The boat floated gently,
Willow swaying in the wind;
Keywords lotus leaf, emerald cover,
Lotus is very enchanting.
Sunset,
Microwave oven,
The gold thread crossed the river.
Left line,
Right parenthesis,
Singing on the lotus boat.
Han Han's eyes were half open.
Honey butterflies, don't take it lightly.
Green water mixing,
Clean, dust-free.
Between streams,
Picking lotus,
Water drops slide across the lotus money.
Clap tightly,
Pat,
The sound of pulp answered the song.
The lotus root has a long heart,
Shy, the bottom is deep;
I didn't see it, cocoon
Silky, pupa in the middle?
Xitou,
Picking lotus roots,
Girls should choose and be exquisite.
The waves sink,
Doctor,
The waves are singing.
There are many lotus seeds:
On both sides of the strait, willows dance,
Magpies are noisy,
Liu Hua falls in Silla.
In the stream,
Color shed,
There is a reddish color in the temple.
The wind is fixed,
Wind-borne,
The wind blew bursts of songs.
Get up, moon hook,
I see, Vega morning glory;
Fog, water,
The cool wind drifted to the lotus boat.
Square,
The smell of clothes,
Dissolve into a vast expanse;
Quiet,
When I heard about it,
There is a song in the void.
Lotus Picking Song and Zhu Xiang
First, illusory ideals
The setting sun dyed the lotus pond red, and the evening breeze drunk the golden willow on the shore. A boat was singing, walking among the green lotus leaves, picking lotus seeds and finally melting in the boundless night. ...
This is the artistic conception created by Zhu Xiang's Song of Picking Lotus. Zhu Xiang is 2 1 year old this year and just got married. Although there was an unpleasant incident of being expelled from Tsinghua two years ago (1923), after all, life is just pride. Why not sing some songs today?
In fact, this is just the opinion of ordinary people, which is not the case. At this time, Zhu Xiang, in real life, has never been as poetic as "Song of Picking Lotus". The wedding didn't bring Zhu Xiang a swallow, on the contrary, it only brought more violent vibration. This year, Zhu Xiang and Liu Nijun (Liu Caiyun) have been married by their parents. After marriage, Ni Jun married Zhu Xiang. Liu's parents died, and he has been living with his brother. This made Zhu Xiang suddenly think of himself. Zhu Xiang's parents died, too, and he was placed under his eldest brother's fence.
The wedding was presided over by the wedding, an important person working in Nanjing. Zhu Xiang, who received modern higher education and was baptized by the May 4th new trend of thought, did not want to bow his head in the same way, while his stubborn and overbearing eldest brother insisted on bowing his head in the old way. As a result, Zhu Xiang, unwilling to compromise, was only willing to take three bows instead. So the eldest brother thought he had ruined his face, so he made a big scene in the bridal chamber that night, and even the dragon and phoenix candles were smashed in half. Zhu Xiang was immediately moved to the home of second sister-in-law Xue, who became a widow at the age of twenty. Since then, brothers have become passers-by, without contact and brotherhood. Although Zhu Xiang has four brothers and seven sisters, he does not tolerate any of them and has always been regarded as an outsider.
All this is left to Zhu Xiang's natural depression, inferiority and hatred. It can be said that Zhu Xiang and Liu Nijun finally combined only out of misery loves company.
Unfortunately, it happened that Zhu Xiang never understood what love was. In his view, there are only three things in life? Friends, sex, articles are just done one after another. Because of Zhu Xiang's eccentric personality, the tension between friends is self-evident, even the gap between husband and wife is not small, and there are times when swords are used and furniture suffers. Just because we were in the same boat, we made up soon.
Thus, there is absolutely no trace of artistic conception in Zhu Xiang's reality. "Lotus-picking song" is just an illusory ideal life of Zhu Xiang, which is impossible to realize. This can be confirmed by another poem "Bury Me" written by Zhu Xiang in the same year. The name "bury me" alone is staggering. According to common sense, 2 1 of young people are in the stage of striving for progress, so it is not appropriate to consider their own destination too early. However, the poet's innate melancholy made Zhu Xiang always feel anxious and miserable about his life. As a result, Zhu Xiang, at this age, has begun to turn her home into a place where she struggles to find a "sweet dream" and bury me. From Moonlight on the Lotus Pond to Under the Ma Yinghua to On the Top of Mount Tai, it was finally burned to ashes and thrown into the rolling spring river. From the poetry's earnest concern about the place where I was buried, we can clearly hear the poet's inner peace and peace in the face of death at this moment. All the irritability, anxiety and pain in daily life are completely dissolved and completely disappeared at this moment. Zhu Xiang not only considered his destination, but also described it perfectly and calmly.
