Lotus is also beautiful. Only in a charming home can a father stay away from his lonely mother. A person went to the bustling world: Shanghai. Lotus remembers his father's color photos; Red bow, dark green suit, big black back. Through the photo, Lotus seems to hear the chirping in the paramount gate, and his father shuttles through it. How can I remember my sharp-tongued mother? Later, when my father came back, he taught Lotus Japanese. It's just that she only remembers a few words now. Years have already buried it in oil, salt, sauce and vinegar. My father is a Japanese translator. When Lotus got married, the dowry was wrapped in a purple hollow coat with a big collar. Lined with the proud neck of Lotus, it is really threatening, and there is a white Suu coat, which is soft and thin. All Japanese goods were very popular at that time.
Lotus has a favorite person. Later, Lotus never mentioned why she didn't marry.
Lotus is married. Mother ordered her with a golden tripod. Mother was fascinated by the flattery of the matchmaker. Lotus is fine, just like lotus, and don't like worldly vulgarity. Lotus can never handle the relationship with her mother-in-law. Maybe in her violet heart, she thought, I'm doing a good job. I don't make any noise. What does it have to do with others? She went her own way and became a lifeless and lonely woman in the eyes of her mother-in-law. Husband Lengsheng is a dutiful son. He has been married for half a year. He works step by step every day. Every time his mother nags and complains, Lengsheng will please him like glue at first. When he grew up, Lengsheng had an idea about lotus. One day, he said to Lian, "Do as your mother says, and do whatever she says. Being alone is better than not saying anything all day. " Lotus was very unhappy. I can look at my big belly and swallow back what I said to my mouth.
Lotus was born, a lovely boy. The unprecedented mother-in-law is eggs and brown sugar. The second aunt next door is a freak. When someone has something big or small, she is always the first to arrive. She honked her horn at the entrance of the village in a high voice: "Ah, the child was born prematurely, but it was still watery. This little appearance is really not cold, and there are many places like lotus flowers. "
Lotus's weak body shook: "Yes, I moved the tire gas, half a month early." Fortunately, nothing. "
The mother-in-law on the side is full of flowers, as if she had been slapped. Dumb. Wondering, is this child a little early?
No, Lengsheng doesn't have that much courage. Besides, they haven't had a chance to be together yet. is it ...
After the wedding, most of Lengsheng's jobs were assigned to other places, and most of the wages earned were dominated by his mother, leaving a few for his wife and children to steal flowers. Brother Lengsheng got married less than half a year and divorced because of his mother's difficulties and accusations. Sister-in-law failed to leave a son and a half daughter at Lengsheng's house. Later, she married back to her mother's house and held a girl as handsome as her. Later, after the uncle remarried, he had no children.
There is no lotus flower assisted by her husband in this family. She watched her mother-in-law put flour and rice in a cloth bag and transport it to her little daughter. Lotus can only be managed on a small scale. Every time I go back to my mother's house, my mother always complains that she is stingy. She once looked at her mother-in-law's job.
The lotus moon was spent on her mother-in-law's cold face.
Lotus's menstruation is always ahead of schedule, perhaps this is also the reason why children are born ahead of schedule. Lian thinks so. Even know that she has never had physical contact with the second man.
In a blink of an eye, norikoyamaguchi can already act with trepidation. The name Dianer is the story of Lotus dreaming of a snake on the first night of a child's birth, so it was named. Perhaps, in the future, Dianer's indifference really follows the cold character of the snake.
The peach blossom in front of the door has withered and blossomed, and the lotus can count the times when it comes home. Gradually, Lotus understood a famous saying of her best friend; Marrying a dutiful son is doomed to be sorry for his wife. Filial people would rather remarry than go against their mother's wishes.
Since getting married, Lotus has lost her ideal job as a girl. Although she is a contract worker, she likes that heroic and comfortable job. Driving that small train every day, transporting coal in the factory. Now that I think about it, it was really a day in heaven. Every noon, those male workers who admire him always secretly stuff greasy meat into the lunch box. She was always reluctant to eat, but secretly took it home to her brother. Later, eldest brother kept complaining about why that man couldn't be his brother-in-law. He didn't know that his mother had been blinded by a bowl of golden dingzi.
