? Homesickness is sweet wine, spicy but memorable; Homesickness is the spring of the king. Finally, unfathomable. Homesickness is a "hereditary disease" of China people. Nearly 3,000 years ago, Qu Yuan was probably the first to put forward homesickness, and "leaving without sorrow" is an example. Although I live in Wangting, I always miss the ancestors of Chu, and my hometown is Zigui. The sentence "Huma crosses the bird's nest with the north wind, so it is a branch" is touching. In the hearts of those wandering wanderers, such as the endless Yangtze River and the surging Huang Helang, it flows for thousands of miles and keeps flowing. He Zhangzhi's exclamation that "the little ones leave home, the big ones come back, and the local accent remains unchanged" is well known to all women and children. Even the Monkey King, who jumped out from a crack in the stone, lamented that "it is not sweet for hometown water, nor for old folks". "The moon is the moon in my hometown". Mr. Ji Xianlin travels around the world, but he thinks that the "big moon" in the vast world is always inferior to the "small moon" reflected in his hometown of Tang Wei. Bai said that he has lived in Beijing for 30 years and in Hulunbeier grassland for only 17 years, but if someone asks, "Where are you from?" He will blurt out "Hulunbeier's" because in his bones, he feels that Beijing is his place of work, not his home.
? What is hometown? Dong Qing said, "(Hometown) is a place where you want to escape when you are young, but you want to go back when you are old, and you may not be able to go back.". People who have been living in their hometown will not have the above feelings. "The oil magnate will never know the bitterness of the old woman picking up cinders in Beijing." Although I used "My good sons and daughters are ambitious in all directions" to motivate myself when I was young, I urged my sons and daughters when I was strong.
? I really left my hometown. I am a 65-year-old man. In other words, hometown is not the hometown of 65 years. When I was a child, my family was poor, I went to primary school and never rode a bike. Teacher Ma took me to take the joint exam. My legs trembled when I saw the trees on both sides retreating. Teacher Ma asked me to hold his waist tightly. Seventeen or eighteen years old, I have never been to Yuncheng, 30 kilometers away, never taken a bus, never seen a train, or even really bathed. A soldier walked more than ten kilometers to Shuitou and got on the train for the first time. Although it is a stuffy tanker, I am also very excited, including the little excitement of finally leaving home. When the school built a family courtyard, I signed up for the first time in the consternation of everyone. I was 43 years old. Since then, I have never lived in the old house for one night. There are weeds everywhere. The young trees sprouting from the ground grow wildly in the yard, even a handful thick, leaving spiders to weave a huge "Eight Diagrams Array" in the yard. At the age of 56, he bought a house in Yuncheng without hesitation. He lived in the small courtyard for 14 years, without even taking a step. When I was 65, I bought an apartment building that I had lived in for ten years. How many times have I returned to Yuncheng community? Although the buyer of my house is urging me, I haven't stepped into the threshold yet. Intoxicated by the beautiful scenery and the elevator room where the river flows through the door, I am very happy to have the old couple's nest in Shanghai. "On the balcony, overlooking the ripples on the river, looking up at the blue sky and white clouds, a cup of green tea, a roll of plain books, relying on the old to sell the old, what else can I expect?" Text plus photos, showing off in the circle of friends. My old platoon leader, Lu Guangming, the teacher's vocational education officer of Logistics Command College, and the song "Everyone says Jiangnan is good, how is it better than Jinxiang rice vinegar?" Privately disagree. I go back once a year, and I'm a little complacent. Anesthesia is based on the principle that "trees move to death and people move to life, and which side of the soil and water does not support people"; Take "several generations" as an example. Perhaps it is remembered that Xiaxian County in Yuncheng, Shanxi Province is their hometown. In a few generations, if they migrate elsewhere, where is their hometown? " Those who are "hard to leave their homeland, hard to leave their homeland, have nests where they are used to living, and have mud where they are used to kicking" have no ambition to travel around the world. In this way, four years, one year old, my hometown is getting farther and farther.
? Although people in my hometown envy me for living in Shanghai and Beijing, I go back to Yuncheng once a year and sometimes visit my hometown. However, after 68, the nominal age will be 70 years old. When Guan was near seventy years of age, the dam that was still preserved would be washed away by the wave of homesickness, and the coat that boasted of arrogance would be torn naked. I wrote ten anecdotes about my hometown in one breath, but I still feel very comfortable. Jiang Junlong is my junior high school classmate and close friend, and the financial director of the May 4th Headquarters. He read a series of my articles and encouraged me to say "You should write your memoirs well" in private chat. Don't hesitate to put on a hat for me. "Your life should be colorful." I suggest "writing a documentary memoir with you as the main line." This is my germination more than ten years ago. "Listen to you" makes my blood boil. It is a valuable asset to leave the ups and downs of one's life to future generations. There is a sigh that "my parents gave birth to me, and those who know me are handsome dragons". It's easier to get a thousand dollars than to find a bosom friend. With this friend, I won't waste my life.
? Liu, the former propaganda minister of the county party Committee and chairman of the CPPCC, read "There are many talents in our village" and remembered that he played flute in the propaganda team and my high school classmate Dong played banhu. In the first month of 1980, the drama fragment of "Storm on the Well" in our village represented the memory of winning the grand prize in the county. Encourage me to "write it out", "If there is anything unclear, please contact me by phone and I will find someone to find it" and "win honor for those who stay in the village". Ma Luwei, former county education director and my tutor, praised me for paying attention to every chapter. My former comrade-in-arms, later Sun, director of a certain department of 30 1 General Hospital, liked me from time to time after taking up his post. Among my comrades-in-arms, there was always my comrade-in-arms Wang Wei, who used to work in a certain department in shenyang military area command and was a senior colonel. After my article, he cheered me on with image mode. Pei Baolan, a fellow villager and comrade-in-arms, the former management director of the General Logistics Department and the rank of Major General, commented on me among his comrades-in-arms, saying that "children's marriage and career in Shanghai and Beijing" is inseparable from our husband and wife ",which surprised me, especially Li Yongle, a fellow villager, classmate and comrade-in-arms who transferred from the regiment to the Qiqihar Procuratorate, was highly praised for" being fearless, daring to be the first, fighting bravely, striving for progress and never giving up ". Yao, a normal student, a former colleague, former deputy director of the Propaganda Department of the county party committee and chairman of the county Federation of Literary and Art Circles, still works in online education despite one or two articles every day, and still comments and encourages from time to time in his busy schedule. Wait, wait, wait, wait, wait, wait, wait, wait, wait, wait.
I deeply feel that remembering homesickness, missing hometown and recalling the mixed flavor of bumpy life is not a pastime for the rest of my life, nor is it an entertainment for people after dinner, but, as Long Jun said, it is a "precious wealth" left to future generations. Our generation is incompetent and has left no wealth to future generations. So far, there are only more than 350 poems. Because of busy work and heavy life pressure, my children basically have no time to take care of the poems and photos I sent. My son praised me once because he wrote about his mother. My daughter praised her for her arrogance three times. But now I firmly believe that at present, these seemingly worthless words may be regarded as priceless when they step into the flowers, or they may be regarded as priceless by these words of my late father.
? Life is full of "besieged cities", "knot and leave, leave and knot", those who have not entered are squeezed, and those who have entered are taken off. I think this is probably the complex of the world. "Seventy dollars went to the East, and there are still a few years left in my life." Cherish the present, calm down, take it lightly, write articles you want to write and go where you want to go. That's enough.
? March 5, 2020, Shanghai