San Mao's reflection (if there is an afterlife)

Sanmao's life is lonely and wandering. If there is an afterlife, you should be a tree, standing in eternity, without the gesture of sadness and joy, half in the dust, half flying in the wind, half in the shade, half in the sun, very silent and proud, never relying on, never looking for. This poem is engraved with sad loneliness. She has been seeking stability all her life, but she has never stopped wandering, just because of the sadness in her heart that has not been put down and dissipated year after year. But she is very chic. She can let her long hair dance in the Sahara wind, or stop for her family in a warm home. This is a beautiful and sad woman. With the endless expectation of life, she kept looking for it with her backpack, just to find a stable home and forget the joys and sorrows.