Over the Pacific ocean
In small fishing boats
I am a fisherman with a fishing line.
The bait is a big fish.
It is twice as long as a boat.
I can't subdue it, but I can't let it go.
have no choice but to
Can't give up and struggle.
I am in the middle of the sea.
two
I won't hurt it.
I love him.
So I had to let go.
But I'm struggling
Unbearable pain
It seems to be the only one for me
But I still have paddles and fishing guns.
It's gone.
I wander around at will.
I hope I close my eyes and never wake up.
But I woke up.
I know I don't want to be sober.
Although the sky is full of stars.
How can I get the sadness in my heart?
three
Why did I come here?
where am I going?
It's dawn before your eyes.
What is the weather like today?
I am still alive.
Open your eyes, the clouds block half the sun.
There is no end to the spaciousness between heaven and earth.
Hungry and cruel
Catch a tuna.
Those who want to take the bait.
I felt sorry for it, but it died anyway.
I don't want to eat it.
at death's door
Strange, don't I want to die?
Fell on a separated board.
This is unreal silence.
four
Wake up again
Dazzling brilliance
The sky lights up and the sea lights up.
Red star is a small firefly.
Have you ever seen the Milky Way?
Across the sparkling water thousands of miles away.
The slip of the tongue of strict investigation turned into a wind.
Tender as water flows through your fingers.
Fate is like an eternal dream.
No regrets in this life.
I don't want to go home.
Last prayer
May she be in heaven.
five
Holding hands with one side of water
Lips into the green space.
It's hard to say that life is like this.
I remembered the big fish.
It didn't say goodbye.
This kind of sea
She must have stopped all the blood for me.
Pity myself.
If I knew that fear would expand from one point to ten million points.
But I let it slip in reluctantly.
that's it
Have I really been afraid?
It suddenly occurs to me
Have I really been afraid?
Wait until dawn
The direction in which the sun rises
This is the distance I have to walk.
Knot:
All fruits come from the heart.
The end has begun.
There is no way forward.