What emotion does Shi Naian express in his poems?

When Shi Naian was ready to move back to Xinghua, he sent a poem to Gu Ti, an old friend of Xinghua: He traveled all over the world in the famine years and found a good home in Yang Shan. May the grass grow and many kinds of trees grow, and don't let plums bear fruit like melons. Gu Ti replied to Shi Naian with a poem: "You came from Jiangnan to pay attention, and when you meet, you will laugh and forget the enmity. This is not heaven. Where can I avoid Qin in Taoyuan? " In Shi Naian's poem to Guti, he expressed his desire to return to his hometown to find a refuge from the world, but at this time, Shi Naian's heart was far from relaxed.