Cold face, like winter weather. It was the mother-in-law who went in the left ear and out the right ear, which made Lengsheng have doubts about the child. Furong vowed to forget it. Yes The more you look at it, the more it looks like your own code. Cold is speechless. But this knot makes Lotus feel cold and suspicious.
When Dianer was three years old, at the instigation of her mother-in-law, Lotus divorced. Lotus couldn't bear to have children, but in China in the 1960s. Food shortage, raising a child, one more mouth, is almost a fatal thing. Lotus's mother was the first to shake her head like a rattle. Look, the two younger brothers and sisters below are underage. Lotus knows that she wants to go out to work, so she can't stay at home and have an idle meal, let alone raise a child. That won't do. Lotus can't sleep at night. Looking at the watery moon plate, it soon becomes a little face. She seemed to see a fleshy hand sticking out from the full moon and coming at her. After a tingle, there is only one round of Leng Yue and her lonely vision.
Lotus is married again. Mother promised to marry her to a Huang Laner with eight sisters. The first time we met, it was near the telephone pole not far from our cabin. Thick eyebrows and thin lips. Sanqi's hairstyle, wearing a blue Chinese tunic suit, is of medium build, and Lotus can't see anything wrong with her appearance. The introducer didn't hide it, and the family was poor. Don't mind getting married again. As long as both sides have no opinions, they can move in immediately. Lotus is also used to seeing her mother's impatience. Yes, if she does not get married, her brothers and sisters will be delayed. She doesn't blame her mother for being impatient. A woman who lacks her husband's love has no feelings for her children. What she heard most from her mother was that having more children was a heavier burden. It wasn't long before Lotus got married.
My mother-in-law is a widow. She took eight children from her hometown in Shandong to a small village in the northeast. I heard that my father-in-law was a blacksmith, and he got consumption at 40 o'clock, leaving a large family to live. Lotus is not afraid of suffering. When Lotus got married, her husband's younger brothers already had children. When Lotus walked into this blank room wearing a purple and gold silk coat with buttons, her sister-in-law cocked her neck, gave her a look, smacked her lips and spit out: The white blind man is really a beautiful man. I looked at the dress when I said hello. Muttered: "people with high necks look good in clothes, and one day you will cut me an identical dress." I don't know what this short neck cavity looks like. "Later, lotus craft finally didn't make the two of them laugh, picky sister-in-law said children.
Xiangzi's younger brother is a smart and down-to-earth man, and he is the monitor. Somehow, he just despises Xiangzi. No wonder Xiangzi has a bad temper. A few days ago, I got into a fight with a third brother in the village who didn't take five clothes. Later, Lotus overheard Sister-in-law's slip of the tongue, because that person blocked Xiangzi from doing it with a woman in the cornfield. The man insinuated on the village wall that the red vest and xxx were prostitutes. Xiangzi's red vest has faded after wearing it all summer.
In fact, that night, my sister-in-law came to inquire whether her mother-in-law gave Lotus two moon cakes. As a result, I knew at first glance that the lotus was not tied at all. I don't know about that. Simple, ramble and spill the beans.
At this time, Lotus was pregnant with a second child. This big girl can run on the ground. The husband is expecting another boy.
Lotus is a little disgusted with the captain's brother-in-law, so she divides her private house into small pieces. Xiangzi loves to play with money. Farming is basically a matter for lotus. Lotus is pulling four-year-old plums in the field. Hundreds of meters long, the seedlings soon grew on the plum head. Thinking of the quarrel with Xiangzi last night, Lotus hated her fate. Looking at Mei Zi, Lotus suddenly put her arms around her neck, which was almost crazy, and scared Mei Zi to shout: Mom, I am obedient, don't pinch me, I will do whatever you want me to do. At this moment, Xiangzi came from the field with a hoe. Lotus let go.
The high pressure made the lotus nerve almost collapse.
