The Unreachable Forest
Author: Canoe
1. Your name is written on all my money
That day It was raining heavily. I went to the bookstore to buy a magazine. The price was 3.9 yuan. I gave the boss ten yuan, and she asked me for one yuan. I widened my eyes and asked her, where are the five yuan left? She rolled her eyes at me, okay, you only gave me five yuan.
I quarreled with her, but how could I win over a middle-aged woman? Finally, I yelled at her: Use my money to buy medicine!
I told Ran Ran about this incident, and I said that I was bullied by an old woman. Five yuan Oh, what a huge sum of money! She was jealous of my youth and beauty. She wants to destroy me!
Ranran is more excited than me, and she is going to take revenge with her sleeves rolled up. She screamed, Damn, you bullied my sister and took me to smash up her shop!
I took her to an ice cream shop and bought two ice creams. Hers was chocolate and mine was strawberry. of. I narrowed my eyes and smiled at her. It's okay. I have a heart of gold and a mind as broad as the sea and the sky. I don't care about her anymore.
She wiped her mouth. Next time something like this happens, please call me and see how I deal with her.
Next time, how can there be a next time. When I go back, I will write your name on all the money to see who can take advantage of me.
I write, Zhou Yichen, I love you. I wrote, Zhou Yichen, why don’t you love me? I also wrote, Su Jiayan loves Zhou Yichen.
Perhaps they have passed through the hands of many people and will finally end up in your hands one day, or maybe they will also go into her hands, or maybe it will be another her. That doesn't matter anymore, what matters is, Zhou Yichen, me, Su Jiayan, I love you until death.
2. I think God will also forgive me.
You are ranked first in my mobile phone book. Your name is my lover.
Please forgive me for my little womanly feelings of making the decision without authorization. You know, in terms of phonetic order, your surname Zhou is probably the last. Although I like your last name so much, Zhou, the tongue is swirling in the mouth, like a reincarnation of life.
It’s not that I haven’t asked you before, I ask you why you don’t love me.
You looked at me with a stern look in your mouth and said, girl, you are so young, your love is too heavy and strong, I can't bear it.
You know that if you cannot bear me, you will definitely fail me. So you don't give me any hope.
You are seven years older than me. Of course, I admit, there is a bit of a generation gap between us. You were in elementary school and I was just born. You were in college and I hadn’t gone to middle school yet. When you started working after graduating from college, I was still busy with the college entrance examination.
I first met you when I was eighteen. You stood in the sun and asked me, girl, where did you buy your skirt?
You are very handsome, I can’t help but Admit it, the seeds of love buried in my heart sprouted out of the ground the moment we first met, and blossomed with a pop.
That’s it, I fell in love with you at first sight, but you just wanted to buy your girlfriend a skirt like mine. I deliberately said that it was difficult to find that store, so I brought you There you go.
That day you were wearing a Converse T-shirt, canvas shoes, and beige khaki pants. Who can not ignore your youth and beauty? I have jealousy as humble as dust in my heart. What kind of woman is it that makes you brave the scorching sun and walk through the streets just to buy her a skirt?
You bought me a strawberry patch during the trip. You said, girl, I’m so sorry. I smiled secretly. In fact, you don’t know that I deliberately shortened the twenty-minute journey into an hour and a half. I just wanted to spend more time with you.
The boss told us that this skirt is no longer available.
I was very upset, but you comforted me and said thank you very much.
I feel a little guilty. In fact, when I went to buy a skirt, my boss told me that this was the last one. However, if I lie just because I like you, I think God will forgive me.
[Even she likes me, why don’t you want to]
I have seen her, with a charming look, big wavy hair, tall and skinny, using Lan Kou Miracle Perfume, when I walked past, there was a sweet fragrance. I don't know why, but I decided that she is not suitable for you. Wearing a suspender belt on an early autumn night, I really wanted to rush up and slap her twice.
Later I took the skirt and went to find her. I'm shorter than her and have smaller breasts, but I'm stronger than her. I said, I'll give you the skirt, and you give it to me.
She smiled, but not in a contemptuous manner. She said, little sister, you are so good at your age, you dare to grab whatever you want. But some things are not what you think. There is a forest in his heart that none of us can reach.
When she left, I still gave her the skirt. This is your wish, and I want to make it come true.
And I found that she was not that annoying, her expression was very lonely when she said those words. We are all women who love you, and we want to live together peacefully.
In the evening you took me to a bar and drank wine, and you wanted me to drink Smurfs. You asked me if I had gone to see her. I thought you would scold me, but I admitted it anyway.
You said with a wry smile, she liked you very much and told me not to destroy you.
