He is my old colleague named Yin Deku. 34 years ago, he was just 3 years old and was the tank company commander of a certain unit. At that time, he was politically motivated and militarily competent, and he was a promising young company commander. When the army cadres changed jobs that year, it had nothing to do with him. At this time, the leaders encountered difficulties. Some cadres should have changed jobs, but they didn't want to leave through relationships. In this case, the leader talked with him and prepared to let him go. Originally, the leader thought the work was difficult. However, when the leader just said to let him go, he said with a smile, "I obey the leader's decision." At that moment, it really made the leaders feel guilty, but more admired.
after he changed jobs, he was assigned to Yingkou Chemical Fiber Factory, where there was a vacancy for a police captain. At that time, the leader of this seat chose several people, and no one wanted to go when talking. Everyone knew that it was a thankless seat. When the leader arranged for Yin Deku to take office there, he still didn't bargain, but accepted it happily, which made a bunch of persuasion words prepared by the leader useless. After he took over the police force, he was quickly trained as a well-trained team with troops. At that time, his achievements were obvious in the factory.
At that time, there was a common problem. Some leaders chose you not according to your performance, but according to their own preferences and needs. This is a blind spot for Yin Deku, who was born in the military. He was even unconsciously enrolled in another book. He was completely unaware of it and still concentrated on planning short-,medium-and long-term goals around his job. And his upper level, at this time, is drawing a line in the power struggle, which will never stand on either side for Yin Deku, who has always been positive. As a result, he was squeezed into the organization department to make other arrangements.
When the organization was embarrassed to say, "There is no seat for him to wait patiently for the time being," he smiled and said, "I don't want to bother the organization. I want to leave without pay." At that time, it was a rock-breaking move in our factory. But he acted seriously and calmly. Finally, at his repeated requests, he went through the formalities of leaving the factory without pay. After he came home, he started to transport by private car for more than ten years. In these years, he got up early and got greedy for the dark, and really suffered a lot. When colleagues met him and asked him how he was doing, everyone always heard his smiling answer: "It's fine." What I said is so calm.
Later, the state made new regulations on demobilized cadres, and they were not allowed to take holidays, so the factory had to recall them. When the organization department asked him to discuss how to arrange his work, he said with a smile: "The leader must not be embarrassed, as long as I have something to do, I will never ask for any official position." Finally, the organization department put him in the factory retirement office and became an ordinary clerk.
after he accepted the job, he came early and left late every day. At that time, retirees often went to the retirement office to inquire about the situation, and he always explained it to everyone with a kind attitude. When I grow up, retired workers are willing to talk to him. At that time, retirees came more than ever. In the past, complaints and curses were often heard there, but now they are laughing again and again. In 28, Yin Deku retired from the retirement office and went home. Although there was no farewell with gongs and drums, everyone reluctantly took Lao Yin's hand and saw from the tears that were about to flow out of his eyes that everyone had recognized him. Three years later, when everyone learned that he had liver cancer and had reached the late stage, many old comrades said with regret, "What a pity, Lao Yin, a good man!" While speaking, there were obviously tears in his eyes.
It is said that three months ago, when Lao Yin just found out about cancer, his family tried to hide it from him, but Lao Yin had already seen the flaw in his family's eyes. On that day, he called the whole family together and said calmly, "I thank the family for their kindness. In fact, it is meaningless for me to hide my illness. I will get over it. The key is that I have to master the condition, so that I can arrange the next paragraph according to the length of time. " He spoke so frankly as if nothing had happened to him at all. Instead, his words calmed the family, and his lover told him the truth, and he remained so calm. He proposed three chapters to his family: "First, no hospitalization, second, no chemotherapy, third, no surgery." He has been so persistent for three months. Sometimes when the pain is unbearable, he takes a painkiller to top it. Always insist on not showing pain in front of your family. It is difficult for ordinary people to do this. At that moment, how much pain he has to endure for others!
just a week ago, he suddenly vomited blood, and the blood took a basin. He was in hemorrhagic shock. But he just woke up and saw his family crying silently for him. In order to comfort his family, he endured great pain and just smiled and said, "I haven't bought my cemetery yet, and I haven't had enough with my family. I still have something to say with those old workers. I won't die." Until now, he is still trying to comfort others.
The next morning, as soon as he had some liquid food, he was anxious to let his lover help him out. He was really fulfilling his promise yesterday and talking to his workmates again. Since he retired, the garage 5 meters away from his home has become a must-see place for him every day. Since Lao Yin came here, more and more people gather here every day. Some old comrades come here to relax, play poker and play chess. More importantly, listen to Lao Yin tell you some truths and anecdotes. Everyone is willing to ask him if they don't understand. After growing up, Lao Yin became a mentor and friend of these people. Everyone will miss him every day he doesn't come, especially after he got sick, and everyone will miss him more, and they are all looking forward to a miracle happening to Lao Yin. He suddenly appeared in front of everyone today, making everyone feel as if nothing had happened. But who knew that he had rested three times at a distance of 5 meters and walked for an hour. Even under such difficult circumstances, what everyone saw was still a smiling face.
My intuition tells me that Lao Yin will definitely come here today. When I first saw the old Yin sitting on the small square stool, my heart was sour and tears could not stop flowing down. Is this still the energetic, flying, lithe and flying old Yin? I can't match up with the old Yin in front of me anyway. How heartless and cruel the hateful disease is! In front of Lao Yin, his face was sallow and scrawny, and his eyes had turned yellow-green, and his body had run out of nutrients, which made his face collapse and only showed two high cheekbones. The whole body, only the eyes are still bright, through which we can tell everyone that this immortal spirit is still there.
He saw my tears. Before I reached out my hand, he unexpectedly stood up and reached out to me. I quickly took his hand in both hands. We sat down together and talked a lot that day. The last words are still fresh in my memory. He took my hand and said, "In fact, there is nothing terrible about death. When I was a soldier, I ignored life and death. If I died then, it would be a pity, because there are still many things to be done in life. But now it's different. I have been filial to my parents, I have a clear conscience to my wife all my life, and I have raised my children. Now they have a successful career and have always been honest with their comrades. I am 64 years old this year. This age means that it is not too small to say that it is not too small. This is not bad. " After he finished, he really felt a sense of relief. At this time, his smile should be from the heart!
how simple! Summarize life so simply and truly. However, it is in this simplicity that people feel how shocking it is! Compared with the heroes who went to the enemy's execution ground, is there anything inferior? ! Beautiful, my comrades! Zhuang zai, my brother!
at the moment when we broke up, I suddenly looked back. At that time, he was still smiling. In an instant, this beautiful smile was really engraved on my heart.