Song of Picking Lotus is totally out of line with Zhu Xiang's temperament, and its style is cheerful and natural. Therefore, the Song of Picking Lotus is the poet's yearning for a peaceful and quiet life, the true feelings of escaping from the cold life, and the warm home of the poet's "sweet dream". The result of "Lotus Picking Song" is really put into music and put on a boat. Zhu Xiang was deeply moved after hearing this, and improvised a poem: "People who don't know songs suffer, but they hurt their bosom friends. I don't appreciate my confidant and go back to my hometown. " The meaning of seclusion and detachment is beyond words. Zhu Xiang, a native of Taihu Lake, happens to have lotus flowers in his hometown.
Therefore, it may not be said that "picking lotus songs" is an ideal place for Zhu Xiang's return.
Second, the outcast of the times.
Long-term dependence and being treated differently have brought Zhu Xiang an extremely depressed psychological burden. Zhu Xiang can't get rid of this heavy burden for a while, and this heavy burden also makes Zhu Xiang feel extremely inferior. Inferiority regenerates hatred, so inferiority is manifested as extreme self-esteem. He is sentimental, arrogant and eccentric.
Zhu Xiang entered the provincial teachers' college at the age of 65,438+03, was admitted to Tsinghua to study in the United States at the age of 65,438+05, and published his poems and translations at the age of 65,438+08. He is worthy of being an outstanding poet of the "Crescent School" (Zhu Xiang, a member of the research group advocated by the Crescent School). Although Zhu Xiang is young and talented, the future before him is not brilliant. 1923 On the eve of Tsinghua's graduation, Zhu Xiang was expelled from school. In fact, the reason is very simple, that is, Zhu Xiang is not interested in all compulsory courses, only loves literature, and even deliberately resists the system of early roll call in fast food restaurants. Finally, I was expelled from school because I often failed to call the roll for more than three times. The other three "four sons of Tsinghua", Sun Dayu, Rao Mengkan and Yang Shien, tried their best to negotiate with the school and finally made the school give in. As long as Zhu Xiang admits his mistake, he can take it back. Zhu Xiang, on the other hand, insisted that there was nothing wrong with him, preferring to leave Tsinghua rather than bow.
Zhu Xiang showed an abnormal philosophical attitude, saying, "Tsinghua's life is inhuman; ..... Tsinghua just drill a loophole ". But deep down, I was still unwilling and said, "As for the noblest life in Tsinghua, I can't escape a holiday, so please be coy. ".There is no lack of injustice and anger behind words. I really don't know whether the times abandoned him or he abandoned the times; Or he and the times abandoned each other.
At that time, the times were shouting "wild and enthusiastic" and "vigorous", but Zhu Xiang showed a tendency of "melancholy, weakness and decadence" more and more. Obviously, there is not enough joy, but more sadness.
/kloc-in the autumn of 0/926, Zhu Xiang finally returned to Tsinghua under the protection of his friends. In Tsinghua, Zhu Xiang founded a monthly poetry magazine, Xinwen, and boasted: "Make it spread all over the country in five years!" Unfortunately, although subscribers are as far away as Beijing, Tianjin, Shanghai, Nanjing, Guangzhou, Xinhui, Liuzhou, Shenyang, Jilin and even Japan, only 20 copies have been issued. It is hopeless to spread all over the country in five years.
It seems that while he deviated from the times, the times abandoned him mercilessly.
Strong self-esteem and deviation from the times made Zhu Xiang aloof and eccentric, and his pursuit of talent reached the peak of madness, which turned into dissatisfaction with reality. He was strongly hostile to that era, everything around him, everyone, everything, everything! He frequently sends poems, comments on poems and people, and "respects himself". He said that Guo Moruo's poems were "rough" and that "a book of poems has only four lines to read"; It can be summarized in eight words to say that Hu Shi's "Trial Collection" is "shallow in content and naive in art". His first poem "Song of Picking Lotus" was not published, so he turned against Xu Zhimo, the editor-in-chief, and called Xu "a sharp-tongued poet" and "a porcelain man"! Comment on Xu Zhimo's Love Poems Be True: Philosophical poetry is a barren path, which is impassable; Prose poetry is a narrow path; The vernacular is that the last street branches into a strange alley. In a word, Xu Jun was not inspired by Wang Jingzhi, while Guo Moruo was uninhibited and Wen Yiduo was subtle ... only Xu Jun's friends were chosen to criticize him? Shallow. "
Zhu Xiang enthusiastically evaluated the "celebrities" at that time, regardless of whether the evaluation was to the point, extreme or extreme. In short, they are all killed with a stick, with only one purpose ... "Contrast" yourself! Give yourself strength or encouragement? Or flaunt, raise and prove that you are extraordinary and excellent? Not sure. Maybe a little, no doubt a little. The reason is that he is too sensitive, narrow-minded, abnormal and out of place with his surroundings. The intolerance of the times makes him eager to be recognized, eager to recognize the value of his own existence, and eager to recognize the existence of his own value. When wishes cannot be realized, they turn into resistance, deviation and hatred. Just like his self-esteem, which is derived from his inferiority complex, it is a distorted and repressed vent and a revenge-style self-slaughter!