When you went to the bathroom, I lay on the bar and cried. Smurfs can't be considered wine at all. It has no alcohol at all. I know I know why I cry.
Zhou Yichen, even she likes me, why don’t you like me?
3. Either I love you or I hate you
It’s your birthday At that time, I spent a lot of money to buy a pair of couple phones from ZIPPO. Two pieces put together make a complete heart. My dear, this is my heart, have you seen it?
I borrowed a VIP card from my classmates. The original price was 1,600, but after discount, it was 1,280. It’s equivalent to one month’s living expenses for me. But I don't feel distressed at all. I understand King Zhou’s mood in building wine pools and meat forests for Daji, and I understand King You’s actions of playing tricks on the princes in order to praise Si.
Every time I think of you, I feel a little aggrieved and want to cry. But I don't cry. This is the power that love gives me. I really have power because I love you.
When I gave you the gift, your friends asked you who I was, and you said I was your dear little friend. I felt sad at the moment. In fact, I am no longer young. I am already nineteen. My great youth has been wasted on you.
You introduced me to your new daughter Ouyang, who is also a charming woman. It turns out that this is the type you like. Are we looking for the same kind of person all our lives? But Zhou Yichen, what do you think I should do?
I thought things would change, and as long as you have patience, one day It's my turn. But I'm not in that wheel at all.
I originally set my heart towards the bright moon, but the bright moon shines on the ditch.
I saw her, she was wearing the dress I gave her. I still have to say, it really looks better on her than on me. But as beautiful as she is, I can't keep your heart. You smile so naturally. I really don't understand. How can people who have been in love be so calm and clear?
Zhou Yichen, I can't do it. Come. If I don't love you, I hate you. There is no in between.
4. She said you only love the fragrance of flowers but not the flowers
A friend was very gossipy about divination for me. She said, Jiayan, it is impossible for you and Zhou Yichen. Wake up.
I scolded her, you witch, you cursed me! She was not angry, she just said, what does that bitch Zhou Yichen have to make you so determined?
I slapped her, and our friendship ended. However, I don't allow anyone to say anything bad about you. You are the man I love most, and I will protect you with all my life. There is nothing good about you, but you are Zhou Yichen, and that is enough.
I sat on the rooftop and called you. I said, if you don’t love me anymore, I will jump off. You thought I was joking, so you laughed and said, OK, I will collect your body after you die.
You really don’t love me, you don’t even care about my life or death. I sat on the railing and smoked a few cigarettes, then climbed down crying. Zhou, I am not afraid of death, but I am afraid that no one will love you as much as I do after I die.
I went to find her again, and I used one of my favorite dresses to exchange your secret.
She is still so beautiful, and time has not left any traces on her body. She said, do you think Zhou’s girlfriend looks like me? In fact, that’s not the case. Each of us is just a substitute. That woman had already married and gone abroad. He was with us just to find some glimpses of the past.
She said, little sister, don’t be obsessed, this man only loves the fragrance of flowers but not the flowers.
I can’t even cry anymore, Zhou Yichen, you are such a bastard!
5. Once I loved you, I will always love you
I am eighteen years old I met you when I was just entering college. It was the most beautiful age. When I was about to graduate from college at the age of twenty-two, I received your wedding invitation. The gilded words read, Zhou Yichen, Gu Xiaolan, a match made in heaven.
I don’t like this. How can your wife be called such a mediocre name? Shouldn't it be me? Shouldn't it be Zhou Yichen or Su Jiayan?
No one noticed when my tears fell at the banquet. You drunkenly told me that this was a marriage arranged by my parents. Since I couldn't get it, The one you love the most, it doesn’t matter who you are with.
You are already twenty-nine, and you really don’t have much time to waste. From now on, you will be someone else’s favorite, and I shouldn’t covet you anymore. But Zhou Yichen, you are the person I love most in my best years. I once loved you, and I will love you forever.
I carry my ZIPPO with me, and my left ventricle is with you. Do you know my pain? If one day you receive a banknote with your name on it, no need to guess, That's what I did.
You will never meet someone who loves you like this again, and I will never love someone like this again.
6. In two years I will be as old as you
Ran Ran asked me if I hate you. I didn't answer her.
When I am alone at night, I will take out your wedding invitation. Your name makes me cry. Next to your name, there are three words that I have altered, Su Jiayan.
Zhou Yichen and Su Jiayan are a match made in heaven, so I will marry you.
Yichen, I will always love you, always.
So, I don’t hate you, I only love you.
In two years’ time I will be the age you were when you met me. I think that by then I should also have a clear face and a pure smile. Maybe she can also chat and laugh with you, you, and your ordinary wife like she did before.
That is all in the future. Now, I will still burst into tears when I look at your name.