Russell has a metaphor: Life should be like a river. At the beginning, the river is narrow and sandwiched between the two banks. The river roars, flows through boulders, and flies off the cliff. Later, the river surface gradually widened, the two banks became farther and farther apart, and the river water also flowed more gently, and finally flowed into the sea and became one with the sea water. I think so.
2019 is a year full of tension in the history of my life. Grandson Haohao was born on the 27th of January. Everyone was very happy. They took time off many times to go to the hospital, clubs, and their son's home. It was wonderful to accompany Gege. They did not feel bored when they were on the road. However, Gege's aunt described a case. , which made me trapped and confused, and I didn’t know what to do. During that period of time, I would rather give up the joy and inner satisfaction brought by visiting my babies.
On a warm spring evening, a piece of bad news suddenly came to me. Facing the unforeseen disturbances, I could only bear the lightness and weight of life silently in my heart. All explanations seem worthless. That's the way things are. There are always people who have to take the blame for others. Being wronged once or twice in a lifetime can be regarded as a different kind of blessing. Isn't life just about experience? Sweetness, warmth and comfort are one side of life, while bitterness, coldness and melancholy are also the other side. Enriching the senses?
? I want to wash my soul as white as snow. There is always this voice in my heart.
? I went to Shanghai to participate in the new college entrance examination training in April and heard a career planning class. Not only students need planning, but every stage of life needs planning: planning allows us to have expectations and something to live for. Reliance, otherwise who wouldn’t be tired of living like a walking zombie without any purpose? Current career plans, staged travel plans after retirement, plans to learn new knowledge, people should always be on the road to updating themselves.
On April 14th, on the shore of Pudong, Shanghai, four members of the Muchun Community joined the reading group invited by Liqin, in a bookstore similar to heaven. , we bought books, took photos, tasted tea, and ate cakes. Later, the Pudong Institute of Education and Development treated us to authentic Shanghainese dishes, during which Ms. Zhang Shaojie also came. I received a gift book from Liqin’s editor-in-chief, and many books bought by a few of us. Liqin personally drove to the hotel where she lived after get off work the next day.
? At the end of April, I participated in the national poetry seminar in Qujiang No. 1 Middle School. I fully felt the grandeur and poetry of western culture in teacher Huo Jun’s Du Fu poetry appreciation class; During the lecture, he was actually touched and burst into tears. He said that successful words can eventually meet a person. When he talks about life, there are three words that are related to each other: life, people, and growth. He says these are supreme.
? On May 1st, I traveled to Wuling Gorge in Hubei Province. I was intoxicated by the beautiful scenery, but an unexpected phone call ruined my interest. If you think about it carefully, aren't all the disasters in life inevitable? When you want to escape from something more and more, it is because of fear. The only way out is to face the fear and go through the fear and return to love.
? In June, we received a group of teachers and students from Changzhi, Shanxi. After the high school entrance examination, teachers are said to be the most tired, and students also want to relax completely, but we need to arrange for them to listen to lectures. On Bailuyuan, they listened to Qiu Xinzhao's lecture on the greatness and wonder of mathematics. At that moment, everyone opened their eyes wide. . Teachers Chen Liqiang, Li Hongmei, Ning Yu, and Qu Fengtao have put a lot of thought into the design of this event. The above teachers also have their own unique style of teaching. Li Ping pays according to his work, and each person who takes on the task is given a thousand. Listen to my story Muchun read the path that *** Tongtai has traveled, practiced the concepts, and adhered to them silently. Teacher Li asked Teacher Tian to bring over 1,000 yuan that she had given to Muchun people. I quickly realized that I had to do something with the money. Having something to do, being able to love people, and having hope are the nine-word motto for a happy life. A life lived in hope must be accompanied by reciprocal sacrifice.
? Several partners in the "Country China" reading group continued to remain silent for more than half a year after confirming that they would read "The Fifteenth Year of Wanli". This was not only because of the death of the lead reader, Mr. Wen, but also because of the death of Mr. Wen, the lead reader. There are also reasons such as the unfamiliarity of the text and the inability to start with the entire book. Time is the touchstone of relationships between people. Emotional interaction is the lubricant. We all really need to get together and cheer up. So I thought of a few young teachers I had contact with and asked if they would be willing to join a group to read "The Fifteen Years of Wanli" with everyone. No one objected, and two small gatherings came as scheduled. "The venue for narrative inquiry was opened, and everyone quickly opened up and talked about the various confusions they encountered in education and teaching. At the same time, they received responses, recognition and understanding from their partners. The new reading community has seventeen members, and the naming has been given to the new members. It is currently named "Muchun·My Hometown". The reading started in July and lasted until the end of August after reading "Ten Wanli". All chapters of "Five Years" have had more than 100,000 written impressions. What's more important is that all members of the *** community live a pure spiritual life.
? I went to Zhouzhi "Dou Village" for inspection in August, and chatted with my friends at the prestigious Louguantai. Throughout the whole day, everyone felt that it was very meaningful to gather for study and inspection. A trip to Japan that is worth remembering forever has subverted many previous concepts.
