China is a famous female writer, one of the "Four Talented Women of the Republic of China" (Lv Bicheng, Zhang Ailing, Xiao Hong, Shi Pingmei). 19 19 entered Beijing Women's Normal School and got to know Lu Yin and others. She began to publish a large number of poems, essays, travel notes and novels in newspapers and periodicals, especially poems, and was praised as "a famous poetess in Beijing".
Most of her works are about the pursuit of love, truth, freedom and light. Her representative works include the novel The Red Haired Horse, The Story of Ma Si and the essay Mourning at the Grave.
1928 died of illness on September 30th. After her death, her works were edited into two collections, Tao Yu and Accidental Grass, by friends such as Lu Yin and Lu.
When I first read her article, I was moved by her unique style. How can someone's writing make people so excited and burst into tears!
I always like to make a pot of Pu 'er after a busy day, feel the lights outside the window and the silence of the night while drinking tea, and look out the window from time to time for meditation. Looking at the faint light on the roadside, it lightly illuminates the cheeks of passers-by who pass by occasionally. The faint light wraps the night, and the stars in the sky occasionally play naughty, as if playing hide-and-seek with you, hanging in the air and flashing.
Such a quiet moment can really cure the fatigue of the day. You can swim proudly in the ocean of knowledge, change your posture at will with the change of words, revel in it and imagine it. ...
The love between Gao and Shi Pingmei is tortuous and firm. They are like fireworks in the sky, and they have performed brilliant love in their short lives.
1in the early morning of March 6th, 925, Shi Pingmei, a talented person in Peking University and an outstanding producer of * * *, died of illness at the age of 29. According to Gao's last wish, he was buried next to Taoranting.
Gao's death was a great blow to Shi Pingmei. She felt too fragile and indecisive to marry Gao early. Therefore, she often goes to Gao's grave to cry and accompany Gao and Tao Ranting.
On the high tombstone, Shi Pingmei wrote: "I can't catch your life like a comet. I have to shed the rest of my tears to your grave until I can't come to see you. " She used her youth to write this epic poem "Mourning at the Grave" for Gao, and Shi Pingmei died three years later. Before her death, she still wore the white ivory ring that Yu Jun gave her before her death. People buried her next to the high tomb, fulfilling their last wish of "not living together before death, but willing to bury the barren hills after death".
Shi Pingmei's works are cold, sad, emotionally fragile and sad. Words such as "Leng Yue, lonely grave, fallen flowers, mourning, and remnant leaves" seem as if her works are a collection of bitter tears, which can be described as full of bitter tears.
Her sentimental and depressed temperament does not prevent her from thinking about the fate and life of women, but shows a very warm and sad cry.
Lu Yin once commented that Shi Pingmei was destined to be the protagonist in the tragedy. She experienced a series of tragic ups and downs from fantasy to real pain, from fantasy, disappointment and longing to hatred, resistance and destruction. Her prose is a true record of her own emotional process, and it is also a huge time and space for thinking.
In her short life like a meteor, because her love with Gao is both beautiful and painful, she met Gao because of her fellow villagers and fell in love with each other. Gao Yujun Zeng Hongye wrote a poem, "Autumn scenery can't be collected all over the mountain, and a red leaf sends acacia." Show love to Shi Pingmei. However, Shi Pingmei suffered psychological trauma because of his love failure with fellow countryman Wu and his arranged marriage in his hometown Gao. So she didn't accept him in the end and politely refused his courtship, so she buried her feelings deeply in her heart, returned to the red leaves, and began to write "The withered flower basket can't bear this bright red Ye Er" on the red leaves, and kept a pure friendship with him all the time.
"I love, I want to find that beauty and dedicate it to your green grave. Who knows that the remnants of youth have been buried with you. " Gao's departure also took away Shi Pingmei's youth. Living is just a kind of depression for her! If she wants to leave, she can only drag her tired body to Taoranting with her thoughts and guilt about her lover and cry her sadness to her lover.
"If my tears really condense into pearls, I have knitted a scarf around your jade neck for you now. If my acacia really turns into one red bean after another, I have accumulated eternal love for you. "
No words can pour out her thoughts about him, only tears can turn into acacia rain, dripping on the grave and melting in the soil.
After reading this article, I have a general understanding of their love story. This woman is really sad. When he offered her an olive branch, she cut it off mercilessly because of her mistakes and fears. Why are you so sad now? Obviously, I could have accepted his courtship calmly at the beginning. Maybe now I don't have to knit a scarf of regret with tears.
