How to understand Mu Xin's poem "I am a man with heavy snow in the dark"

The poem "I am a man drifting in the dark" describes an attitude and an evaluation of myself.

Mu Xin, whose real name is Sun Pu, whose real name is Yang Zhong and whose real name is Mu Xin, was born in Dongzha, Wuzhen, Zhejiang, on February 1927. Zheng Ruzhen, the eldest nephew of Mr. Mu Xin, is the eldest son of Mr. Zheng Tieru, the former president of HSBC, and the nephew of Mr. Xie Renbing, a famous social activist in the Republic of China. He made friends with Mr Qian Zhongshu, and his mother met Mr Lu Xun.

Early works:

Thesis: An Overview of Hamlet, Annotations of Icarus, The Essence of orpheus, The Brothers Gamikris;

Novels: Window Facing the Street, Wedding Leave, Pardon of Shadows, Dangerous House, Stone Buddha, A Passage to Cremia, Valle Solo Concert, Rolle and Roya, and Cabin on a Raft;

Poems: The Pose of Smoke (a long poem), Sonnets of Non-Shang Style (set 100), On protein (a short collection of poems) and Half Cross;

Script: "Come in, the protagonist";

Old-style poetry: Yushan wins the cold building, and the embers are recorded.

Poems about Mu Xin;

1, sacrifice to Ye Zhi

Blue finally sailed to Byzantium, and you unloaded all the poems.

I also know that the stars are like compasses, and the holy city is destroyed.

Those who are late encounter a purple haze and a heavy midway island.

Forecast? I can. You predicted that glory would come twice.

Unless the only son with blood on his forehead has a new father, I predict.

Caesar, Helen, Michelangelo, all with long feet?

I always refuse to do things, and I am limited to the intersection of sadness and joy.

In fact, reaching the faith, Jade doubted Huanman's hand.

Alas, the appearance is declining, the heart is full of wisdom, and the memory is clear at night.

The palace of Hagia Sophia was not open, and the gate of Plato's courtyard was not closed. At that time,

Singing and singing, the trees made of gold and silver are brilliant,

That artificial bird is exactly like me.

2. 1 month 10 day

My dream is to be with you and face what I heard in the opera one night.

A thousand turns go straight through a heart in the sky.

The soul is like a heavy bag of gold coins,

Give it to your lover. Don't stop.

Because love is priceless,

No amount of gold coins is enough.