Japan's food, accommodation and transportation are very different from domestic travel. It seems that Japan's culture is partially understood and experienced through the tour guide's explanation. I traveled to Japan with members of the Muchun Reading Club, and I felt a strong sense of familiarity. I often felt that everything was present and there was no feeling of non-presence. Now, the daily joking and having fun are still the same. There is a lack of unfamiliar scenes. What often deserves a big write-up is the lecture trip to Changzhi. Before our five-person group left, we had a careful activity plan, which was of course formed by the members of the *** community over and over again. One bag contained soil, and the other bag contained gold. What we sent may be a valuable part. At the same time, we also experienced a lot of wonderful things. The trip to Changzhi allowed our team's overall philosophy to be openly and fully expressed. Thank you to Teacher Li Ping for her trust. Of course, it would not have been possible without the recommendation of Dr. Wang Liqin and Principal Ling Zongwei. The fee for this class is three thousand per person. In summer, there is another beautiful day worth remembering, August 22nd. Just that night, I shared "Thoughts on Several Paradoxes About the Same Body" in the "Teacher Courage Update" group. During the day, I climbed the mountain with a group of educators such as Teacher Wu Guozhen, Teacher Qiu Lei, and Dr. Li Wei. Sanqing Mountain in Jiangxi, the inner joy is swaying between the lines - in fact, there was only an outline on the phone that day. Thanks to Dr. Li Wei who was willing to do the trivial things, he helped me pull an order form from the hotel counter and borrowed a I copied the outline with a ballpoint pen refill. When I gave the lecture alone in the room, I was calm and calm. Spring and summer are over. If spring is bad luck, is summer good luck? I am good at doing things and can run things well; I am a person who lives with hope, and the love in my heart never disappears. There is always a voice inside: washing the soul as white as snow. I encountered an incredible thing in autumn, if I write about it. It would definitely feel meaningless, but at that time my only thought was to travel alone in the world for once. When I decided to go to Thailand, this special country officially entered my field of vision. Riding an elephant and splashing water activities did not arouse much interest in the senses. When I saw the sea, my mood suddenly entered the broad, broad and boundless vastness. The ups and downs of the sea made me think and it became easier to open myself up. Sometimes to heal, often to comfort, always to help. The inscription on the tombstone of American doctor Trudeau explains the greatness of the sea. Is there some truth to it? A lonely trip to Thailand healed me. I eased into self-torture. I define humanity on a broader frontier. When I came back, I wrote a long article "This world deserves our gentle treatment." When I wanted to learn more about myself, “who I am” came up. The first reading activity of Muchun·My Township in October was determined to be "Teaching Courage - A Walk in the Teacher's Mind" after serious discussion. There were more than 20 responses to the question "Who am I?" So I searched for the "Zhao Qingfeng" in everyone's eyes, eager to embrace and reconcile with her in childhood, adolescence, and immaturity. Yes, today I am mature and determined. I will treat the world gently. I don’t feel that the world has ever owed me anything. All the past has made me what I am today. In the spring, I met Luo Wei. She taught a lesson in the "Good Earth Teacher" with poetic sentences. Liu Wenjuan also I have taken a class. This semester, Jia Xiangying, Ruan Jinfang, Qu Fengtao, Chen Liqiang, Shi Weifeng, etc. are all taking classes at "Good Teachers from the Earth". Some even went to two or three periods. In these classes, you choose your own topics and determine the teaching format. However, there are also some obstacles, especially the fact that you are talking to yourself, without an audience, and you do your own creative work on the CC platform without any compensation. The teachers held an open class open to the whole country. They felt confident and pressured, and had a sense of accomplishment and fear. Going to the public, accepting public testing, and thus having more confidence *** Keep reading, "Teaching Courage" is not a classic book that can be read casually, so we continued after a tense group discussion For the public seminar, we chose No. 56 Middle School for the first time and Dongcheng No. 3 Primary School for the second time because they had the support of the principal and a relatively reliable host. We created a district-wide reading seminar notification format to avoid the embarrassment of reading club members asking for leave, and at the same time, our reading club partners were recognized and supported by the school. When I was doing things, I gradually shifted from being on stage to being behind the scenes. I try not to focus on anything. It’s not because they are old or about to retire, but because Mu Chun’s team needs a large number of talents to stand out. They can participate in *** readings and can read independently. They can write, can run independent public accounts, and can bear all kinds of pressures. , not afraid of embarrassment, and have the courage to let yourself grow amidst tension-filled paradoxes. The day before yesterday was the winter solstice and winter is coming! I followed the recipe from the Emperor's Internal Classic taught by Teacher Qu Limin and prepared stewed mutton with angelica and ginger. We also prepared leeks and meat for making dumplings. Unexpectedly, my son asked the courier to deliver fresh dumplings stuffed with mutton and carrots. Forty dumplings, three meals. winter is here! Spring is not far away! The river of life gradually widens, the two banks get farther and farther apart, and the river flows more gently, and finally flows into the sea and becomes one with the sea water. This is the life I want.