"I am willing to burn my body to ashes, and I am willing to indulge my passion. Oh, my God! This is like a snake winding, like a silkworm lingering, so quietly stole the green flame of my life. I love, I kissed the grass on your grave at sunset and dusk; I pray that it is an empty dream and let me see your soul again. "
She thought she killed him, so she waited beside Tao Ranting with deep debt and love, and was willing to accompany him for a long time because of love.
What she wrote is a poem, which has a heartbreaking power and makes people burst into tears unconsciously.
Her words swayed in the cold wind and experienced the baptism of biting wind and rain.
She is also lucky and unfortunate. Fortunately, in that turbulent era, there was such an earth-shattering love in her life. Unfortunately, life is as beautiful and short as epiphyllum.
Born to love, like Xiao Hong, died for love. Xiao Hong's strength comes from her love. Xiao Hong's life is sad. Shi Pingmei's strength also comes from love. Shi Pingmei's life is melancholy. The same four talented women have different life trajectories.
"I often feel that you are in the Woods behind you, riding a horse and walking gently. I often feel that you stop at my window, waiting for my shadow to disappear. I often feel that you quietly approached me with my voice calling you, and then retreated to the corner with tears in your eyes. I often feel that you are standing outside my drooping snow tent and sighing sadly at the moonlight! "
Because I miss him, I look at everything like his shadow and feel that he is always around. I can't touch desolation. He left her with deep regret, because he loved her, but she refused. He is so warm, his every move comes to mind, and it is inevitable that another burst of sadness and tears will interweave her feelings.
Between her lines is a confession of blood, tears and regret. Shi Pingmei's words can be said to be tragic. She fell in love with her, but our hearts were broken. We couldn't help crying for their beautiful love.
"I know happiness, but also with sadness, accepted your enthusiasm, but also with the cold autumn wind. Before, I was afraid of the devil's fierce eyes and sword-like white teeth; I always lurk under your arm, afraid to enter. You hold the sword in one hand and help me step on the thorny road in the other, heading for a flowery future! Today, there is still your blood on this road. The devil's eyes and teeth are so fierce, but I love you. Don't be afraid of my loneliness. I am willing to use this slender and weak jade wrist to build that wishful dream. "
Before, I didn't understand your preciousness and refused you. Now that I have deeply tasted the pain of lovesickness, I am willing to spend all my youth with you. Now I will never leave you because of my ignorance. Even if I am quietly at your grave, I am happy. You don't have to worry about my weakness. Without you, I will guard our love with my delicate hands.
"I love, be careful to pour this cup of bitter wine, and invite the waning moon and the lone star to drink tears * * *, no matter at dusk or late at night, and lie drunk next to your tombstone as frost dew invades! I won't wake up. "
There is no doubt that her heart is incomplete, because without him, everything she sees in the author's eyes is incomplete and sad.
Shi Pingmei's life can be described as a tragedy. Her tragedy has nothing to do with external factors, but a psychological tragedy. It's just that her tragedy reveals some romance and sadness, and her writing is beautiful and tangled.
Always express her true feelings just right.
When she met with setbacks on the road of love, she was afraid to move forward. She protects herself with a spiny shell like a hedgehog. Even though she was determined to be single, she decided to die alone. But when the ideal lover confided to her, she was eager and worried, and finally let that happiness slip away from her; After rejecting Yu Jun's affection, after his death, I realized that I was full of enthusiasm for him and regretted that I was not brave enough. All day, Lacrimosa created today's wet skirt.
Looking back at people now, you don't have to worry about the people or things you missed. When you are immersed in regret every day, your life is doomed to be sad.
Time goes by and never comes back. The disappearance of youth leaves regrets. If you live with these regrets all day and are unhappy all day, then you may have countless regrets.
Youth is fleeting, but some regrets can be avoided or saved. Find a way to solve it yourself See you next time, you will find yourself different.
When you cry because you missed a bus, you will miss the next bus. Why let yourself suffer for yesterday?
Smart people have long known how to grasp the present, and stupid people will dwell on the past. The past is the past. Why not put it down smartly, release a broader mind and welcome a better future?
There will be regrets in life. We should turn grief into strength and mobilize our enthusiasm and energy.
A person has been moving forward, his front is full of sunshine, and the world in front of him is vast and bright. And if he turns around, there is only a long back behind him, a lonely back immersed in the dark.
So when happiness comes, we should bravely call our hearts to meet it, embrace it, and do not hesitate, even if it is as fleeting as a epiphyllum, then we should seize it. "Flowers are the most beautiful, and they live up to this earthly life, just to leave a scene for meeting. We are wandering in the sea of flowers, and our mood is like flowers. May your heart and mine blossom. Happy Embrace Now "we are not only wandering in the sea of flowers, but also wandering in our own' sea of flowers'.