black language. In the evening, walking under the dim street lamp, I heard Zhang Ailing's prose recitation, Huang Lei's "Orange is Red", the wonderful speeches of experts and scholars, and the profoundness of professors all convey the rich humanistic atmosphere of Peking University. Although my days in Peking University are short, I have gained a lot. In a free academic environment, I learned to enjoy freedom, to restrain and enrich myself with freedom, to be independent, to communicate with others, to enrich my life, and so on. At the same time, I have more things to learn and understand. Yanyuan is the world where I spent my youth and created a brilliant world with my youth. Yanyuan gave me a dream of Peking University. In the good academic life atmosphere of Yanyuan, I will continue my dream.