Zhu Xiang, he can't have the idea of standing at the forefront of the times, but he never wants to be abandoned by the times and despised by others. Therefore, he needs self-esteem, arrogance, hatred and contempt for everything around him ... Only these can buffer the depressed psychology and reality of being abandoned, discriminated against and regarded as inferior for a long time.
Third, proud personality.
Zhu Xiang may not mean to slander others, but he always cares about his own dignity. This strong self-esteem supports his lofty patriotic integrity. 1927 Zhu Xiang studied in the United States, but left Lawrence University angrily because the professor read an article comparing China people to monkeys. After Zhu Xiang transferred to the University of Chicago. However, the time is not long. 1929 In the spring, Zhu Xiang left angrily again because the professor suspected that he had not returned the book, and one of the beautiful women didn't want to sit at the same table with him. He can't tolerate anyone's disrespect for him at all. He described foreign countries as "death row" and tried his best to safeguard personal dignity and the dignity of the motherland.
1September, 929, Zhu Xiang returned to China three years early and was recommended as the head of the English Department of Anhui University, with a monthly salary of 300 yuan. Supposedly, it is rich and important, so it is time to be satisfied with the status quo. However, because the school changed the English literature department to the English department, Zhu Xiang left angrily again. There are cursed, teachers selling intelligence, coolies selling physical strength, prostitutes selling physical strength, in fact, are all one thing: selling themselves! Although this statement is arbitrary, it is not too much for the reality at that time.
His sense of self-esteem and his rebellious spirit are more incisive and noble in safeguarding national dignity! So from this perspective, his Bailey made him take the initiative to bid farewell to that era, not just that era abandoned him. It can be said that standing is an upright person; Lie down, this is a decent body! This is the most appropriate evaluation of Zhu Xiang's character.
In a word, objectively speaking, Zhu Xiang's patriotism is inseparable from his personal dignity. Without personal "self-esteem", Zhu Xiang's patriotism is out of the question.
Fourth, the unique poetic god.
Zhu Xiang once lamented that there are three major events in life: "friends, sex and articles." However, due to Zhu Xiang's depressed, aloof, surly and intolerant personality, friendship and love have become flowers in the mirror. In the end, Zhu Xiang's short life course of 29 years was only poetry. Zhu Xiang's love for poetry can be said to have reached the point of complete obsession. As early as in Tsinghua, I forgot everything. Later, I went to the United States to study abroad and was completely uninterested in poetry. Even, even the degree was dismissed, and he resolutely returned to China in advance. Zhu Xiang said: "Anyone can get a doctorate through hard work, but poetry can't be written unless Zhu Xiang."
Zhu Xiang claimed to be a "24-hour poet" and forgot everything. Indeed, in Zhu Xiang's life, there is nothing but poetry, even himself. Zhu Xiang dedicated himself to the poet's most pious soul? Three fragrant plants are "fragrant, warm and graceful"; The noblest realm? These two lights are "bright and quiet"
The Song of Picking Lotus embodies the poet's overall pursuit of poetry and life.
1, ideal state
Reality turned Zhu Xiang to create an ideal life. Lotus picking itself is a transcendental realm, relaxed, free and easy, unpretentious and uncomplicated. "Lotus Picking Song" naturally describes this beautiful and unique natural environment: the breeze blows the willows, the lotus leaves reflect green, the sun sets, and the golden waves shine ... "Lotus is as enchanting as a human being", which makes people naturally think of lotus pickers, their labor and their love. The enchanting lotus echoes with the enchanting lotus from a distance, the shyness of the lotus picking girl overlaps with the beauty of heaven and earth, the elegance and purity of the oriental girl blend with the distant and elegant music and songs, and the fragrance of flowers is accompanied by the smell of clothes, pulp and songs, forming a peaceful, quiet and serene picture, creating a dazzling realm. This state is Zhu Xiang's voice? He yearns for the "ignorance of the world" and "not competing with the world" of the lotus picking girl.
2. Feminized CCB
Even the arrangement of words in the Song of Picking Lotus embodies the poet's pursuit of otherness. Each section is a two-character line, starting with a word backwards and separated by two squares. The patchwork of sentence patterns and the use of two words and one line make people intuitively realize that the Lotus Picking Song is as innocent as a girl's eyes and is not polluted by the world.
The most feminine buildings with the smoothest and rarest rhyme add the charm of "picking lotus songs".
Of course, the Song of Picking Lotus also clearly exposes its inherent defects: the disappearance of the boat at the end and the flickering of the song inevitably make people feel ethereal and too clear. And this is just in line with Zhu Xiang's temperament and personality.