Furong partnered with her father to open a small restaurant in town. Go to the town to fry fried dough sticks every morning and go home to cook at night. Life is getting better. Xiangzi also began to lead the village laborers and began to lay bricks. Lotus finally moved out of the east-west house under the same roof as her brother-in-law
In the early morning of winter, Lotus arrived in the town at three o'clock. Last night, a snowstorm flooded her ankle. There was a creak of cracked shaved ice in the river at the entrance to the village. It took more than an hour to walk to a path of half an hour. Frost fog on eyebrows and eye hair. There is a black shadow lying in the snow ahead. With the sound of biting Rinrin, it looks like a big black bear is blind from a distance. Lotus, who is used to night walking, is getting bolder and bolder, but at the moment, she is still too scared to know whether to go or retreat. Let's go, Lotus is cruel. After a careful look, she breathed a sigh of relief and shouted, "Uncle Zeng, are you up so early?" I looked at a steelyard hanging on his shoulder, and it was still ringing.
Zeng Laohan raised his fat eyelids and sucked the frozen red distiller's grains in his nose. He replied, "It's a lotus. Xiangzi didn't send you away. It is really a blessing. Uncle will accompany you. " Said to get up. Shake the short leg of the lame. Come to the lotus.
"No, uncle, I came out late today. I'll go first. " Said the head also don't back to a brisk walk.
Uncle Zeng is a famous old fool in the village. After his wife died, he lived with his daughter. Later, I heard that the girl left a letter for her uncle, drank dichlorvos and chased her mother. The girl died strangely, and people familiar with the matter said that Zeng Shu bullied her not to marry. Uncle Zeng had a nickname called Sao Gaoli. His real name is Zeng.
Lotus doesn't want to be contaminated with a little coquettish smell. Lotus is stubborn in its bones.
When winter passed, Xiangzi let it go, and he got into the old habit of playing with money again. Lotus asked him to carry a few bundles of green onions to the town to sell and buy some new year's goods. Xiangzi quickly sold out, went to the stall selling pork, picked out a piece of the tip of the back hip and was about to pay. A chubby hand reached over and grabbed the meat and shouted, "Pack this piece for me. I haven't eaten meat for days." A man of about ten or thirty years old, with a cigarette in his mouth, didn't even look at Xiangzi. Shout haughtily.
Who is Xiangzi? He is famous in the village, so he can't take this. Raise your hand, pick up the pressed pig-killing knife, point to the other side and say, I want this piece. The butcher smiled and said to the man, sir, I have a better piece for you. This piece is for this gentleman. Just a moment, please. I'll wrap it for you right away. The man picked up the meat, glanced at Xiangzi and left.
The butcher looked at Xiangzi and said, "Sir, you are so fierce. You don't know that one just now, do you? " You are so famous this time that you dare to mess with grandpa ba. It seems that this horizontal one is even fatal. "
Xiangzi felt a cold wind hit his throat. Picked up the meat, got on the bike and ran away.
Seeing the village entrance, I slowed down. The two donkeys that came to the front yard staggered. Look at this. I just finished playing. I lost a lot. Xiangzi was persuaded to enter the second donkey's house, and several gambling friends became another game. The youngest son of the second donkey was choked by smoke, hiding in the corner, sniffling yellow nose and coughing naked. The second donkey's daughter-in-law knocked on the pig food in the pigsty, dare to be angry and dare not speak. Thinking about the big fat pig in his circle, I don't know if I can survive the New Year.
Xiangzi lost. Not only did I sell the onion money, but my family also lost much-needed money.
That night, after school, Mei Zi saw her parents wrestling in front of the stove. The long quarrel made Mei Zi precocious. She closed the door of the outhouse. Through the window, she saw the second Gazi's neck enter the next house. Her small psychology has learned to hide, and the scuffle couple finally stopped making noise in plum's indifferent action.
Time is a butcher knife. Plum got married, and Lotus tried her best to make a dowry for Plum. No less than their peers. That night, Xiangzi had another big fight. He doesn't think Lotus should marry that girl like this.
A few days later, the lotus disappeared.
In the north, in a remote mountain and a temple under construction, a woman is shaving. She said: at this time, the mood is broad. When Li cuts off her 3,000 hairs and cuts off the whirling world, she will do it for her every day. Fassi is full. She wore a gown, folded her hands and said, Amitabha.
Since then, the lotus has been silent in front of the Buddha. ................